I'm running away

Alot has happened lately :( Misunderstandings causing uneasiness and unhappiness.
A shout out to Grace Charaine and ET:
Just wanna say we will still be friends no matter what! We'll share gossips, whines and funny incidents. You guys were the start of my poly life and its not gonna end so easily unless you guys don't want me as a friend next time :X Although things aren't the same anymore, lets just forget everything and start all over ^^ I love you guys still!

Shout out to Sky, Kuien, Ivy, Shili, Janelle, Jasmine, Elvina, Van, Cherie, and Tricia:
Thanksthanksthanks so much for reaching out to me when I needed you guys the most :) I was uber touched and no words could explain how I felt that moment. You guys should know yea? Hahaha. nearly criedd. Since we're a clique now, lets not have anything that will tear us all apart. Friendships are seriously pricelessss! Cheeerios~ (3

Everything is back to normal now :D Studying and studying is all I do now due to the mid sem test. been going to AMK hub's coffee bean to study with Kuien lately and its great! I can rememeber the things i've studied! Pats on my shoulder* Until last night.. Coffee bean closes early so we moved to macd to study but its too NOISEY! Headed for a quieter location which is Yx's block. Chose a spot which I know he won't pass but who knew..

Heart skipped more than a few beats, had this frightened feeling and hoping he wont see me. but my phone's squeak sound gave me away when he walked back the second time.. Th feeling... What I saw.. I wished it all didn't happened. I rather stay in your shadows.

Nevermind, heading out soon to chill with JIAHUA ADORA ETHEL SHIHUI via Holland V. Try to be back early and contiune with my notes.

I know I'll see you again for sure

Its been another long week. & I've been looking for yesterday to come. Met up with my girlfriends for shopping and they accompanied me to do get my navel done :D Loving it to ttm! Actually it wasn't as pain as expected. Just a little prick for me. Maybe its because babe kept asking me to look at her which distracted me. Phew* Thanks babe! Now I just gotta hope it doesn't get infected or something and heal well! ^^

Spent the entire afternoon at fareast with the girls after lunch @ Shabu Shi! It seems that we can never get enough of that place. HAHAH! Girls will be girls :P Our form of relaxation = shopping, heart-to-heart talks and eating. Guys= drinking, gaming and slacking.
Sian! babe had to leave first & even got a scolding from her mum. ZZZ, should've tried on the clothes faster :/








Sky met up with us in the evening for dinner w us at Pastamania (: HAHAHA! Saw the shy side of him! Never knew he had that side of him. Planned to watch backup plan but it was only showing in the morning! Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :( Tried IP man2 and Iron Man even though he had watched it but all seats are full :/ Head down to AMK instead. Same problem -.- So went to pool instead. WTH! I ACTUALLY BELIEVED HE DONT KNOW HOW TO POOL! Gosh~ Moron!!!! -.-

Didn't do much yesterday but it sure took away all my troubles (:
Ps: Buddy! Sorry for making you travel all the way back to Tampines. I'll go find you next time ^^

Guess you're over it (: Good for you

Im almost done with the CSA Draft! Final touch up tmr before handing in (: Once again its pathetic Wednesdays! 3hrs long CSA lab lesson but for the first time, I didnt have time to FACEBOOK! Amazing~ ^^

Helped up with the RMT's Notice board together with the RMIG community :D Only stayed for awhile though, had to rush the stupid CSA -.- Ohoh! & I thought Kenneth's $130plus shirt (if im not wrong) was from Giordano!!! HAHAHHAHAHAHA LMAOOOOO. Like wth? Who the hell wears a 100plus Tee shirt to school? Its like any other tee shirt :O

Pretty much lifeless now. Thank god for buddy, basketball and babe, if not I would be rotting at home all day or no one to talk to. I realise I have very few Friends that I can actually chat with :( I really don't have NU REN YUAN luh! Sad ttm! :/

Pain

Pain comes in all forms: the small twinge, a bit of soreness, the random pain, the normal pains we live with every day. Then there’s the kind of pain we can’t ignore: a level of pain so great that it blocks out everything else, makes the rest of the world fade away until all we can think about is how much we hurt. How we manage our pain is up to us. Pain. We anesthetize, ride it out, embrace it, ignore it… And for some of us, the best way to manage pain is to just push through it.

-Quotebook : Grey Anatomy


I WILL I AM I SHALL I MUST BE HAPPY AGAIN!

Friends are forever!

Crazy night last night man! Firstly, had RMIG BBQ over at XinYing's house. 4 story high house -.- HAHAHA. It was meant as a bonding session for all of us and it was a great success I feel :D Made loads of new friends! talked to people I've always wanted to talk to. HAHAHAHA. Waiting for the photos (:

When I got home, Msn-ed with sky for like 3hrs! Omg and we were laughing non-stop! Like some crazy machine gunnnnn~ We could laugh at any and everything. Thats how high we were. Totally forgot all my troubles for that night (: awwwwwww! THANKS AGAIN BUDDDY! The above picture was our main topic for the night. & im still lmao-ing while recalling! Damn funny! :P

Ohgoshhh~ AWESOME NIGHT :D

Catching up with babe later @starbucks :D WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Hope she gets over her lost laptop asap! <3

Breakaway

Dear angel of mine,
Where do I start to express how I feel?
Well, my love’s gone blind.
Now all that I feel is what I hear.
Your words rip and tear, and
Through my heart so weak and pure.
Now I find myself wanting to die

I bleed for the second time tonight
Holding the love that’s in my mind.
If only my love could be with you.
If only this pain, this pain died too
So I break you away, away, away from me.

