SighsSighsSighsSighs ~
What I've planned to do today hasn't exactly run smoothly :[ I wanted to go out with Jiahua today to maybe like catch up alittle but she couldnt come out ;X I dont know when i can see her again =/
Anyway , I needed to go Plaza Sing to get my bro's present . Asked Yiliang and some girls but all not free -.- Was about to go alone already but likely got Dason :D I was playing dota with him . He teaching me and he agreed to acc me there lurs ^^ Ryan wanted to come but i dont want him to run here and threr within such a short time . Believe it or not .
Okay~ got two lil figurines (:
I post the pictures soon ;x My camera ran outta batt =|
Costed me like 20bucks . Hai~ My piggybank is officially broke! Before that when eating lunch with Dason , some things happen and made me ..
FORGET IT . It will be round two tonight , later.
I feel like going to camp tmr and dont come back .
Just packed my bag and im all set for tmr.
Alrights , i'll be back on 2nd dec .
Sayo~
Friday, November 28, 2008
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Miss Independant -
TODAY IS NOT MY DAY .
Slept till 3pm . Probably is because i slept at this time too last night ;X KahJui kinda dua me today . Not intentionally as he had projects to rush . We're suppose to have a study session today and catch Madagascar 2 . But i think i can no longer watch it until the CD comes out . Same for Beverly Hills ChiWaWa =/
So im just gonna to play a game of dota first before starting to do th farewell card for MissLim and for my bro's gift , IM SUPPOSE TO GET IT TODAY AT PS ! but i think i gotta dragged it to tmr and hope hualy acc me there to get it and rush it out before i leave on sat =|
Slurping my maggie now . I wished i had put an egg inside ;x I forgot . LOLs ! So another day at home when i can go out . AWESOMEEEE~ _|_
One happy thing (:
YL HAS COMPLIMENTARY TICKETS TO TH SHOW TWILIGHT !
WOOOOOOOWWWWW .
I dont know which is the real you .
Anyway , whatever you are thinking now .
Just cont with it.
I just know i gotta be myself .
& if you think im a fake then ..
Up to you .
Slept till 3pm . Probably is because i slept at this time too last night ;X KahJui kinda dua me today . Not intentionally as he had projects to rush . We're suppose to have a study session today and catch Madagascar 2 . But i think i can no longer watch it until the CD comes out . Same for Beverly Hills ChiWaWa =/
So im just gonna to play a game of dota first before starting to do th farewell card for MissLim and for my bro's gift , IM SUPPOSE TO GET IT TODAY AT PS ! but i think i gotta dragged it to tmr and hope hualy acc me there to get it and rush it out before i leave on sat =|
Slurping my maggie now . I wished i had put an egg inside ;x I forgot . LOLs ! So another day at home when i can go out . AWESOMEEEE~ _|_
One happy thing (:
YL HAS COMPLIMENTARY TICKETS TO TH SHOW TWILIGHT !
WOOOOOOOWWWWW .
I dont know which is the real you .
Anyway , whatever you are thinking now .
Just cont with it.
I just know i gotta be myself .
& if you think im a fake then ..
Up to you .
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
River Flows In You ,
Counting down
2more days to BINTAIN .
& I've yet to pack .
Alrights lets see , Dragged myself out of th bed again for NP meeting . Was running late and I thought mum would sent me to school cause i aske dher the night before . But what got me real ________ [I dontknow th right word to use] is she left for wokr without even telling me she wasnt able to fetch me there =/ When i was dressed and ready , I thought she was waiting for me downstairs but there was no sign of her.
I ring her up and guess what , SHE SAID SHE LEFT ! Zzzz
It was nearly ten and yeah , late again .
During th meeting , discussed about the CCA Open House did the plans and roughly drew out th layout , The BBQ night item we're gonna do for MissLim , the games we've plan for the Orphanage that we'll be going this Sat and alot more..
