Whisper to me

Monday
Had a really rough day. The only good thing was i met sky in the lab and he was my only company till my training started. Went to his lecture to watch some french movie. Hahahah it was interesting! But i was too tired to concentrate. Instead, i dozed off -.- OOPS!

Worst thing was I FREAKING LOST MY NEWLY BOUGHT THUMBDRIVE MY MUM GOT FOR ME NOT EVEN A MONTH AGO! !@##$%^&^%$$!~ I did our group's CSA powerpoint (dateline on wed!) for like an hour and i forgot to eject my thumbdrive from the bloody CPU! WTFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!! Me and my moronic brain -.- Not to mention, my training that day was horrible ;/ Keep kena scolded for things im unsure. YES I KNOW I AM SLOW. BUT AT LEAST GIVE ME TIME TO ADAPT. IM REALLY NOT USED TO IT :(:( Feel damn inferior and on the verge of quitting already. I have this feeling i'll never be good. It sucks. I suck! Nearly cried* BUT I WONT! I promised....

Tuesday
Being moody, i cabbed to school without hesitation _|_ Nothing felt right. & thank god for Elvina for constantly reminding me to cheerup and she even wanted to go back to school early morning just to search for it. AWWW! & had sky to help me look for it too! THANKS SO MUCH GUYS!! LOVELOVE (L)

Went Ikea with Junde and Luah cause Kenneth wanted to buy some stuff. End up side tracking and laying with everything and deciding on how our future houses will be like. They made my day (: Im so lazy to upload the photos. Another day perhaps :)

Wednesday
Had my CSA presentation. Overall, i think we did well :D Good job guys! Managed to rush out the powerpoint slides the night before. & I ACTUALLY WENT FOR ACOUNTING LECTURE!
Dom seah: Oh cheryl you're back! I HAVENT SEEN YOU FOR A LONG TIME! I almost wanted to call your Bro and mum.
Me: LOL! I know you miss me. -.-

Suppose to go for Kenneth.G's birthday celebration but so many people didnt go and Ivy and I had no idea what are they doing so end up, we had heart to heart talks for an hour plus. It was awesome seriously ((: Another friend found that i can confide too :D But felt ultra bad for not going for the celebration :( soooooo
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNETH NICHOLAS GOH!

Thursday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR GIRL SIM JIAHUA!!!
Frankly, I wasn't satisfied with what I've done for her. Yes, not one bit. Its so little and not even surprising and horrible :( Even the cake, i had to rush it out and it was basically similar to Kuien's. I am a horrible friend.. Only had Johnson with me to help me with everything (: Thanks sooo much bro! If i didnt had you today, i would be at a loss. He even skipped school for Jiahua :P AWWWW RIGHT!

Basketball with the regulars. Adam, Andy and SengCheong :) Its been quite some time we played together. Had a tan. The sun was UBER HOTTTT I SAY!!! :O Oh and I jammed my middle finger -.- & it wasn't even caused by the ball. I poked someone's biceps -.- No idea who... I can't bend my finger now :( PLus got training tmr. DIE~~
I literally pointed my both middle finger to my mum to let her see the size difference o.O

Im not running, why are you hiding

I seem to be busy every single day :O I have to plan my schedule one week before the new week starts and thats why i hate last minute changes in plan. Like seriously, I HATE IT! :X

Wednesday, met up with Joel for food fair! I've been whining it to almost everyone and he had to make it up to me buy gg with me :P Damn hot over there and ULTRA EXPENSIVE!!! -.- I feel pain for his wallet :O

Here is the 7dollar chicken rice we ate (Y) DAMN GOOOOD!

Carrot cake. Average la that one.

I heard the rojak and popiah was good lur! Aiya.. if only i had more money. I EVEN BOUGHT MY STICKY SWEET ALREADY! i want a customized one for my name! :D:D

Celebrated Kuien's birthday with the girls on Thursday! ^^ Had to backout on Andy and Sengcheong for our bball day :/ Sorry guys! & the celebration din started off well as there some miscommunication with Kuien and I :/ Made everyone alittle.. Oh well, i still feel bad. Athough idk what actually happened. Astons for dinner again and Vannessa had to leave for her BBQ first :( & Janelle was working till 10.30. So like a boring! Couldn't enter the bars as some still look too young. Kuien and I went to buy drinks for everyone :D HAHAHAH!! i chao lao la -.- LOL

Went by the river and drink and sang happy birthday songs. NOT TO MENTION CAMWHORE! Wasted sia~ All freaking broke so we couldnt buy more drinks. But still highhhhhh :P

Her cake we made! :):)

Friday, I woke up on time but had to wait for my mum to finish preparing so she could send me to sch halfway. She was late so it made me late -.- Late for RA tutorial and Dom marked me as absent so fuck it. Went to computer lab to do my dreamweaver instead.

Had lunch w Kuien and Jasmine before contiuning again. Its finally done! But i need to link them up. Poor Janelle has to do all the work :/ I feel bad. plus she has to work ;/ Luah came to Tampines to buy waffles for his girlf, acc-ed him and he acc-ed me to the polyclinic too. Made him late and his waffles were all cold ;/ SORRY CHOPSTICKS! Make up to you on Tues :D:D !

