Its Gonna Get Better

HUUUUUULIEEEEEWWWW !

Monday

Well suppose to have a date with my bitch but she had last minute problems (: Yeahh at first kindaa dsiappointed cause its been so long since we last really went out together :X But its okay after awhile.

So slacked all day. & decided to continue packing my room from last night (: I TOOK FOUR HOURS to clear all th reeeebiisshhhhh, junkkks. 2 huge full bags in total. WOW, i do have alot of crap indeed =0 Amazing how i manage to 'preserve' all these dust in my drawers and underneath my table "X Gosh, now i know why my mum keep bugging me these days~

Hmmmm, there used to be a pile of books under my desk! But its been cleared. All filed up neatly for next year's revision andand not to forget! I have a new trolley to put all my stuff. can push around and take my things easier. WHEEEEE~ Love it.

Huge headache after facing all that mess! Waited for my bro to finish his dota, it was coming midnight. Just like now. So had a game with weiwei they all after like how long.. "X & played a game with yongxiang as promised :DDD
Wooooooo I TOP TH BOARD ! OMGOMG, SO HAPPY. IT MADE MY NIGHT. 5KILLS 0DEATHS 9 ASSIST

Okay, i know its not that WOW! But hey, im suppose to be a feeder. WAHAHAHHA. Kinda high now.

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The one with the yellow marking is YX. He is damn pro too :[ PASS SOME SKILLS TO ME MAN. I wanna prove to BDY! HEHs.

Tuesday

Got up time for training (: Did last minute touch up for uniform and rushe dthere. I WAS EARLY! Woah! Something is wrong with me. Im like th usual 30mins late type but hey i was 15mins early :D Hehs.

Jason say he must go buy 4D already ;X Thats how UNUSUAL about me today :P Due to poor attendance, jason cancelled drills and we purely did admin work with 3 laptops. Type out all our planned. Quite slacky and it made Jason mad :X Felt kinda guilty. Hmmmm, Maybe we all still have th holiday mood. WE'LL GET BETTER GUYS! :D Hehs, JYJY!

Friday, school is gonna reopennnnnnn~ & CL training that day. Sat also :[ Sighs* I thought i could go out on friday but plan screwed :x
New term, late release, new teachers, new classmates, new work. Frankly, im thrilled :D Okay~ Maybe a lil worried but.. Nah! It'll be okay. I hope.

Gotta go, more dota trainings! Play as much as i can before school starts.
WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO! Out with my bitch tmr. LIKE FINALLY! & TWILIGHT. EDWARDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD <3

"The Man Who Can't Be Moved"

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying, "If you see this girl can you tell her where I am?"

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

'cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "Son you can't stay here"
I said, "There's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

'cause If one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
'cause you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved

[Chorus 2x]

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move

Hopes

Basketball session again this morning :D I wanna play but i just don't get the moooooood =O Something is seriously wrong :X Got up late again due to the late sleeping every night. Sighs* WHEN WILL I CHANGE! Hahahas.

Dunhui Chiahao and raymond totally waited for one hour plus for th ball -.- Which is Saiful and I. HAHAHAHAHHAH! We totally came at the same time. Then slowly stroll in. Hahahs. Totally pissed them off ;P But i guess they kinda expected it so all PSP session under th shelter ;X Shhheeesh.

Shot shot, run run. The sun was burning toooo :x Gone darker only within an hour? I guess. Kelvin came to meet us after he booked out from camp. So he wore his Number 4 down. Woooo, he totally look different. Like from shaggy old Kel to younger radient kel :X Amazing what clothes can do (: So played abit more and went over to CB Market to eat again ^^

This time can eat :D Yay! Got moneyyyy. Hehs. So like all of us ate th same store and asked Raymond to queue for us. BULLLY! ._. Hmmmmmmmm, You know you know th Laksa and Lor Mee store. YUM! All drank th same drink form th same store also except mine :[ Mengsiang bought from th wrong store. Hahahas. Th other one nicer. But its okay (:

Still had time before i start studying so went over to Jurong there. Toh Tuck road i think. He wanted to go X Challenge to get a couple of equippments for his expedition. & at first i was considering if i should go cause by MRT its GONNA TAKE DAMN LONG. BUT HOW COULD I FORGOT HE DRIVESSS ;XXXXXx LAWLS~ Hahahhahahahha. Yap, so walk over to his house and drove there. ZZZ-ing in the car most of the time. DAMN TIRED.

Got kinda lost when we got there. HE FORGOT TO CHECK WHICH BUILDING =/ S.O.S chiahao to check on net. It was friggin dumb laa. We thought cannot drive up so he parked like at the nearby carpark and we CLIMBED UP TO LEVEL 5 !!!!! 0.0 Damn tiring. Hahahs. Wonde rhow i got myself up there.

