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Hi (:
Xmas eve
Out with babe in the late morning as she wanted to get presents for Lenard. She ended up getting more than she wanted. Hehe. I wanted that fourskins yellow V neck! But fuck? The display one was the last one, tho it was my size but it had some pen ink on it -.- Love the red sneakers. Loving it! Im gonna get it soon :D Wooohoooo~ Love my money, love my work and love my friends ^^

Babe kept eyeing on maroon stuffs and yellow for me. Gosh~ Wonder whats wrong with us =X Waited for dear to come, he was late as usual. So we drank coffee and took photos ;P


Also, made dear wear both mini santa clips that he got for us but jh already left so couldnt give her.



My dumb heels killed my weak ankles. When I got home, it swelled slightly and it really hurts. Thank god its much better right now (: Went for a midnight movie with dad n mum. Bro watched AVATAR at Bangkok alrdy :( OH YES FYI, AVATAR IS THE BEST SHOW SO FAR AFTER SO MANY YEARS. CAN BE A COMPETITION WITH LORD OF THE RINGS. LOVE IT!!! The leading actor was obviously good-looking as well ;P BUTBUT! THATS ABSOULETLY NOT THE MAIN POINT! The show was 2hr 40mins long and you'll concentrate the entire time w/o fail. Graphics and story is wow.. I don't mind watching it again!

Christmas day
Home the whole time
. Had a horrible morning
. Did housework
. Sudden fever
. Dazed in front of the TV the whole day too
. Cried like some fugging baby
. Talked to babe
. Slept
What a "Great" day huh...
Don't ask me why

Saturday
. Fever persist __
. Watched Tv again
. Lady cheered up up (: But her smell was... Endurable...? Sense the pause*
. Went out with mum at night
. Bought loads of accessories with my Chamelon vouchers.
. So its as good as sayign I bought 60bucks worth of accessories for FREE! ;D
. Wanted to get my red sneakers plus a sandals for work but all teh shops were closed after dinner.
. Back home and slept
. Had THE EXACT SAME NIGHTMARE AGIN AFTER 2YEARS?
. ITS LIKE SUPER DUPER UBER SCARY~
. The details may sound stupid.
. But i just had the location and characters =/
. Woke up crying non stop. Idk why too. So stupidddddddd... I was super scareddddd~
. Time was ard 5 plus.
. I was so scared that i had to text dear.
. I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO...
. Totally embarrassed myself through the phone.
. Only managed to fall back to sleep after an hour of pacification from dear and keeping my mind blank.

Sunday
. Worked at Little Colette.
. Happy cus i sold nearly $900 for the total sales ;D
. Nothing much actually.
. Went home to eat Mum's cooking ^^
. Did the hotel bookings for our taiwan trip till this hour :(

The optimist will find opportunities in every difficulty

Gosh, I feel muscles forming on my arms and shoulders already. Did so many stock today and it still isn't completed yet. 99 over cartons =/ Drove Zyrel and I crazy. We totally blast the radio while doing and he kept giving me those 1 carton having 8 different items kinda carton. BULLLY LUR! Hahah. Yeaa i know he was just kidding with me anyways (: He is like my only company in th office. Please don't misunderstand. He is already a father of 2 kids ;D

I dress so casual when im at the warehouse. Super lazy. I realise when I don't makeup to go to work. I actually only need 15-20mins to get ready. On the other hand, I take liek 1hr to prepare when I wake up o.O A huge difference. Can sleep longer too! HEHEHEH
Ytd: I wore specs, tied my hair, wore my CL tee with jeans and sch shoes -.-
Today: Tee with NF shorts and slippers with contact lens -.-
HAHAHHHA! Come to think about it. I look stupid. Hahaha. Esp yesterday. MY GOSHH!