Stressssssss ~ hahas . So many things again . Gotta plan for the holiday training etc , but heng ! Thats not my job . Hehs [: End about 1plus den went mac to have my meal . Nothing to do so went back game again ^^
Kinda lifeless but time passes real fast when i dota ;P Chat with Jiahua ! Omgzxzxxx, its been quite some time since we really talked . I miss her so much . But got to see her today . I helped her print out th lullaby piano songsheet! Cant wait for her to learn. We've got hooked on EDWARD'S LULLABY ! ITS SUPER DUPER SWEEEET N WOW! I totally can imagine it if he sang it to me ~ :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
Pictures :
[ The picture on Jiahua's blog made me wanna have some on my blog too ]
HELL AH !
Ain't he GORGEOUS <33333
& Bella & Edward
Jacob is pretty cute too in fact ^^
Th fact that he is a werewolf is kinda suitable for him though (:
In th evening went to meet MengSiang at hub . Acc him to get some treats for th camp ^^ Yap , he is coming along with us . Pity DunHui isnt :[ NS SUCK. Lols . I hate him laa , Siang bought MARSMILLOWS to BBQ! & Granola barsssssss. Roar~ I'll make sure he shares it .
hahahs , Rushed over to basketball court as I was in a hurry . MS walk damn fast larrrhhh &#!!#@#^ Grrrr , Played only a few rounds. I still like th court at 438 . I can shoot better ;X Wahahaha! Lols . BHB here ;P
Ryan Weiwei das des Shawn etc all came also :D Had fun with them . But I didn't get to play with Wei n Das . MengSiang n DunHui cannot be togetehr laaa~ their tagteam is too strong. Hahahs . Played pretty okay today :D
Have to thank mengisnag for th game (:
Dad fetched me back and we celebrated my bro's 18 BIRTHDAY in advance :D Cause im gonna go Binatin and will be missing his birthday so yeahh . I've yet to get him a gift. WHAT SHOULD I DO ! Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Kkkkkkk ,
Im gonna look at more of Edward's photos .
OMG, ADDICT !
Lols .
Gotta go .
Sayo~
2more days to BINTAIN .
& I've yet to pack .
Alrights lets see , Dragged myself out of th bed again for NP meeting . Was running late and I thought mum would sent me to school cause i aske dher the night before . But what got me real ________ [I dontknow th right word to use] is she left for wokr without even telling me she wasnt able to fetch me there =/ When i was dressed and ready , I thought she was waiting for me downstairs but there was no sign of her.
I ring her up and guess what , SHE SAID SHE LEFT ! Zzzz
It was nearly ten and yeah , late again .
During th meeting , discussed about the CCA Open House did the plans and roughly drew out th layout , The BBQ night item we're gonna do for MissLim , the games we've plan for the Orphanage that we'll be going this Sat and alot more..
Stressssssss ~ hahas . So many things again . Gotta plan for the holiday training etc , but heng ! Thats not my job . Hehs [: End about 1plus den went mac to have my meal . Nothing to do so went back game again ^^
Kinda lifeless but time passes real fast when i dota ;P Chat with Jiahua ! Omgzxzxxx, its been quite some time since we really talked . I miss her so much . But got to see her today . I helped her print out th lullaby piano songsheet! Cant wait for her to learn. We've got hooked on EDWARD'S LULLABY ! ITS SUPER DUPER SWEEEET N WOW! I totally can imagine it if he sang it to me ~ :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
Pictures :
[ The picture on Jiahua's blog made me wanna have some on my blog too ]
HELL AH !
Ain't he GORGEOUS <33333
& Bella & Edward
Jacob is pretty cute too in fact ^^
Th fact that he is a werewolf is kinda suitable for him though (:
In th evening went to meet MengSiang at hub . Acc him to get some treats for th camp ^^ Yap , he is coming along with us . Pity DunHui isnt :[ NS SUCK. Lols . I hate him laa , Siang bought MARSMILLOWS to BBQ! & Granola barsssssss. Roar~ I'll make sure he shares it .
hahahs , Rushed over to basketball court as I was in a hurry . MS walk damn fast larrrhhh &#!!#@#^ Grrrr , Played only a few rounds. I still like th court at 438 . I can shoot better ;X Wahahaha! Lols . BHB here ;P
Ryan Weiwei das des Shawn etc all came also :D Had fun with them . But I didn't get to play with Wei n Das . MengSiang n DunHui cannot be togetehr laaa~ their tagteam is too strong. Hahahs . Played pretty okay today :D
Have to thank mengisnag for th game (:
Dad fetched me back and we celebrated my bro's 18 BIRTHDAY in advance :D Cause im gonna go Binatin and will be missing his birthday so yeahh . I've yet to get him a gift. WHAT SHOULD I DO ! Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Kkkkkkk ,
Im gonna look at more of Edward's photos .