My first impression on th interior was AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Geeee, always wanted to climb the indoor rockwall. More challenging :DD They had some lessons going on so while Mengsiang was busy getting his DRY BAG, I was standing at th window watching the others climb in envy. Ha!

Ohoh! Mengsiang is a VAIN POT ;P Wahahaha. He cant make up his made on th colours of th bag. & its liek freaking ex laa those. WTH~ Luckily he knows th boss or something. Can get discount. LCUKY~ =|

He asked about the walk in charges. Okay its still okay with own equip. No need rentals but problem is, i dont have th license to belay! DAMNIT LAAAAAAAAAAAA . So if he would to bring me there again, i can climb th wall but he cant! Cause i cant belay him. LOLS ! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh,

The Level 1 course cost like around 40bucks la. Gosh Gosh Gosh~ No way my dad pay for me :[ HATE TH DAMN ECONOMY (*#!#$&^%&!*
He dropped me off at Bishan Library cause i needed to do some studying. But when i wanted to take out my phone to listen music, I realised i left my entire wallet with phone in his bag! AGGGGHHHHHHKKKKKKK~ Totally freaking out. I cant contact anyone and i cant go home. & i cant even use th public phone -.- No 10cent coins~

So studied abit but kinda distracting. I keep thinking how to contact MS la -.- So not long later tried calling my phone using an uncle's phone but no answer, his BAG WAS IN TH BOOT ! ZZZ . & th damn library doesnt even have a phone for external use. Sheeesh. So waited awhile, went to th nearby shops to borrow their phone and FINALLY! After calling my dad to pick me up, managed to contact him.

H ewas at home and was rushing for work :X So i just got it back. THANKS MAN! SORRRRYYY TO TROUBLE YOU. & my dad keep bugging me to let him go down with me. Hahahas. So while, i expected MS to wait at th carpark there, how knew! HE WAS JUST OUTSIDE THE LIFT! :O Hahahs , Gosh so awkward. Wanted to talk abit before going up but daddddiiieeee~ =[ Awwwwww,

Wordy post!
My day went pretty exciting ;D HA!
Loads of things to clear tmr. In order to watch movie on Mon, training th next and out again to enjoy th last day of th YEAR :D

So Near Yet So Far.

EDITED!
Just hang up the phone talking to my bitch <3 Gosh, i miss her like DAMN LOADDD. Th shopping mood is back and yet i have absoultely no MONEY do any. Its like everywhere is having the year end sales or clearance sale ! Money money~ I need you badly.

School is reopening, i need a new bag. I can't forever depend on my Iloverock bag. The zip behind died :[ Sighs8 It sure has been through thick and thin with me. Koreaa. & before i had my new handbag, i was carrying it everywhere i went . Hahas.

Saw upon this demin vest and my long wanting high waist bottom. I can only just look at it everyday. With my current ability. I think i can't get it at all.



Right, i needa go catch up with my work now :X Tata people.
I LOVE EDWARD :D

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment   You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.
Losing Someone
Being Alone
Looked down on
Where Your life is Going
Death
Commitment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

This is pretty true =/
hate disappointment

Only Fooling Myself ,

HAPPY CHRISTMAS ALL :D

At least the actual day is spent better than my eve (: Heh. Well, overslept today :X Suppose to have a basketball session with dunhui they all at 11am but i got waken up by Mengsiang's call at 11.08am. Gosh! I'm so glad he called or else i'd be still dozing off at 1pm.

So rolled on my bed for a couple of minutes. Slept at 5am th previous "morning" ._. Was realllly reallly tiredd. Reach 438 around 12pm already. I didn't feel liek moving not say running. Kel, Mengsiang, Dun, Raymond were there. Saful came later (: Played match and all. All miss shots. hahahahha~ Don't have th feel and lazy to move. Hahahahs. Lawl~

I also keep elbowing kelvin. Dontknow, its accidentally. Oppps! Sorry dude :D


MUAHAHHAHAHAHAH I GOT YOUR UGLY PICTURE KEL.
BEG ME TO DELETE IT :P

Went to eat at CB Market around 2 i think. Broke :X So i could only stare at their foooood. Crap! Saiful shared his ice kachang with me ^^ Thanks !
After much discussion we decided ot go Kpool, but Saiful and I cannot go in. But i think they all are pretty regulars so the aunty let (: Hehs. Saw Racheal outside Kpool.