As I sit here alone
Thinking about everything that you said.
You know since I’m alone.
Well, maybe after all, I was better off dead.
Cause without you my life’s gone down…
What do I do, when I find myself wanting to die?

I bleed for the second time tonight
Holding the love that’s in my mind.
If only my love could be with you.
If only this pain, this pain died too
I bleed for the second time tonight
Holding the love that’s in my mind.
If only my love could be with you.
If only this pain, this pain died too
I break you away, away, away from me.

And I don’t know I’ll break you away!
Said, I’ll break you away, away, away from me.
Sincerely Yours :(


-Dear Angel - April Sixth


I don't have words to express how I feel no more. Just wna say, I loved you..

Pamper me

Been busy studying and trying to fit in as much social life in my routine daily. Can someone buy me one of those cute calendar dairy so I won't forget anything? :( Studied with babe last week @ starbucks and god I miss her! I have so many things to tell her but a day doesn't seem enough :( Same goes for Ethel and Adora.. I haven't met them in ages~!!! & idk what happened to poor Ethel's hand :(

Havent pin-ed my hair up like this for a very longggg timeeeeeee. HEEEEEE.



Hardly have time with CYX too. Been to his school twice to surprise him with my pressence (: Loving his reaction. HAHAHA. If i didn't went to find him. I think we might not even meet once a week :/ Sighs* & he is a girl magnet now~ Blood boiling sensation* ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ Die bitches!

Ohyes! I forgot to mention. I HATE CSA! I don't hate the subject but I hate the teachers. They always don't make themselves clear of what they want us to do. Even the lecturers are mumbling to themselves. DUDE! Even I teach better. LOLOLOL. Okay just kidding. But you get my point. My expression throughout the lesosn would be -.-

Camwhored during break. The stupid teacher came to ask me if I was from the class. ZZZZZZ. Moron!!!







Crazy fun classmates :D

ANYWAY! IM IN BASKETBALL NOWWWWWWWWWWWW~ Sorry canoe polo, but this has always been my passion. So far the coach hasnt been shown ANY FORM OF HOSPITALITY for us freshies and havent even took to the effort to know where we are from.. Sucks big time. Where got coach lidat one -.- ZZZZ. & the captain show no sense of leadership too. Probably just th start :/

Alright turning in now (:
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If only you could make me believe in love again

Does anyone believe in a love called letting go?

Well, I do. If a relationship no longer benefits both parties and unable to share happiness/sadness together anymore, why not let go? An old friend reminded me. I've been doing alot of reflecting recently and this is what I have concluded. I have no idea what my next step should be. Some part of me tells me give him one more month, another tells me just call it quits now. Pointless and meaningless..

Me: I've only seen him for 3hours for the whole of this week :(
Boy: Soon it'll be 3mins also don't have when the mid semster comes.
Me: Speechless*

Anyway, I suppose Ethel and I have grown up alot more! Till a point whereby even if we see couples being initimate in front of us, we are neutral. Our minds are BOOKS- 3.8+ GPA EVERY SEMESTER- UNIVERSITY-MASTERS. Im so proud of us (: Its like, we do not even have the time to moan over the past&regrets. I suppose these are all part of our growing process. The risks comes from every attempt.

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Went on a study session with babe, benedick and kevan this afternoon @CBSSmacd (: Caught up with each other and its so cool to see how much everyone has changed (: All becoming mature and doing our assignments on time and even revising though its only week2 of our poly life :D AWESOME!

Met up with my BFFs-Alyssa & Felicia for our Navel piercing but the person was on leave :( A wasted trip! :/ Also, I can't get mine done anytime soon due to my CCA in which I will be in touch with the chlorine water so regularly :( Ultra disappointed! I was so looking forward to it. & now I have got to wait. The girls are doing it tmr except for babe.

Back in the evening, babe and I headed back to AMK. Met with the guys again. Initially planned to watch Iron man2 but the timings were all FULL! Kinda expected it anyway. So went for dinner instead! :D Wheeeeeeeee~ Had my long awaited ruo zuo mian :D HEHEHE! Babe had to leave first after that :/ So we went to play pool! I had this 5ball left curse. I only won through my opponent going in the black ball with a follow ball -.- NOT POOL DAY TODAY! :S Benedick even said I hit my balls with a stripe ball instead of the white ball once! OMGGGGGG HOW COULD THAT BE POSSIBLE -.- HAHAHAHHAHA. Lmao-ed!!!

I'm offically broke again for the week :/ Alright, off to bed now! My phone is so quiet.... No one is calling/texting me!!