Oh yes! Have I mentioned how much I got form the flea with babe? I got a toga dress, a lace thingy, a bag and a .. Idk so many things for only 68bucks! HOLLY MOLLY ISN'T IT?! Everything was so fucking cheap! Yes I have to use the word 'fucking' to express how freaking awesome it was!! It made my day. Got a skirt from F21 too with babe for only 15bucks!. HELLLOOOOO~ F21 ~!!! Omg i love it. Got a flower hairpin tooo. CHIO! But must let my hair get alittle longer. HEHEHE

2days back, went for Colin&co's performance at Syed Alwi road. Sounds super foreign. The nearest landmark he gave us was ICA building, The cab driver totally had no idea where it was. & he came to our rescue. Delaying teh performance becus of us ( Jiahua, Ethel n I ) Hah! "DUA PAI" then walk halfway he ran away! We went WTF? Thanks to our smart brains, we managed to find our way there. So scary~ All the uncles giving us the "TI KO LOOK" plus we wear until nicenice. Omg, why am I talking in such English.

Anyway, saw a couple of familar faces. Zeng, Fareez ( can't believe he has grown so much since Pri sch days ).. Made friends with kelvin. Hahaha! Know him but he doesn't know us until 2days back. Wahahahah :D The music was nice, but I can't really hear fraeez sing. The guitars and drums were too loud o.o

Also, had a rough couple of days. Actually talked to my mum about it. Goddness~ I must be outta my mind. &&&& MY BRO IS BACK FORM BANGKOK AND HE BOUGHT ME STUFFS!! YOU DIDN'T SEE WRONGLY! HE GOT MY STUFFS. JESUS~ FIRST TIME EVER. He bought me this huge beach straw hat which I could use it even when i go out and a tee ((: My god! I thought he was kidding when he said I look nice in big hats when we were in the clubmed shop o.O He made me try on all the hats! Hahahahah. Brotherly love! Like finally ;P

Its considered CHRISTMAS EVE alrdy considering the time now. SO HAPPY XMAS EVE EVERYONE?! Okay~ I know, being enthu over eve -.=

Both hands up

Flea!
Venue: St james Powerhouse
Time: 4pm till late

Anyone interested? HEHEHEHE. Can't go clubbing that day but flea!! Why not? HEHEHE :P Sorry Adora& Ethel, I can't go club den make you guys miss out th fun too :(

Anyway, MONDAY! Colin has a performance somewhere @ Lavender. Woohooooo! Hopefully Babe can go ^^ Ethel n Adora has more or less confirm :D WHEEEEEEEE.

Can't find the words

Tom (: (Drako)
he is hot right ^^

Im off today (: Shiok-ness? But i rather work and earn more money. Lol weird me. One moment you see me saying WHERE IS MY OFF DAY and the next, I WANT TO WORK =.= Laughs*

Anyway, hopefully babe and I have an off on the same day next week before christmas. I WNA DO SHOPPINGGGG~ Dreadful clothes.
Daddy says: Princess -.- all the clothes u dont want u take out and can throw already k? Go taiwan replenish. LIKE O-M-F-G?
Daddy is asking my to shop!* I wouldn't reject would I? Hehehehee. Anyway babe is getting Lenard something too so must go shopshop ^^ I need more casual yet pretty clothes ^^ Everytime I go out shopping, I end up getting dresses. More tops and shorts and bags!!

I still have the urge to do hair extensions, but i don't want to kill my already very limited hair (: Im so glad I have money now ^^ Can spend on anything I want! Even this Sunday, babe say maybe she wants to eat THE SOUP SPOON with me during dinner :D Wooopie! Okayyy~ these are like the happy stuffs.

Dear and I havent been on good terms lately. Probably due to our huge differences and perspective. Not to the extent that we're through but im just feeling tired already. Of reminding, hinting, hoping.. yet no action taken. Yes i know we must give and take but enough is enough. Im easily satisfied (not trying to self praise here), not that hard to please me am I? Harsh.. I've put my words but i really need him now to do something for our r/s. Im sorry..

Fine

Photos like I promised (:
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DAY 1:

Love this drink (:



DAY2:
The younger side of dad (:
Trying to escape from the camera again -.-

I like this take ^^
Fats =.=










As you can see, we all got darker and redder by nightfall ;X

DAY3:



The pretty jap girl that my brother was eyeing (: Sorry kor, Screwed the photo with u and her

Yes, his biceps are obviously bigger

DAY4:



Sunrise (:

I see u drinking barcardi coke! I thought no alcohol for you? ;P HEHEHE

He taught me a couple of tricks. WOOOHOOO
BYE!

Piority. value. love?

