I will get what I want

Babe joined my company just on Friday! :D Had loads of fun and stuffs to chat about. With her around, everything seems fun! Serious (: I'll just pictures do the work. All we see are blue and white colours + membership numbers (: Although its a slacky job, but it sure is tiring! Also, this job makes me hungry every 3hours. Im FAT now~ __


Yes! Its INTEL~






The following day which was saturday, planned to go out with babe for the whole day for shopping and flea! Buttt.. decided to go to BoonHong's commisioning ball instead :( Feeel really bad for pangseh-ing her and left her with her netballers. But she understands. LOVEYOU BABE!!! :D

She still accompanied me to get my dress for the ball (: Love th colour but i think i look fat. & the ribbon looks off. But w/o the ribbon, i'll look like a bride or something :( Oh well~

Met up with BoonHong and his friend with his date and cabbed down to Shangri-La. Awesome place! Headed to the ball room to mingle around and took photos. Kinda awkward but at least he kept talking to me. His hand had a surgery not long ago and I supposed it was hurting like HELLLLL~ He was enduring it all the way and it began swelling lke crazy. Ouch :(

I was also the youngest there. The girls there were all either working or in University year3 already :( & I'm only 17. Okayyyyy~ All had diamonds on them and the most expensive thing was my mum's Swarovski necklace. HAHAHAHA!


Table photo (:









& overdue-ed photos. Yx came to fetch me from work. I look horrid :( The flash was too bright and out eyes went -_- ZZZZZZ

Fire burning on the dancefloor

Jello!
Monday 15March10
ROMP V with my lovely ladies Jiahua Ethel Adora ShiHui! Along the way met up with YaHui QianHua and some other people (: Man! Adora sure has a huge network of friends. She met so many of her friends outside of Zirca/Rebel. Hahahaa. & I didn't even spot a single ChongBoonite there -.- This is seriously sad. (Laughs)

Anyway, the beginning atmosphere was kinda low and buey high. Babe and QianHua were the only ones moving the most on the dancefloor and slowly babe got my high mood up ^^ Had some dance competition then which kinda bore us out. Decided to head for Rebel instead but turned out, WORST! Hahaha. Went back t the dancefloor after the competition was over and dance all crazy w babe ^^ The rest headed t rest first as I did promise babe I would high with her all the way as she didn't enjoy th first time.

Head out for some drinks with Ethel's friends. Junjie Ken and WeiJian (: & after th drinks, Babe, Ethel and I were too high t think of anything. Hahahahaaaaa. It was a hell of a time seriously! One of us took one guy each. LOL. Kindaaa~ Can't really remember. (Sighs) I wouldn't head back home so soon if its for my parents :(

Looking like idiots over here. Hahaha!

Now I can really understand.. Words spoken when drunk are sober. Actions done when drunk are what You dont care and don't know what you're doing (: Ethel is right. What happens in th club stays there (:

P.s: I didn't take any photo with Ethel ! :( Sorry girlllll~
Tuesday-Thursday 16March-18March10
With just a few hours of sleep, I had to prepare for work the following day. Babe stayed over at my place again and she had t wake up at the same time even though she had no work. Sorrrry sister! :/ Hangover~

Work has a goodpay and a slack job! :D Working with Yiliang is boring too. ALL HE DOES IS WHACK ME! :( & its srsly pain~ ZZZZ. He looks like a butch from side/back view. HAHAHAHAA! I even slept for about an hour on Thursday~ I must be damn tired -.- Nothing much actually.

Friday 19March10
ITS OFF DAY! Idk why but the person in charge just told us we need not come till Monday (: Probably work all done :D Watched MIO with maggie today. My mind is still flooded with this guy called CYX! Sounds dumb right.. Thinking of him when I was the one who let him go in th first place. Lol~ He isn't gonna view my blog anyways so no harm posting this. (sighs x1000000000)

WeiLun said he is coming to meet me at my house downstairs now. Feeling really reluctant cuase I don't really know him too. But ohwell, whats there to lose. Since its just downstairs. The weather is making me sooo lazy. But loving rain when I'm home :D HEHEHEHEE

Memories

I miss NP life :(

Joined NPCC not due to interest but parents idea. Went in oblivious to my surroundings and just wna get through with it during my four years. After attending NPDP, perspective changed. Made sisterhood with my Saiful my girlfriend (: Both of us just wanted to do our very best in NP. Regardless of what rank or post we would get. We just hoped for the best and expected ofr teh worst. It wasn't a MUST. That made us happier in a way ^^

Year4, competition began to arise. Many started judging one another and our squad sprit disappeared. It became individuals and cliques that ruled :/ Conflicts over conflicts till annual camp. CIs reminded us about teamwork and our last event that we would be organising.. & now after we POP-ed we miss those days LIKE HELL!

Np built discipline in me. Frankly, w/o Mrwong and the other TOs that have kept a close watched on me before I became SI, I would be letting myself down even if I'd become SI. My continuous lateness was a problem. Also, the only problem. Though it was extremely stressful then.. Being watched like a criminal, I now feel its all worth it (: W/o TOs, CIs and my sqaudmates(Most importantly somehow), I would've given up long before and turn bad.