Its been ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRXTUVWXYZ Years since i last played pool.
Pictures {:
My camera's night mode.. CMI
I look horrid too. DAMN "O OHOH, we bumped into BoonHong too ^^ Hehs, wow , he sure has changed quite abit :D Shuai ler .
Hahahs .




With saiful [ Girlfriend ]

Chiahaoo that midnight lagger ;P

BoonHong :D Gosh i look like shyt~

Dunhui

& Mengsiang that shortieeeeeeeeee


Walked around hub. Tyhey wanted to get a gift for their friend. saiful and I left first, went NTUC to look for our parents [: DAMN I WAS FRIGGGGGGIN' HUNGRY THEN.
Christmas~
HOHOHOHO.


I wanna try rock gym :D Sounds challenging.

Seasons Greeting -

Merry Christmas Everyone !
HOHOHO :D


Worst Christmas ever for me :X
Im going to sleep

Blank Mind -

Suppose to go for a BBQ today at Pasir Ris with Yiliang. I felt as if i've been fooled, played. I shouldn't have agreed to go in th first place. Thinking he might have changed for th better. STUPID CHERYL! Use your punie brain to think about it. Lawls~

Met him at 3.30 at hub. & left Hougang at 5pm. I was simply tagging along like a lost dog behind their cliques all th way. I have no idea where their going, what they are do next or whatever! Th person who brought me there didnt tell me anything so i just came walking with my earpiece on. Until i had enough, i decided to crap out a lie and coldly tell him im meeting my Aunty at town and i needa go.

Plus he still dont get it~ My mood is horrible, my mind is blank. I feel fucking stupid to even skip breakfast and lunch for him. I had enough. To D, R, Y I cant accept your love-s. Im sorry!


"If I Were A Boy"

[Verse]
If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

[Verse]
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed

[Bridge]
It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

[Chorus 2]
But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

If I Were A Boy ,

Sunday
Lets talk about BBQ last night first (: Dunhui said he had something for me so he was waiting for me under my block =O It was a Xmas present of course! Lols! IT WAS GIGANTIC o.O No wonder he had to bring it over instead of bringing it tonight. I'll review whats in it later [: Met doggie saiful and Honglueng as early as 1pm. Lols. Went around hub to get a gift for our Xmas gift exchange. I bought a handphone pouch :X Hahahs.

Later on we went down to meet the rest of th cadets to get the groceries :D Xuanru is rich damnit! He managed to spare us 90 bucks. Our budget was 100 :D Went over to Saiful's house to do th marinating ith th girls (: Guys~ PSP-ing . Except Hongleung Dog and shit ^^

By nightfall , The fire wouldn't get any hotter. Made all th food cook damn slow. Played v.ball and monkey. Hahas I was mainly th cook. They eat faster den i cook =.= Well, i tihnk its usually lidat ;P Doggie was like feeding me since i hadnt had any chance to eat =/ Gift exchange and all (: I got BoonHong's Chocolate in exchange :D We drew lots . From th oldest . hahahhas. Teachers were th oldest of course ^^ MUAHAHHAHAH .

I was actually aiming for th APPLE SHUDDER ! Damn . Hahahhas . Its delicious lurs.

& the present that ah dun gave me was actually FOUR OF THE SEVEN DRAFVES ;O Its liek totally expensive laaa ;x I wonder why he has to get such an expensive gift la ;x Frankly, i feel kinda bad . But still thnaks for th xmas gift (:


He say on my birthday got more =X Omg..

TODAY~
I thought i could stay at home without going out for one day! HA ~ But i guess i've an itchy butt so yap, went over to Jiahua's house! :D Brought some DVDs along to watch with her thinking she might be bored. hahahs ;P But hey! Shuet Nie, XinYi and Stella was there as well after their netball training.

So we chat about all sorts of stuffs. cartoon, guys, girls, studies, plans for th future and everything you can think about (: Its been some time since i had such talks. Hehs =P No more Starbucks next year. Fianical having alot of problems. =/ So we might go somewhere without having to spend any money and its a condusive place to concentrate ^^ We plan to study together. Smart people there :D Please please let me go JC !!!!! Im not sure if i can handle Poly. Sighs*

Sooo they left around 3plus. Stella had to go. Awwww~ So Jiahua and i watch Transformers :D ITs TOTALLY AWESOMEEEEEE. watching it again makes me feel like having a car right now ;P hahahs.
When i hit 18, Im so not letting my dad pay for my course to learn driving. Im gonna earn my own. Now i finally understand why my mum always say : You want anything, get it yourself. Using your own ability.

