At first I see an open wound infected and disastrous
It breathes chaotic catastrophe
it cries to be renewed.
It is a circle actually,
there is a plan, dead skin will atrophy itself to start again
Look closely at the open wound
see past what covers the surface
Underneath chaotic catastrophe, creation takes stage.
Its all been saved
(I think only I'll understand what I typed here, so just heck it) ILY <33
Shit! I fell off my chair like 2times while I was studying (Rock somemoreee,) and my punie toes collided with my table like 3times as I was dibbling my basketball(S) under my table on the spot. Geees! I really need to kick that clumsiness habit in me or it will get the best outta me when I age -.-
Didn't managed to meet up with thatt piggggg again :[ Its either me/him/both, are/is late so always not able to. Dang! ( & I say I wanna be early)
Had ALL my hair up this morning (: Exposed my bared polka dots on my forehead. (Hideous I know) buttttttttttttttttttttt who cares. Its SPOT CHECK DAY. High socks, no earstuds at all, unfolded skirts :D Wooooooooo, a nerd? Yeeppppp, definitely.
No cravessss for the day :] EXCELLENT IMPROVEMENT CHERYL. Howeverrr, I've been wanting to eat Swenson's ice creams, brownies, waffles, macarons ( not macaroni) and Korea's snacks! Omg-zxzxzxz~ This sure boasts my appetite (Tongues out like a dog).
Nothing much today. Plan was to go army market to get the gloves for SpeechDay for the contigent squad but had some changes so had dad to fetch me after school and went to popular to get my Physics and my storybook ^^ Oh gosh, I can't wait to start with it.
Okay I'm going I'm going :D
Peace out v(-.-)v
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Tried to chase the thoughts away but they hunt me everyday
Things that amuse me today:
#1. My mum and dad noticed me being troubled
#2. I haven't talked for the day ( except for orh, uhmmm, nothing, k )
#3. How slim some girls can be (Don't they eat?!!)
#4. I did Chinese revision
Haha, the last one i know. I mean who does chinese revision? I actually took the effort to memorised letter formats when there isn't any test coming up andandand did my chinese compo homework! Woooooow, I never knew I would ever have the push to do Chinese (Helllo! Cheryl ain't no chinese person) Lol.
Initially my intention the night before, was to be on time for my POA remedial. I set my alarm at 9.12PM not, noticing the back I carried on with my sleep. When I got up, I was wondering why does it seem that 9.12am is so long? I picked up my phone and WTFFFFFFFFF! It was already 11.07am! & thats when I realised I set my alarm wrongly ( Gives the =.= expression)
Jumped outta bed and cabbed down to school hoping to make it. But when I got there, class already ended. Utter disappointment in myself. Regardless of being late, I still went on to find MissMa, hoping she won't kill me as I already texted her I was gonna be late.
She did not! (Phew) However, while I was talking to her by the staircase near the HOD room, MrWong walked out. he kinda give me some sort of piss off look and mumbled : what is that kind of shorts are you wearing?
Me: (Looks at MissMa) huh? What was that about?
MissMa: W-What did he say? I didnt catch that
Me: (repeated what he say)
MissMa: Cannot meh?
Me: Exactly! I didn't know I'm not allowed to wear P.E shirt with black FBT =.= I thought they only say not with Np shirt.
( Once again, the words he said kept repeating while MissMa was teaching me POA)
MrWong has impacted me alot in the past 3years, and of course, what he says greatly 'hurt' me as well. I don't know, maybe I was never good enough for the shoulder stripes on my shoulders. From the start, I was never a good role model. At least I tried, just that no one sees it.
Some might think, aiyaaaa why am I thinking so much over such a minor matter. I won't bother explaining and I will only say " Its complicated."
These few months haven't really good for me. Perhaps I'm being too over-sensitive or being too stressed out. Frankly I am. Mentally!
Did some self-studying at mac after the one hour remedial, I needed some time alone. I don't feel like saying anything, my background seems to have darken and nothing else mattered for today.
