A fool I've been

Hey'all :D
SENTOSA OUTING TODAYYYYYYYYY

Met P.Xinyi, Babe, Shirley, Stella and Dick Ong early morning. Late for 20mins. My mum was bugging me the whole time! ._.But stella was later than me abit. Teehee! Skip to the part when we got there. We walked to Siloso as th tram was too crowded. ChongBoon was there. It was actually the main purpose. Saw MissChin, MrTan, MissCho, MrWong. Hahaha! Feels good to be out of the school somehow.


Look how childish th guys were!

Loads of Polys n ITEs there too. & seriously MALAYS are fucking anonnying. Esp the guys. No offence to those that I know. But seriously, I hate the sound of "ZU". Like FUCK OFF WOULD YOU -.- Anyw, the sun was super hot! I had gastric like out of a sudden and decided to go to th toliet as my stomach was v pain. Playing halfway somemore! Super siannn lurrr =/
I am SOSO GLAD BABE ACC ME TO TH TOILET. On my way there, i suddenly couldnt breathe properly n I blacked out. I couldn't see anything! Babe didn't know that I couldnt see so she just quickly pull me to th washroom n who knew, I bang my head against the wooden thing __ ULTRA PAIN! I was really blinded :/ So scaryyyyy~ I thought I was gonna faint in public. SOSOSOSO GLAD THAT BABE WAS WITH ME! Thanksssss so much. Perhaps it was heatstroke.. :O

Sighs* Kinda ruined my fun as well as th girls too. Sorrryy guys. Supposed to like get a tan and play.. BUT! Esp babe :( I know you wanted to play v.ball n i couldn't acc you. Anyw, got better after some time and while walking around finding th guys and deciding what to do, some random tourist approached Stella n I to take a photo for memories? We went err... & okay. Omggg it was super embarrrassingggg~ Sooo many people was looking! Goshhh :/ Totally needed a hole then. Took v few photos today :(


God I look so weird. We're so red although we stayed till 4plus or so only ;O



I knew this would happen. Snap out of it moron!

Want to make it up. Can't make it up

Dancing really keeps my mind off things (: I love it even though I still have plenty to learn from Ash n Babe :D I guess im not a borne natural. Oh well, I shall just work harder. Practice makes perfect! ^^ Im so looking forward for the next lesson.
(*)My dance teacher is really ultra WOW~ Jiahua horrrr? :P

Received posting results today (: It was much earlier than expected. Babe's call woke me. Rushed to look at my phon and was slightly disappointed at first sight as I wanted my first choice really badly but the course was too popular probably esp its in SP. ANYWAY! IM GLAD NOW THAT I GOT RETAIL MANAGEMENT IN TP :D As Babe is entering the same school as I am and I heard its a fun and interesting course (: Looking forward! I wish school reopens quickly so I need not find a new job

Oh yeaaa~ really needa shed those fats I gained form Taiwan. Helpppppppppppp~ Running! Swimming! Working out! I MUSTNT BE LAZY~ :D CHERYL FIGHTING!!

Time flies

Hello! Blog is more or less dead due to me missing in action for the past 13days or more (:
Heres a quick update.
11Jan :
Had my birthday celebration with Ethel n Adora my 2 pretty ladies i knew since pri 5 ^^ Had BBQ over their place as they lived near each other. Invited loads of people, Neglected all the close ones. Sighs* I really have to apologise! Im really sorryyyy :( Esp my babe Jiahua n Alyssa who came earlier with Jason to help with the fire n the food =/ Thanks for everything! Enjoyed myself with everyone and appreciated every gift and birthday wishes from everyone when I was in taiwan (: Was disappointed in somethings but it was kinda expected unfortunately. Anw, IM SEVENTEEEENNNNN PEOPLEEE :D




















12Jan:
JUDGEMENT DAY! Was really really anticipating this day tho nervous to know the results. Crieddd as expected when as I thought i could do better ='/ Im not qualified for a JC! I seriously did my all for this and it meant everything to me. Babe and I really slogged our lives for it and thats what we got. Both of us are really disappointed. The only hope now is that we could get into the same poly in the course we are interested in :D Prays* I wish I was smarter.

13Jan-22Jan:


Went Taiwan for 11days the day after getting results. Spent my entire after, evening and night till next morning dwelling on which are the courses which are suitable. I didn't even have time to grieve :/

Left early morning w/o a goodbye text from the one I was expecting.. Yes once again disappointed. Anyw, Bought loadssssss of the things over there. FOOOOD WAS ENDLESS! SO WAS SHOPPING!! Its seriously heaven for all the girls. Im not exaggrating* Also, I couldnt resist all the food so resulting in weight gain :( Sharks* __ Ohwell, the fats are in me now so time for WEIGHT LOST! Teeheee :P

Travelled basically the whole of taiwan within 11days and I have to say Im really tired from free and easy. Hahah! The weather was perfect :D I shall post the pictures soon. The resolutions are EXTREMELY HUGE! Its gonna take forever -.-

23Jan:
2e2'07's class chalet! FINALLYYYYY!!! AFTER 17YEARS OF LIVING I COULD STAY OVERNIGHT!!! :D MUAHAHAHHAHAH. Evyerone when "cheryl ! Finally man :D" Laughs* Went over with babe in the afternoon as I had to unpack everything. Played blackjack, card mahjong. Sian lurrrrrrrrrrrrrr~ There wasn't real mahjong! Whata bummer :( Waited for Alyssa and felicia to end work before they could come over. When they finally arrived, caught up with one another and took photos (:

Look so horrid -.- Anyw, Bought alcohol. I CAN'T BELIEVE ALYSSA CAN BUY AND JIAHUA AND I CANT!!! OMFG! Thts totally unbelieveable. HAHA! She looks young and they didn't even check o.O Say " Mygod" Her boyf came later and we asked him to buy beer over. He bought like half a dozen. Played some stupid beer games but its fun ^^ hahahah. Played makeup on Shih Hsing and went over breakwater to chill but it got too cold till I started shivering so went back. Babe got tired so snores we went. I have to admit it was kinda boring. Maybe there wasn't mahjong. We wouldn't have slept if it was fun ..

