Saturday, April 24, 2010

When a piority SEEMS like an option

School was awesome for the first week (: Made great friends too and I'm loving my subjects as well. Its things that I can relate to which makes it a hell lot easier!


The above: Eileen, Charaine, Grace and me :D

Decided on my CCA too. CANOE POLO! Hopefully I can get through the tryouts! Wanted dragonboat but I guess I'm too weak for it and basketball? Im not involve in any team which also means its not applicable to me :( ZZZ!

Can't really recall much of what happened during the week but there are some overdued photos.


CYX tried to straighten my hair with the hair straighter, turn out= No diff. HAHAHAHAH! My hair only looked longer. Its always fun trying new things (:

Recently, my mind is all over the place. I can't decide for myself whats the best choice for me. Regardless of choosing a CCA, relationship matters, taking up a 2nd language or even buying something. I mean, I hardly feel so indecisive until lately. Its been going on for about 1 week and a half now. Its fustrating! I want to venture out to do something different and get out of my comfort zone but I don't seem to have the guts to do so. Its like getting a naval piercing with Alyssa next week. Im afraid of the pain and infection yet I want to experience how is it like.

HuiQing reminded me : Don't make someone piroity when they only make you an option.

Should I be selfish and ditch a person not caring about his feelings? Or just bear with whatever I am going through now and see how things go? Adora mentioned this morning, she can let go of her ex-boyfriend, but she'll never forget. & I agree! If there is a perfect situation that will benefit both, PLEASE SHARE!

If you ask me whats on my mind now and what do I intend to do? I would answer, I dont know. Just leave me alone for awhile.

I love your company, I love the way you hold my hand, I love the way you kiss me, I love the way you hug me so tightly and not wanting to let go, I love how you can't get enough of me, I love how you understand me, I love you..

B U T

I don't like how you can't comfort me when Im upset, I don't like how you won't initiate to bring me to eat my cravings, I don't like it when you can't be there for me when I need you, I don't like it when you won't accompany me to places you don't like, I don't like you always being so formal with me, I don't like it when you don't share with me how you feel..

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Season2

Back with loads of overdue photos! Babe and went to have some drinks recently after we failed to get in Supperclub. Darnit*















& Season 2 is back. Went Marina Barrage and someday! I promise myself I'll fly a kite! Its seems so coool :D

The guy above says he is gonna teach me how ^^ Don't ask me why are we back together again and all those lame questions. I understand that only the parties involved are the only ones whom understands everything (: Judging us? Just don't let me hear it. Situation is complicated (:







There's orientation tmr and WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Benedick is accompanyign me go! :D I wont be an emo kid now :D HAHAHAH!! Hopefully its gonna be fun. Accoridng to babe and Junde, SOUNDS COOOL ^^

Friday, April 2, 2010

When I see you

ImissmyB :(

Getting sick of my job. Facing piles of evelopes everyday esp INDIA'S is driving me nuts! This would my face everytime I see it. (Ps I know its ugly)



Only working with the new boys for 2-3days, they already found out that Babe and I can't resist food! -.- They always remind us the amount of fats contained in it. For example: 2g sat fats per serving of prawn crackers! 0g fats for gummy burger! O.O AHAHAHAHAAAA! Babe and I have been eating ALOT I meant ALOTTTTTT lately. Even the kopidiam uncle was secretly laughing at us girls :(

The aircon is damn cold there toooooooooooooo!



I've got a couple of stuffs to buy in mind now. I NEED MY PAY FROM SWENSONS! I can't fork out time to go collect it. Hopefully I'll be able to do it this weekend. Need more gym-ing sessions too! FATFATFATFATFATFATFATFATFATFAT~
I WANT TO WATCH WHEN IN ROME & CLASH OF TITANS 3D!!