OMG, ADDICT !
Lols .
Gotta go .
Sayo~
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
What Goes Around Comes Around ,
Hi sunshine .
Referring to you .
yeah you .
Lols !
Sorry some lamezxz shyt . Did most of myduties today except for packing my room . Looking at th piles and piles of books made me dizzy =/ Okay~ I really needa pack it SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON ! Hahs .
Was really in a horrible mood a few hours ago . This time it wasn't because of dota but some contents in some people's blog . Its like sheeeesssh , if you hate me then why do you still wanna contact me ? I've made myself clear and some things are just not neccessarily be KNOWN .
Oh whatever , i dontknow how i should talk to you now . Anyway , I can't go out or have anyone to really window shop with me so did a lil web shopping ;X Pathetic i know . But yes! It did put me in a better mood . I'm not sulking anymore [:
Who says getting the thing you want is blissed ? I say , even if you can't have it . At least you know there is still something out there still worth fighting for ? Working for ?
When you get it yourself , thats when the self satisfaction comes along ^^
Saw this Coach purse ,
& theres also a River Island bag ! I cant get th image . But Let me tell you , Its love at first sight ! I might not have it now . But when i start earning money when i grow up ! Im so gonna have Buy all the things that I WANT :D IM lookinq forward to that day .
Alights ,
Having a hearty talk to yongxiang .
Adios !
Appreciate what you have now .
White lies are neccessary at times .
Quote from TWILIGHT [the bok ] :-
"And so the lion fell in love with the lamb .."
He murmured . I looked away hiding my eyes as i thrilled to the word
" What a stupid lamb." I sighed
"What a sick , masochistic lion ."
Touching :D
I cant wait for th movie.
EDWARD CULLEN is loved
Referring to you .
yeah you .
Lols !
Sorry some lamezxz shyt . Did most of myduties today except for packing my room . Looking at th piles and piles of books made me dizzy =/ Okay~ I really needa pack it SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON ! Hahs .
Was really in a horrible mood a few hours ago . This time it wasn't because of dota but some contents in some people's blog . Its like sheeeesssh , if you hate me then why do you still wanna contact me ? I've made myself clear and some things are just not neccessarily be KNOWN .
Oh whatever , i dontknow how i should talk to you now . Anyway , I can't go out or have anyone to really window shop with me so did a lil web shopping ;X Pathetic i know . But yes! It did put me in a better mood . I'm not sulking anymore [:
Who says getting the thing you want is blissed ? I say , even if you can't have it . At least you know there is still something out there still worth fighting for ? Working for ?
When you get it yourself , thats when the self satisfaction comes along ^^
Saw this Coach purse ,
& theres also a River Island bag ! I cant get th image . But Let me tell you , Its love at first sight ! I might not have it now . But when i start earning money when i grow up ! Im so gonna have Buy all the things that I WANT :D IM lookinq forward to that day .
Alights ,
Having a hearty talk to yongxiang .
Adios !
Appreciate what you have now .
White lies are neccessary at times .
Quote from TWILIGHT [the bok ] :-
"And so the lion fell in love with the lamb .."
He murmured . I looked away hiding my eyes as i thrilled to the word
" What a stupid lamb." I sighed
"What a sick , masochistic lion ."
Touching :D
I cant wait for th movie.
EDWARD CULLEN is loved
Monday, November 24, 2008
I'm Sorry I Can't Be Perfect ,
你好!