DADDY! JIAYOU~ HANG IN THERE. ILY! <3 YOU'LL HAVE ALL OUR SUPPORT :DDD


Day 2 -Korea
Another group of people joined us (; So we had like over 30 people ;x Loads of sightseeing. Went to spaaaaaaaa. Muahahahha . NAKED OLD LADIES ARE WALKING ALL AROUND ! WTH . WELLL, SHAGGY HAIRY HHUGE TINY .. Well i tihnk you know what im talking about . WAHAHHAHAHAH ~I felt so paiseh laaa .

More pictures :D








Im quite lazy to post all th pictures already ;x LOLs. Cause it taking really long to upload such a huge file :[

Going for BBQ later (: I have no idea what to expect

JIAHUAAAAAAAA DARLINGGGGGGGGG !
GET WELL SOOOOOOOONNN, I HAVE SO MNAY THINGS TO DO WITH YOU BEFORE SCHOOL REOPENS :P

Day 1- Trip To Korea (:

Woooooooooooo,
I'm back from my tiring Korea trip :D Had fun? Welll, okay baa. Fooood was heavenly there (: Waaaaaaaa! Drooling* Anyway, loads of photos so let them do th talking. Im only going to post a few. Loading them is taking FOREVER ! theres 1003 photos in all -.-













Thats day1
Still got alot more but im lazy to post them all ;X Oops! Its freezing there. Layers of clothes make me look fat . Oh wait! I am already fat =.= Sheeeesh ~ Gained weight too . I so needa exercise .

Day2 will be contiuned. Yay ! NPCC BBQ tmr :D Near my house only (: Wheeee , can stay longer .
Oh for those who still dontknow th address :
AMK AVE 8 BETWEEN BLOCK 334 N 335
Oh and get a gift less than 5bucks for xmas exchange (: & im actually gonna receive a present :D WOAHHHHH! Went was th last time i received an xmas gift . IM EXCITED ^^ Not for xmas though -.-

Another BBQ this coming Tuesday (: Yiliang is bringing me . Its kinda surprising cause for so long i knew him. This is the first time he has actually asked me out! ;O Incredible .

Adios!



"I Hate This Part"

We're driving slow through the snow
On fifth avenue
And right now radio is
All that we can hear

Man we ain't talked since we left
It's so overdue
It's cold outside
But between us
It's worse in here

The world slows down but my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's left is goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

Everyday seven takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now 'fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you what's hurting me

The world slows down but my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's left is goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing is wrong
But there is no more time for lies
Cause I see sun set in your eyes

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's left is goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

But I gotta do this
I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I hate this part

I gotta do it
I gotta do it
I gotta do it

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here

Zuo Ler

Wooooo :D
Im in th airport now, going in th boarding gate soon .
Love you guys ^^
Sayo!

Good Things Comes With A Price

I hate this stupid weather :[ Its hot this moment and cold the next. Sheesh, whats with the weather. WHO KNOWS IT MIGHT START SNOWING SOON! :/ And and and you might even find polar bears around instead of birds. HOW COOOOOOOOOOOOOL IS THAT! =O I LOVE POLAR BEARS :D Lol, sorrryzxz thats is getting alittle crazy. Okay, maybeeee not alittle. Oh whatever~ hahas.

Right so a bunch of CLs came over to my place to get our NPCC Banner done for th CCA Open house x.x Like 12 people in my house. They came over for breakfasr first downstairs. Went looking for twine but ALL TH BOOKSTORES SEEMS TO BE CLOSED AT TH WRONG TIME. Like Wth? =.-

So we start of pretty quick cause we wanted ot get things done and play afterwards. Everyone one of us help paint and th girls drew th letters out with crayons first as reference (:








Problems ->
o Aint enough paint.
o Th colour wasn't outstanding enough
o Our budget OVER!
& Alot more.

Do half way , we realised not enough paint so Saiful and Carmen went to get more. Jason came later on after his school. After some discussion, Chinyang and him went to get th Nippon paint from th paint shop. 30 more BUCKS! LOls. Plus paint brushes. Sighs* MrWong is gonna kill us.

So after redo-ing ;D Looks alot brighter and its like so much easier to do laaaaa.


Ah! Everyone helped me to clear up th mess :] Thanks guys! Played UNO STACKO UNO PSP etc ^^ Our hardwork was all worth it :D Made a din in th house. Hahas. So many people. SOMEE~ PEOPLE GOT PISSED OFF and showed attitude. Like wtf? Which statues are you in to show tantrums? _|_ I can do without you damnit. Lawl~

Spoil mood derh. Ah whatever la. Got used to it anyway -.- EhNehwaeees, took pictures with almost everyong ^^













And going back home :D





Never knew it could be done so quickly :D I miss those days at Bintain ^^