Come to think of it, the conflict with C&J kinda made me ake up alittle :X Okkkkkkkk~ Just wna say I really miss those days! :( NPDP -CL Camp -Bintain trip- Annual camp- P.O.P








I just suddenly miss NpCC alot :( After viewing this year's CL camp photos

Wake that board :D

Wakeboarding as a CCA? Should I? It seems bloody hell cool and fun! But i'll be charcoal black and not even just tanned :( Spam sun block?* :D Hehehehehe~ I wanna learn those stuns! & I don't mind doing this everyday man :P

What about dance? AWWWWWW~ I'll think abou it

The only exception

This is so inspiring. So cool to see all the singers gather together for this song. Fast forward alittle to skip Jamie Foxx's speech.


Theres only one word I can describe my life now : LIFELESSS! All I do is mahjong or rot at home with my tv :( Thank god for babe to have a half day off and we went shopping! :D Plan was to acc her shop for her club dress. But I ended up buying stuffs for myself instead. & its kinda ex :/ However, I LOVE IT ^^ Got a new heels. Hopefully its able to let me walk for long distances.

Had heart-to-heart talks with babe yesterday too after dance. It seems that HOW LONG YOU HAD LOVE SOMEONE, WOULD BE HOW LONG YOU'LL NEED TO FORGET THAT PERSON. Also, one will have the urge to do all the things they couldn't do when they are in a r/s. I feel it isn't just a moment of recklessness yet ways and means to find ways to break all ties with one another so both would have no reason to love that particular person anymore (in a way). Hence, changes in personality begin causing even more hatred and disappointment. It also could be that one wants a new life and feel that dwelling on the past would not be any better. Instead, moving on would be the only solution and end up doing doing silly yet fun things to find the real "you" .
Lol. Idk why I started thing of such things. Probably the people around me is facing similar situations. True or not.. I'm not too sure. Anyway! Cheerup people! Just rememeber that there is someone out there whom will understand you truly so don't feel that you're being flirty or a sudden slut. True friends understand it all (:

Smile it out just like this! :)
Strive to be bulletproof

Man! I'm missing Taiwan's food badly!

The sun rises even during gloomy days

Had a mahjong session w my beloved girls and a super filling dinner at Shabu-Shi :D Its been such a long time since we all last spent some time. Had heart-to-heart talks and no one lost alot in mahjong. Pictures!












The following day, went swimming with Ethel Adora and ShiHui :D Sorry I was late again -.- Anyway, went over to Calrose and played w water and kids O.O Hahaha! Ethel made th right
decision going to early childhood for her course :P Shes such a children person! I feel so fat standing beside Adora and Ethel. THEY'RE SO FREAKING THINNNNNNNN~ :( Oh well, but still enjoyed myself alot! Everyone is busy working and schooling :/ Hardly have time to eet up too & Thanks Adora! Love ya belated birthday present :D
































Also went for the troublesome poly medical checkup too with Felicia (: The weather was bloody hell EXCRUCIATING!!! I thought I was in a suana. During the X-Ray scan thing, had to stand at this v awkward position and the urine test.. They met me pee on a stick?!! I can barely aim into a bottle :O Hahaa! So grosssss~ Went to take the passport photo w felicia too (: I look fat -.-

Oh yesssssssssss! Felicia bought me a Zippo lighter to make up for my 4years birthday present! Awwww~ Its super nice! ^^ Tho I dont have much use for it but I'll play with it once in a while :D Heeeeee. We kept chewing on food that day.





Todayyy.. Dick jio-ed me out for pool and accompanying him to buy his school bag. SAW BEN HO AT K POOL ! HEHEHEHEHEHE :P Had some talks as well and i suddenly felt, he is such a caring and understanding guy. Like for the first time I saw the good side of him O.O He is always calling me trucker and bulldozer =/ His girlf is lucky to have him (: Compared to someone.. wow, he hasn't done any of the things he did before :'( Sighs*

I also won him in pool ! WOOHOOOOO out of 7 rounds. YAY! Anyway, thanks for listening to my whines tooo :D


Went wildwildwet yesterday too :D With Junde Jiahua and Zhengfeng! HEEHEEEE :D Got a real good tan man! Zhengfeng dropped his specs :/ Junde has an ultra hot body.. I sound sick -.- Jiahua as funny as ever! Had sososos much fun! Junde won't stop splashing water at us and there is no way Jiahua and I were able to drag him down or push him down the drag from a slightly higher ground. There was once I was pushing him from behind and one pull from him, I flow over his head and into th water o.O LIKE WOW?! Hahahahahaa got shock too. Felt light for that moment, MUAHAHAHAHHAH!


All ultra exhausted after a long day. Slept in the bus :P After ZhengFeng alighted, BUS 88 BROKE DOWN -.- we had to change bus after that. hahahah a! Such an experience man.