Oh , its a Monday today huh . I'm suppose to stay at home as home had new restrictions for me -.- Okay , I'll skip that part . But luckily I had NP meeting in the morning at 10 =/ Yikes ! As usual , i wasn't punctual . Oppps ~
Discussed about our attire standardising etc.. I guess we're used to camps like that . I'm just afraid about th ferry ride there ;x Cuscus ~ DONT LAUGH ! I might have seasickness . Okayyyyyyy ~ I know its stupid BUT I HAVE IT . Oh crap ):
&&& I hope there isn't any sandflies there . I HAD 165 OF THEM ALL OVER MY LEGS AND HANDS ]:
So around 12 plus went AMK area to check out prices of cheap sandals for our mudwalk . My shoe was killing me X.X My nail was poking my neighbour toe =,= YEEEEEOOOOOW ~ Ryan came to find xuanru and I while doing groceries shoopping at NTUC. We planned to go Xuan's house cook and eat ^^
LOls, his cooking not bad lurs ! hahahahas. Eat and watched Home Alone 3 on his laptop . Gosh , THE SHOW IS FRIGGIN' FUNNY ;D Th lil boy is sooooo intelligent . Wow ! I'm seriously amazed . Yap, I know its just a show. Hahas .
End about 5 , left his house . Ryan was waiting downstairs for over 3hrs if im not wrong ;X I .. dontknow what to say . He wanted to send me back but Xuan was going to do that cause he going to find dason also . Hmmm , reach home changed and went over to Dason's house with Xuan . They were gonna play basketball so yeah , went along with dad's permission of course (:
Glad he allowed .
Played until 8 den go back alrdy . Im beat .
There gonna be alot of things tmr . So i guess its a must to stay home all day -.-
Sighs*
- Pack up my room
- Np newsletter
- Study
- Blueberry muffins ;x [ Hope i dont burn up th kitchen ]
- Pancakes in th morning (: YUM !
Thats about it i think .
Shheeeesh ,
"Perfect"
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
this song made my tear last night ;X
Oh , its a Monday today huh . I'm suppose to stay at home as home had new restrictions for me -.- Okay , I'll skip that part . But luckily I had NP meeting in the morning at 10 =/ Yikes ! As usual , i wasn't punctual . Oppps ~
Discussed about our attire standardising etc.. I guess we're used to camps like that . I'm just afraid about th ferry ride there ;x Cuscus ~ DONT LAUGH ! I might have seasickness . Okayyyyyyy ~ I know its stupid BUT I HAVE IT . Oh crap ):
&&& I hope there isn't any sandflies there . I HAD 165 OF THEM ALL OVER MY LEGS AND HANDS ]:
So around 12 plus went AMK area to check out prices of cheap sandals for our mudwalk . My shoe was killing me X.X My nail was poking my neighbour toe =,= YEEEEEOOOOOW ~ Ryan came to find xuanru and I while doing groceries shoopping at NTUC. We planned to go Xuan's house cook and eat ^^
LOls, his cooking not bad lurs ! hahahahas. Eat and watched Home Alone 3 on his laptop . Gosh , THE SHOW IS FRIGGIN' FUNNY ;D Th lil boy is sooooo intelligent . Wow ! I'm seriously amazed . Yap, I know its just a show. Hahas .
End about 5 , left his house . Ryan was waiting downstairs for over 3hrs if im not wrong ;X I .. dontknow what to say . He wanted to send me back but Xuan was going to do that cause he going to find dason also . Hmmm , reach home changed and went over to Dason's house with Xuan . They were gonna play basketball so yeah , went along with dad's permission of course (:
Glad he allowed .
Played until 8 den go back alrdy . Im beat .
There gonna be alot of things tmr . So i guess its a must to stay home all day -.-
Sighs*
- Pack up my room
- Np newsletter
- Study
- Blueberry muffins ;x [ Hope i dont burn up th kitchen ]
- Pancakes in th morning (: YUM !
Thats about it i think .