Thank god for him to accompany me. Or else the long would have killed me!!! & it made me unable to make it for training as well -.- Fuck! I had to miss the birthday surprise for chia ming :( AWWWWWW sian~ Wanted to bond with everyone :( Got home and realised someone in my family took my housekeys and i couldnt enter the house -.- Luckily i hadnt gone home earlier to take my basketball stuff, i wonder what i would do man ;/

Alright now, i have to get back to CSA E-learning. Looks so chim! ZZZZ. Must do better for it or else i'll fail badly :(

Movie with Kenneth.G on sun (: & i need to exercise!!!!

Inside im dying

Life is not the same anymore

Phew~ Tight schedule lately! Not one day I am free man. I dont even know where to start updating since i abandoned my blog for a week at least.

Anyway! Loads of projects lately and had 2 presentations in 2 consecutive days. Everyone had to be in formal and it was cool :P Photos!

Been sleeping really late recently too. Need to turn my bio clock back and start studying! I cant catch up with my work! & Thats bad! (for a slow learner like me :( ) OH YES! Not to mention im brokeeeeeeeeeee -.- I need to stop cabbing to school and eat lesser! So many people are celebrating their birthday this month too. I THOUGHT IT WAS ONLY JIAHUA! :O Hhhaha. Presents are expensive ~ :(:(:( awwwwwwwwwwww.

Going to the food fair tmr too! Hopefully things wont be too expensive there :x My allowance are depleting!! & I still owe J 10bucks. Darn! I NEED A PART TIME JOB! Any offers?

Blow me away would you

Came across a random blog which made me recall something I was hoping you would say when we were together.

The scenario: Boyf was really tired- up will 6am, endured a crappy day at work and insisted on catching a movie with me just because girlf texted him excitedly earlier in the day- a horror flick she was meaning to catch was out.

Girlf told boyf don't be silly, they can always watch it another time. He said: "but you're always so busy. i need all the time i can get."

This kinda remainded me of my hectic schedule during those times and all you could do was wait for me to tell you I had time :( It killed me just thinking about it. I was asking myself, if I was asking too much from you. I am still wondering. Thinking about you nightly just made me felt miserable and cold. Trying to move on, step out of it, begin a new challenge, but it seems its something I fear to do. Maybe afraid to hurt others or myself.

But i'm glad you've found where you belong now (:


Loved you xxx

I WANT DURIAN

These i feel its the coolest invention! I LOVE THE CANDY LIKE TTM!!! TP's RMT seniors were selling them in school for charity but i was too broke to buy any. Kope from friends though. Hehe! Im having an idea flowing now :):):)

Oh the candy kinda cut my tongue while i was eating it. Kinda sharp but its still DAMN NICEEEEEEE ^^ I want to have my own customized ones!! Happy just thinking about it. HEHEHEHEHEH!!

Been piling with projects lately and geeeees my laptop isn't showing me face sometimes. Lag like shit and my thumbdrive didn't save my files properly too!! I HAVE TO REDO MY MARKETING MIX-PRICE -.- FML! & I so need to start understanding my work. MIssed out so much thanks to rehersals for the last 2 weeks :/ I WISH I HAVE A FASTER PROCESSING BRAIN :(

& i can't stop eating this month. My stomach is like a friggin bottomless pit~ It will start bugging me every hour. & I can stuff anything and I mean ANYTHING into my mouth as long as its F.O.O.D -.- LOL!

Life moves on

Hellllo! Im back with like damn lot of photos but im liek really lazy so only posting a few :P You can see them on my facebook and like them! ((:

Caught Eclispe with slow brainer Joel and omg it was BORINGGGGGG. Idk if I was tired or what, but both of us were dozing off and the aircon was freezing! & i think i can direct better luh. But honestly, it was much better compared to Twilight and New Moon (:

We're gonna catch IPman next! WHEEEEEEEEEEEE :D:D Heard its niceeeee

Yesterday was actual SpeechDay performance! It was a total awesome!! Everyone gave their best shot and it was a total blast! Im looking for the entire video of our performance! Anyone has it? :D:D Spammed loads of photos but no photos of the second dress sadly :(






















Loving our rocker chic mohawk hair but the makeup~ Im not used to it yet. BUT! it was the first time i had foundation, blusher and fake eyelashes! Awesomeeeee :D I think I might start buying them :o LOL! Hahahah but its like an attention seeking hair & makeup when we babe and I were walking in town with J and Y. Hahah. Yep, they came to watch our dance. hahaha, bored them out a little :X oooops! xoxo Botak Jones was great (Y) My eyes were fixed on the satay though

Went over to Shili's house today for supposingly BBQ!! I went really late and didnt know tehy were waiting for me to start eating. I was darn lazy and had housework to do :( Picture spam!

The dog that kept leeching on me. Its sooo much bigger yet friendly than my dog.