The saying: 先苦后甜

Heyho!
Back from Clubmed cherating 2 days back (: To sum up :
- Im tanned
- The food was AWESOMEEEEEE
- Super relaxing
- Great sea breeze
- Kayaked on dangerous waves (:
- Lead to capsizing TWICE. ( But it was damn exciting )
- Got fitter? Maybe*
- Gym & ran there
- Resisted THE DESERTS!
- Said yes to Roast beef & a couple more rounds of buffet
- Dancing every night. Tho moves are always th same
- Drank for the first n third night only!
- Proud of myself ;P
- No good looking guys unfortunately.
- Pretty girls only 1
- Made 2 friends (:
- OH YES! DID SAILING~
- Did not sail myself obviously
- Getting waked up my bro by various methods every morning
#1. Throws pillow
#2. Pokes all over
#3. Whacks softy
#4. Whacks with strength n speed -.-
- Unable to text anyone
- Of course, loads of swimming ;D
- Lost weight instead of gaining! Pats on my own shoulder*
- Dad + bro speed us back to SG & made me peng-san -.-
- DUH~ PUKES~

Thats about it (:
Photos will be uploaded soon when im free ;D Those photos are GODAMN BIG? It will take ages -.-

Today
Working day! My dog came back from the dog hotel last night. Looking listless, tired and thirsty. Sighs* Got very thin too. The person said she was very quiet for the 5 days ;x Anyway, Im posted to the office/warehouse today at Ayer Rajah? Yup, sounds foreign? =S I took like 1hr n 30mins to get thr due to missing my stop this morning. Made me walk so far and sweat like some... I shall not elaborate.

Pretty slack today. Completed many things ^^ Moving on to calculating expenses soon. Goshhh~ Need use POA skills? L-O-L
I suck at POA. I wonder if I got this job to do sales or admin? Its always paperwork :( Anw, friendly people over there (: Got cheated of my lunch money this afternoon _|_ $9 for mix veg rice. Babe laughed like hell in th train. Hahahah. Its crazy man~ Now im broke! Waiting to make my POSB card (: WOOOOHOOOOOO~ ^^ Can use my salary lerr.

Kk, Docked off early today! Jumps again*
Ending here
TOOODLES!

(:

Helllloooo~
I'm still in M'sia (:
Found a computer here ^^ HEHEHEHEHEH!
Missme peopleeeee

When hearts collide

Hihihihihi !
Yay~ There isn't work today. Jumps for joy* I dread working at Colette Taka :( Don't like people who steals my customers and make it their own to get commission :( Anyway, Going for dance later ^^ Meeting Jiahua sooon :D Man, its been so long since I last saw her. Miss her tooo =/

Super broke tooooo -.- Hopefully can get that thing for dear soon! ^^
I LOVE HIM TTM ohmygodddd :P
The next time we can meet is sat. Going kelvin's chalet ba, most likely. Heard Adora is going too ^^

Tooodles!
He is still sleeping :( PIGPIGPIGPIG!

All the right moves

Its been a buysbusy week (: I end up working for 6days straight. Mum says its seems that I work harder than I study. LOL ! Thats seriously heartbreaking to hear =/ & finally today is my off day! :D I only have 2 offs for the week! NOT FAIR !!! JIAHUA HAS 3 :( Wonder why. Ethel has only 2 too. Lucky! TSK~

The only time I have with my dear is only after work for about 2-3hours :( Im always busy I realised. I cannot stay at home doing nothing :X Something is wrong with me. Sheeeesh~ This week despite my 2 offdays. Today Jiahua is suppose to come over to chill butbutbut! That girl lazy so not coming already i suppose. Whacks*! ;P &&& Saturday, planned to go to Dear's friend chalet but I think not going too le. Perhaps a movie with Jiahua ba ;X New moooon!