Shheeeesh ,
"Perfect"
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
this song made my tear last night ;X
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Gaming Keeps Mind Off Everything -
Hello Earthlings (:
Its a Sunday and I thought i would be having a basketball session with DunHui they all at 438 but there wasn't enough people so. Everything wasn't according to plan . Instead , since ChiaHao jio-ed me to play lan with Brandon they all so went ahead (:
At first I thought he said Downtime BUT ! Its suppose to be Goodspeed ~ What the hell , i must be blind to see the word wrongly -.- Shheeeessssh! Hahas . So had to bus down again . Waste time ._. TianYi Brandon and ChiaHao was there . We played 2v2 twice and 3v1 once . HAAHAHAHAH ! Im paired with BDY so he is like doing one man show . Hahas . My lane opponent was TianYi ~ I HATEEEEE HIMMMMM ! Roar . Hahahahs . He keep killing me . Okay~ I know im noob but eh give chance laaa ;P
It was super funny la . The last match didnt complete cause i need to go already ;x Mum ~ ;X RAWR , 3 of us vs BDY . WAHAHAHAH . His Earthshaker is like freakinnnn' PROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ! He seem to know how to use every hero la =/ Awwwwww .
My spirtbreaker was my team's hope. Hahahahah! So i kept farming and they keep dying. Muahahhahahah! Lols . Okayokay~ Goota go dota with Dason they all already [: Hope i play well ;D
Takecares !
Sayo
Its a Sunday and I thought i would be having a basketball session with DunHui they all at 438 but there wasn't enough people so. Everything wasn't according to plan . Instead , since ChiaHao jio-ed me to play lan with Brandon they all so went ahead (:
At first I thought he said Downtime BUT ! Its suppose to be Goodspeed ~ What the hell , i must be blind to see the word wrongly -.- Shheeeessssh! Hahas . So had to bus down again . Waste time ._. TianYi Brandon and ChiaHao was there . We played 2v2 twice and 3v1 once . HAAHAHAHAH ! Im paired with BDY so he is like doing one man show . Hahas . My lane opponent was TianYi ~ I HATEEEEE HIMMMMM ! Roar . Hahahahs . He keep killing me . Okay~ I know im noob but eh give chance laaa ;P
It was super funny la . The last match didnt complete cause i need to go already ;x Mum ~ ;X RAWR , 3 of us vs BDY . WAHAHAHAH . His Earthshaker is like freakinnnn' PROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ! He seem to know how to use every hero la =/ Awwwwww .
My spirtbreaker was my team's hope. Hahahahah! So i kept farming and they keep dying. Muahahhahahah! Lols . Okayokay~ Goota go dota with Dason they all already [: Hope i play well ;D
Takecares !
Sayo
Friday, November 21, 2008
Goodbye My Lover -
"Starts With Goodbye"
I was sitting on my doorstep,
I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand,
But I knew I had to do it,
And he wouldn't understand,
So hard to see myself without him,
I felt a piece of my heart break,
But when you're standing at a crossroad,
There's a choice you gotta make.
[Chorus:]
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.
I know there's a blue horizon,
Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me,
Getting there means leaving things behind,
Sometimes life's so bitter sweet.
[Chorus:]
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.
Time, time heals,
The wounds that you feel,
Somehow, right now.
[Chorus:]
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
Starts with goodbye,
The only way you try to find,
Moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye,
I was sitting on my doorstep,
I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand,
But I knew I had to do it,
And he wouldn't understand,
So hard to see myself without him,
I felt a piece of my heart break,
But when you're standing at a crossroad,
There's a choice you gotta make.
[Chorus:]
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.
I know there's a blue horizon,
Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me,
Getting there means leaving things behind,
Sometimes life's so bitter sweet.
[Chorus:]
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.
Time, time heals,
The wounds that you feel,
Somehow, right now.
[Chorus:]
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
Starts with goodbye,
The only way you try to find,
Moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye,
Thursday, November 20, 2008
What Hurts The Most-
What i can i do to put everything back in place ?
Stop your pain your miserable state .
You've done your best
I can see it .
I know .
But i can't accept it because i know i'm not being true .
If loving someone means just being physically there and not truthfully or wholeheartedly .
Whats the point .