When I got home, I didn't flare up although my mum was nagging. In fact, I don't remember what was the topic. Whatever she asked me to do, I just did without hesitation. Soon, I laid on the bed and went to sleep, mum was making a fuss but I didnt even bother at all. ( Thats when my parents noticed something was wrong)
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I wna' tin of Ben&Jerry's ice cream. Might help me make me feel better.
I've become someone I don't know anymore.
#1. My mum and dad noticed me being troubled
#2. I haven't talked for the day ( except for orh, uhmmm, nothing, k )
#3. How slim some girls can be (Don't they eat?!!)
#4. I did Chinese revision
Haha, the last one i know. I mean who does chinese revision? I actually took the effort to memorised letter formats when there isn't any test coming up andandand did my chinese compo homework! Woooooow, I never knew I would ever have the push to do Chinese (Helllo! Cheryl ain't no chinese person) Lol.
Initially my intention the night before, was to be on time for my POA remedial. I set my alarm at 9.12PM not, noticing the back I carried on with my sleep. When I got up, I was wondering why does it seem that 9.12am is so long? I picked up my phone and WTFFFFFFFFF! It was already 11.07am! & thats when I realised I set my alarm wrongly ( Gives the =.= expression)
Jumped outta bed and cabbed down to school hoping to make it. But when I got there, class already ended. Utter disappointment in myself. Regardless of being late, I still went on to find MissMa, hoping she won't kill me as I already texted her I was gonna be late.
She did not! (Phew) However, while I was talking to her by the staircase near the HOD room, MrWong walked out. he kinda give me some sort of piss off look and mumbled : what is that kind of shorts are you wearing?
Me: (Looks at MissMa) huh? What was that about?
MissMa: W-What did he say? I didnt catch that
Me: (repeated what he say)
MissMa: Cannot meh?
Me: Exactly! I didn't know I'm not allowed to wear P.E shirt with black FBT =.= I thought they only say not with Np shirt.
( Once again, the words he said kept repeating while MissMa was teaching me POA)
MrWong has impacted me alot in the past 3years, and of course, what he says greatly 'hurt' me as well. I don't know, maybe I was never good enough for the shoulder stripes on my shoulders. From the start, I was never a good role model. At least I tried, just that no one sees it.
Some might think, aiyaaaa why am I thinking so much over such a minor matter. I won't bother explaining and I will only say " Its complicated."
These few months haven't really good for me. Perhaps I'm being too over-sensitive or being too stressed out. Frankly I am. Mentally!
Did some self-studying at mac after the one hour remedial, I needed some time alone. I don't feel like saying anything, my background seems to have darken and nothing else mattered for today.
When I got home, I didn't flare up although my mum was nagging. In fact, I don't remember what was the topic. Whatever she asked me to do, I just did without hesitation. Soon, I laid on the bed and went to sleep, mum was making a fuss but I didnt even bother at all. ( Thats when my parents noticed something was wrong)
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I wna' tin of Ben&Jerry's ice cream. Might help me make me feel better.
I've become someone I don't know anymore.
Friday, March 27, 2009
Bravey takes courage
Overdued photos:
Taken during a chemistry practical. Cool eh?
Calcium+Water [ exothermic reaction ] Yeppp, if i remembered correctly ;x Got bubbles!
&&& on Thursday, the physics students were suppose to go down for chem with that MISSLOH -.- Non of us left teh class when we saw MrGoh was about to demostrate some cooking and at the same time explain to them about reactions [: Why do i have such a boring teacher. Just my luck! If only MrGoh continued to be our teacher. (Sighs)
We ate the egg with bread even though it was kinda burnt. The way he cooked it was as if he havent cooked before. BWAHAHAHAH ;P He didnt put oil and he wanted to flip the egg. Result- sticks to the pan.
Students: LAUGHS OUT LOUD!
MrGoh: Welllllll, its suppose to be a non stick pan
* The way he say it superrr funnnayee! ><
Students: LOL-ed.