24Jan:
Minor hangover w babe. Woke up ealier than her as babe stole all the blanket and left me to freeze and pushed me of the bed when she turned. HAHA! Joshua told me when I woke up. he saw the entire scene. WAHAHAHAHAHA. Babe thought that I was on her right when I was sleeping on her left :O

Bus-ed back half awake. Kept yawning and video-ed ourselves. We were listening single ladies and our head started moving in th same direction n motion :P WAHAHAHAH. Went back and KO-ed.

25Jan:
Supposed to go out for job hunting with babe this afternoon. But we got lazy and slacked over at Starbucks instead. Got bored so went over to her house to dance :D Super tired now. Went over to find dear too. Yawns* OKOK I shall end here lazy to type tooooooo. YAY!!! CAN'T WAIT FOR DANCE LESSON TMR. Hopefully can catch up ^^

Envy

I AM DREADING WORK NOWADAYS.
MONEY MINDED PEOPLE
CALCULATIVE PEOPLE
UNREASONABLE PEOPLE
RUDE PEOPLE...

I feel that im doing more than i am paid. We should totally be full-timers and earn 4k a month instead of 5.50/hr -.- We are totally doing teh same things as they are. Insane isn't it. Hence the decision (: I WANT TO PLAY AND USE MY HARD EARNED MONEY!! :D

Anyway, had spent some time with Adora and Ethel recently (: We went to visit our outlets at Taka, Forum and even Mandarin! HAHAHA. The stop to mandarin was mainly to find DEX. hahahahahaha! Waited for him outside SEM because he went to buy lunch. Took super long la he. So we camwhored while waiting.
Had Astons for dinner! The girls reccommendation (: & gosh it was fab! Affordable price tooo. Thanks for th treat guys! I'll pay you guys back ASAP! I only brought $1.70 out and I didn't spend any of it. Dad didn't give me allowance :(
Slacked with Yx and co that night too. Dragged Ethel to see Huiqi and both so shy! Hehehehe
They acc-ed me just because i wanted to see my dear ma!
AWWWWWWWWW :P
So nice right !

Photos!














Tmr will spend some time with babe! Really hope shes fine. Sighs* I LIKE HAPPY ENDINGS! :( K im going off now! Tooodles!

Custom made

HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Not that happy but yeah. New Year resolution this year?
#1. Enter a promising choice of JC/Poly
#2. Strive to do well ( I say this every year but..)
#3. I WANT TO ENTER THE UNIVERSITY! May it be local or overseas! I WANT I WANT :(
#4. Lose some weight
#5. Lead a blessful life throughout the year.

Thats about it. My future counts on my upcoming results soon! Idk when. But pleaseplease may it be annouce on th first week of Jan! I want to take my results with my friends! :( Rumours murmur: 12-14Jan. OMFG-ZXZXZXZ~ Im sway can -.- FML~

Anyway, I couldn't sum up this year being a bummer. The best things that happen this year :
#1. Having my Bestf SIM JIAHUA to be there for me as soon as she is able to.
#2. Keeping in close contact with ETHEL CHENG & ADORA TAY again after so many years. They've been there for me too (:
#3. Also, letting CHUA YONGXIANG coming into my life.
* Yes, he isn't romantic, surprising, hardworking academically and initiative. He is muchmuchmuch different from other guys outside, but I thought about it and I realised I still fell in love with him regardless of all these flaws. We quarrelled like so often over this and previously over trust and status. I have to agree it did made us stronger and he has grown so much through all these (3
People who know him well will probably know. He won't even leave AMK even if it takes dragging him out of the house. But now? He is working at a tourist location which he has to face crowd and interact with people all day. The good side of him had been covered by a dark cloud and I should have seen all these earlier.
What I adore most is definitely his understanding for me. He doesn't restrict me from anything even if he doesn't like me doing it, he will tell me or indirectly tell one of my girlfs. Im one of those girls that cannot be binded down. I WILL struggle and escape from the "cage". Space is really what I need * he understands..
ILOVEYOU :(
#4. Having KEN CHIA as my tutor. He has taught me so much and enabled me to catch up with my studies (: Thanks so much! Always buying mentos and sour sweets to keep me awake as im yawning away all th time during lesson. He even personally came to starbucks to find Jiahua and I to give us a on th spot maths test. If you're looking at this: I hope that You'll know, Jiahua and I, APPRECIATE what you have done for us and theres nothing we can do to repay you :D Ken, also, forgive us for all the times when we lied that we had something on and had to change our lesson dates, giving u extra trouble. So sorrry! Plus, your lessons are always interesting and Jiahua really didn't meant it when she wrote on her blog it was dreadful. Please understand! She doesn't want to lose you as a friend too! :( Not to forget, he has given me an opportunity to prove my family wrong. I am in fact not an EMPTY BARREL!

Okay~ So this post is more like a dedication post. Its 2010 now. Shouldn't we forgive and forget all the past misunderstandings? Once again HAPPY NEW YEAR! Drinking ytd probably perked me up.