短痛不如長痛 .
I think you've hurt alot of this .
I just want everyone to be happy .
ITS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR ?
Falling in love seems so hard too .
Letting go seems HARDER .
I dont want you to go back the state before u knew me .
What do i want i've been asking myself .
Frankly , I DONTKNOW
then, what do i know you'll ask .
How can i answer you .
All the things I've said you've hear before
Happiness awaits~
Its what i hope things will turn out .
I want to believe too
But how when i dont even think it'll happen .
I dont wanna make empty promises .
I know running away form problems helps nothing .
Does avoiding help?
Does disappearing in your life help ?
Then I will .
I can't do it .
I CANT LIE TO MYSELF ANYMORE..
Stop your pain your miserable state .
You've done your best
I can see it .
I know .
But i can't accept it because i know i'm not being true .
If loving someone means just being physically there and not truthfully or wholeheartedly .
Whats the point .
短痛不如長痛 .
I think you've hurt alot of this .
I just want everyone to be happy .
ITS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR ?
Falling in love seems so hard too .
Letting go seems HARDER .
I dont want you to go back the state before u knew me .
What do i want i've been asking myself .
Frankly , I DONTKNOW
then, what do i know you'll ask .
How can i answer you .
All the things I've said you've hear before
Happiness awaits~
Its what i hope things will turn out .
I want to believe too
But how when i dont even think it'll happen .
I dont wanna make empty promises .
I know running away form problems helps nothing .
Does avoiding help?
Does disappearing in your life help ?
Then I will .
I can't do it .
I CANT LIE TO MYSELF ANYMORE..
Regrets come after missing out ,
A7X !
WHY DID I NOT GO FOR THEIR CONCERT ~
Sheeesh , I guessed i missed out alot :[
AWWWWWWWW !
I just suddenly thought of it though the concert was way over in OCTOBER .
Crapzxzxzxxxzz ~
&&&&&&&&&&&&
THERES NOT WAY YOU CAN MISS THIS !
EDWARD BELLA JAMES~
Theres so much excitement :D
WHY DID I NOT GO FOR THEIR CONCERT ~
Sheeesh , I guessed i missed out alot :[
AWWWWWWWW !
I just suddenly thought of it though the concert was way over in OCTOBER .
Crapzxzxzxxxzz ~
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THERES NOT WAY YOU CAN MISS THIS !
EDWARD BELLA JAMES~
Theres so much excitement :D
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
說好的幸福呢 ，
"Whatever It Takes"
A strangled smile fell from your face
What kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes
She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better
But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes
我不能給你幸福 。
雖然説愛你 ，
但自己都不知道愛的人是誰 。
這樣太自私了 ，
我辦不到 。
對不起 ！
我應該控制的 。
i dontknow what to say .
A strangled smile fell from your face
What kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes
She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better
But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes
我不能給你幸福 。
雖然説愛你 ，
但自己都不知道愛的人是誰 。
這樣太自私了 ，
我辦不到 。
對不起 ！
我應該控制的 。
i dontknow what to say .
Monday, November 17, 2008
ClubMed :D ILOVEIT
Hello readers :D
I'm back from my Cherating [ M'sia ] - ClubMed xD I miss home and miss baby and Hualy ^^ Lets see
Day1
Woke up like 7am in the morning and drove all the way there -.- 6.5 hours ! I got car sick ;x Okay laa, not really but i got real dizzy . Plus i come that one so its like super uncomfortable and had leakages -_________-
At first we couldn't find th place. So took about half and hour until we found th entrance. Wtf! When we turn in den can find th signboard wich is liek friggin TINY stating : CLUBMED =.= Lols. & we all cursing and swearing.. So small how people know etcetc ~ Hahahas. When we reach the reception my bro and i did a little hug and said " FINALLY !" ;D
We checked in and all. time was about 4pm already. SLEEPING WAS TH FIRST THING THAT CAME TO OUR MIND . But before that we went for alittle snacking at th restruant. We were STARVING ~! ;X Pictures in th hotel :
My brother
Me
The towel that had been made into a shape of a rabbit . DAMN CUTE !