This week is totaslly insane lur! Everyday I would be stationed at Takashimaya! So boringgggggg. No one eat lunch with me. Can you imagine me eating ALONE at the staff canteen with adults looking at me. Im th youngest in there* =/ Stressful~ I miss my dear so badly and theres nothing I can do to stop it. Missing is a good thing though. He is right (:

Actually I have something to say to you dear:
I think I've been going overbroad for a couple of things lately. I'm not sure if i should or should not cause I really dont wanna force you to become someone else that you yourself don't know anymore. But I don't want people to look down on you or say you're inferior to me. Okay I know I shouldn't be listening to what others have to say but I do agree with them sometimes. Aiyaaaa, Idk how to put it.
Im like contradicting myself by saying I dont want to change u but I want u to change. You know you know? I guess we just have different personalities and I should learn to accept your weaknesses. I love you! :(
You've indeed changed in many ways for the past 2months and I really appreciated it. Thanks baby!
Please don't ever think you're wasting my time k? Loving you is my joy and not my burden.



Im bored stiff now at home but at least I can rest my legs. Hahah! Dear is sill sleeping. Confirm slept like 7-8am in the morning last night. In fact every night :( So unhealthy. & Jiahua is missing lenard like hell too cuase he went overseas.

Ohyes! Talking about overseas, Im going clubmed Msia again from the 10-14dec. My pay~ Plus im sure to gain weight with buffet for every meal and drinking every night. But bro says he would bring me go gym to run with him. If I don't match his timing, he is sure to say im lousy =S GRRRRRRRRRRR~

Busy yet fun days ahead

Greeetings!
I'll make it snappy as I still gotta work tmr.
I AM SUPPOSED TO HAVE 2 DAYS OFF :(

Anyway, I shouldn't whine any further and continue (:
. Graduation night was alright except for the games part. Boring me out man! Johnson's dad was our chaffeur that evening and My HANDSOME DARLING WITH HIS NEW HAIR AND COLOUR waiting in the car for us ( Jiahua and I ) :D He wanted to suprise me and yes dear you did! Hahaha. Yes he was gorgeous!

. In the morning, delievered a love sandwich n medication to dear. Didn't managed to catch a glimpse of his new look plus I was in a hurry so left right after putting it :(

. Love my shoeand my height happened to be just nice for dear! Glad hes talll ;P Loving Jiahua's hair too. I can't have that effect. I got like so little hair! -.-

. Starbucks with cliques and sadly babe had to leave first :( Joseph was ncie to gave my chocolate drizzle on my coffee for free. THANKS!! ^^
Photos:
P.S There are too many so i'll just post a few. The rest will be on facebook
























Working days
Sat was first day at work. Wore super casual as I didnt know what was I selling :O When i got there : WTF! I AM ACTUALLY PROMOTING BRANDED GOODS! Yes no kidding. Im only 16 and I was expecting to sell kids stuffs o.O God a shock and Dorothy, my supervisior is SCARY! She expects me to know where are all the shoes are placed in th store and what are the brands and from where! Liek HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO DO THAT?!!

Im selling shoes designed by reowned designers such as Micheal Kors, Celine, Vicini, marc Jacobs and many others! Fussy custormers and squeezy storeroom drove me crazy but I had fun (: Friendly workers there which are 10 years older than me =/

There are like so many outlets and so many names. Got me confuse for teh first day and first day OT until coming 12am? Hahah. Hope got more pay! Takashimaya was a new outlet and we had to help organise everything. Joined Jiahua hlafway after working at Forum and so proud of ourseleves to have packed the bags nicely in the shelves and only we know where everything is. HAHAHAH! ;P OKay la not only us but yaaa.

Day2, went over to Taka in the morning and I woke up late. Bro rushed me to work and hit another car =/ Luckily only minor scratches. Yes we had to compensate the driver. Can You imagine 2 kids in the middle of orchard road, one looking young wearing FBT and singlet = my bro talking to a 30plus year old man and me 16 year old teenager gg aroudn taking photos of the scraches and number plate -.-

So i was even more late -.- Got scolded for gg by th main entrance ;x ZZZ!
Went over to Colette forum after tagging all the shelves with babe and forum is way better can. More relax and Kit was really nice (: She encouraged and guided me along patiently. So proud of myself for selling a $720, $1200++ bags, a sliver plated ring and some a few more ^^ Still need to rmb where the stocks are placed ;P

KK, gotta get going now. Or else I'll be late again. Tmr will be stationed at Forum- Scarlet and Ebony! Drop by if you're free k! hahaha. Selling mainly female shoes and bags there ;P

Love my dear! Suppose to have a date with him tmr but!.. Dang~ =S
WEDNESDAY!!