Dad
LOls. Im quite lazy to label all th photos. So i'll just upload all th photos for th day ^^
Theres somemore actually but i look horrid in it ;x Hahas . At night its just drinking and dancing. The theme for the night was Indian . So the show was BOLLYWOOD dances. There was this dancer, also th choregrapher. GOSH! SHE IS HOT ~ )Oh ! I had flu that day and couldnt sleep at all ;{
Day 2
Th weather wasn't on our side at all . So didn't swim yet. Plus HEAVY FLOW ~ =/ Super sian. So just walked around and went to th Pantai beach which is another beach where all th sea sports are.
Did archery too ;D Its super cool and fun. Addicting. But i kinda injuried myself a couple of times. I also dontknow why will lidat ;X LOLs.
Had some Trapezium performance at night ^^ Soo cool .
Day 3
Eat eat and eat . Thats what we do all . Hahas . Im so not use to eating every meal . usually i skipped lunch or something . There won't be a day i eat all 3 meals- Breakfast , lunch and dinner =O LOLs.
We kinda went for a kayaking tornament . Dad DIDN'T MANAGE TO TAKE MY PHOTO WHEN I WAS KAYAKING ! :/ Sighs* Only took my bro . But whatever~ At least i won the tornament :D Female category ^^
My brother had a close fight with two uncles -.- Played mini table tennies also. GOSH~ TH ETABLE DAMN SMALL . Then had a tiny fight with a lil boy. He is a table tennis player. I LOST TO A 10 YEAR OLD BOY :[ Crap~
He is from SG too :D Brandon was his name ^^ Then we moved on to the bigger table . MY DAD IS A PRO~ LOls. Never knew he could play ping pong x| Shhheeeesssh~ Swam many laps in th pool. The lifeguard there sooo shuai ! WTH . Lols . Dont mind it baby ^^ Hehs . Hey ! Theres a photo of him dancing at th top . The only ANGMO . Spot him :D
& dinner
Day 4
Couldn't get up in the morning ;| Dad took a snapshot of me -.- OhoH ! & theres a new look for th towels ;D
Damn cutee! Monkey this time.
Then, we all went to th beach. Brother got real sick this time. He was sleeping at th tanning bench while dad and I went to pick some shells for baby . The night before , HE SIAO ONE LUR ! After drinking so much then he ate 2 TABLETS WHEN ONLY DIGNOSE FOR ONE ! WTH. He might explodee laa. & i think it made him very sleepy too . So after lunch , he went back to our room to sleep .
Swimming after that ^^
& dinner again . Its like you cant stop eating. You can find fooood everywhere there man!
Dancing . My bro LOVE SHIS ICE CREAM ^^
Day 5
I really got sick of eating. I cant resist th foood there but its buffet everyday. Hahas. My mouth got sick of CHEWING! Hahahahs. Its liek so many varities there! I SERIOUSLY WONDER HOW TH ENTERTAINERS THERE MANAGE THEIR WEIGHT ! Sheeesh , The girls there are HOT!
Dancing arou
nd the pool (: So few people join laa . After tha Holland people left . Its like so boring already .
After lunch , 2pm sharp we left the place saying bye to everything :] So gonna miss it. Im treated liek a queen over there (:
Learnt mini table tennis , archery, golf etc...
& there was an enetertainer who never fails to remember my name : ERIC :D
Okay! This post took me a really long time . Takecare all
Im gonna prepare for anotehr trip - BINTAIN ! =____________=
hAIS . im gonna miss hualy n baby AGAIN!
dOTA NOW . SAYO!
I'm back from my Cherating [ M'sia ] - ClubMed xD I miss home and miss baby and Hualy ^^ Lets see
Day1
Woke up like 7am in the morning and drove all the way there -.- 6.5 hours ! I got car sick ;x Okay laa, not really but i got real dizzy . Plus i come that one so its like super uncomfortable and had leakages -_________-
At first we couldn't find th place. So took about half and hour until we found th entrance. Wtf! When we turn in den can find th signboard wich is liek friggin TINY stating : CLUBMED =.= Lols. & we all cursing and swearing.. So small how people know etcetc ~ Hahahas. When we reach the reception my bro and i did a little hug and said " FINALLY !" ;D
We checked in and all. time was about 4pm already. SLEEPING WAS TH FIRST THING THAT CAME TO OUR MIND . But before that we went for alittle snacking at th restruant. We were STARVING ~! ;X Pictures in th hotel :
My brother
Me
The towel that had been made into a shape of a rabbit . DAMN CUTE !
Dad
LOls. Im quite lazy to label all th photos. So i'll just upload all th photos for th day ^^
Theres somemore actually but i look horrid in it ;x Hahas . At night its just drinking and dancing. The theme for the night was Indian . So the show was BOLLYWOOD dances. There was this dancer, also th choregrapher. GOSH! SHE IS HOT ~ )Oh ! I had flu that day and couldnt sleep at all ;{
Day 2
Th weather wasn't on our side at all . So didn't swim yet. Plus HEAVY FLOW ~ =/ Super sian. So just walked around and went to th Pantai beach which is another beach where all th sea sports are.
Did archery too ;D Its super cool and fun. Addicting. But i kinda injuried myself a couple of times. I also dontknow why will lidat ;X LOLs.
Had some Trapezium performance at night ^^ Soo cool .
Day 3
Eat eat and eat . Thats what we do all . Hahas . Im so not use to eating every meal . usually i skipped lunch or something . There won't be a day i eat all 3 meals- Breakfast , lunch and dinner =O LOLs.
We kinda went for a kayaking tornament . Dad DIDN'T MANAGE TO TAKE MY PHOTO WHEN I WAS KAYAKING ! :/ Sighs* Only took my bro . But whatever~ At least i won the tornament :D Female category ^^
My brother had a close fight with two uncles -.- Played mini table tennies also. GOSH~ TH ETABLE DAMN SMALL . Then had a tiny fight with a lil boy. He is a table tennis player. I LOST TO A 10 YEAR OLD BOY :[ Crap~
He is from SG too :D Brandon was his name ^^ Then we moved on to the bigger table . MY DAD IS A PRO~ LOls. Never knew he could play ping pong x| Shhheeeesssh~ Swam many laps in th pool. The lifeguard there sooo shuai ! WTH . Lols . Dont mind it baby ^^ Hehs . Hey ! Theres a photo of him dancing at th top . The only ANGMO . Spot him :D
& dinner
Day 4
Couldn't get up in the morning ;| Dad took a snapshot of me -.- OhoH ! & theres a new look for th towels ;D
Damn cutee! Monkey this time.
Then, we all went to th beach. Brother got real sick this time. He was sleeping at th tanning bench while dad and I went to pick some shells for baby . The night before , HE SIAO ONE LUR ! After drinking so much then he ate 2 TABLETS WHEN ONLY DIGNOSE FOR ONE ! WTH. He might explodee laa. & i think it made him very sleepy too . So after lunch , he went back to our room to sleep .
Swimming after that ^^
& dinner again . Its like you cant stop eating. You can find fooood everywhere there man!
Dancing . My bro LOVE SHIS ICE CREAM ^^
Day 5
I really got sick of eating. I cant resist th foood there but its buffet everyday. Hahas. My mouth got sick of CHEWING! Hahahahs. Its liek so many varities there! I SERIOUSLY WONDER HOW TH ENTERTAINERS THERE MANAGE THEIR WEIGHT ! Sheeesh , The girls there are HOT!
Dancing arou
nd the pool (: So few people join laa . After tha Holland people left . Its like so boring already .
After lunch , 2pm sharp we left the place saying bye to everything :] So gonna miss it. Im treated liek a queen over there (:
Learnt mini table tennis , archery, golf etc...
& there was an enetertainer who never fails to remember my name : ERIC :D
Okay! This post took me a really long time . Takecare all
Im gonna prepare for anotehr trip - BINTAIN ! =____________=
hAIS . im gonna miss hualy n baby AGAIN!
dOTA NOW . SAYO!
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