Hahahas, you gotta be there to be really laughing like helll ^^ Lessons were sleepy. To keep myself awake, i read Eclispe during maths lesson after finishing up th work. It worked =D After school, acc-ed Babe to J8 to have her craveeeeeee. Ban Mian :D Though i ate it on Wednesday but no harm eating again ^^ She bought her stuffs and i bought my watch :D I love it. We eyed on it like a couple of weeks back, managed to get it today :DDD So WOOOOOOOOOOOO! Babe helped me choose also =D
Went back "early" and naaaaappppppppppppppppeeeeeeeeddddddddd~
NOTE TO SELF :STOPPPPPP NAPPPING for heaven's sake ._.
Nowadays the timing for early is 3-5plus "x and it used to be 3plus. Now with lessons ending at 3.30pm, our timing kinda changed alonggg. Hahahs. Reaching home at 7pm is just nice already. LOl!
Got home and took out my rubberband and this is how i look ;x Camwhored again -.-
Fridayyyy which is today, late for school and i was so happy that I've been punctual for a week =,= Awesomeeeee, gotta treat Jolene and Carmen both a mac meal and now I owe them too. Cleared one meal today already. Gave them my lunch money :[[[[[
So ate only one meal for the entire day (Slaps myself)
Chinese paper2 was manageable for me butbutbuttt the compreee was pretty hard ;x Maybe I was just tired. MT exams are nearinggggggg, I WANNNA DOOOOO WELLLLLLLLL! (Cries)
Lunch time, i was touched!!!! babe was suppose to go Liyi's house to play Sims. When i called her to acc me for lunch, she told me she was going over to Liyi's. I was like oh alright, & decided to head for the basketball court to kill time and get my mind off my hunger. Tyhe next moment, she called me again and say she wants to acc me. (touched)! She actually asked Liyi to go first and she'll go over to her house to find her later. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW *hugshugs*
Np training, welllll..
nothing to say about it. Im just gonna do my job well starting from 12am!
Didnt eat dinner. No $$$ But lucky i wasn't hungry. In fact my headache was kinda killing me. Lucky Felicia had a panadol and I popped one or else I'll feel worst. Dozed off awhile at mac and went back around 8.
Didnt find (___) tonight. He was busy =/ Imisshimbadly!!! (Sighs)
7days a week and only one day together. Im so busyyyy. (Like usual) Grrrrrrrr.
Anyway, on the way back, saw JunBing alone at 438 bball court, Saiful girlf, amirul, JB and I played a match.
Hahahahha! Hmmmmm, got real tempting so wanted to just play A match but i end up playing till coming 10 =X HA! He BULLY MEEEEE! So frigggggiinnnn talllll~ Hahahs, he purposely stand in front of me with hus hands rising high up. I COULD BARELY SEE THE RIM! So most of the time, he managed to tap my ball away :[
BUTTTTTTTTTTTTT I ALSO MANAGED TO BURN HIM! 5TIMES AT LEAST :DDDDD (Wheeeeeeee)
* JunBinggggg, seeseee! I post it. Imma lady of my wordd. Muahahah. Patpat, dont be too sad alrights ^^
My left ankle and left wrist weakened again o.O (Signs of aging) Ohoh and a lil bird passed by told me somethinggggg, my moood had a 360degreee change. I hate double face birdface, hippo, morons. Whatever you call them =.=
Taken during a chemistry practical. Cool eh?
Calcium+Water [ exothermic reaction ] Yeppp, if i remembered correctly ;x Got bubbles!
&&& on Thursday, the physics students were suppose to go down for chem with that MISSLOH -.- Non of us left teh class when we saw MrGoh was about to demostrate some cooking and at the same time explain to them about reactions [: Why do i have such a boring teacher. Just my luck! If only MrGoh continued to be our teacher. (Sighs)
We ate the egg with bread even though it was kinda burnt. The way he cooked it was as if he havent cooked before. BWAHAHAHAH ;P He didnt put oil and he wanted to flip the egg. Result- sticks to the pan.
Students: LAUGHS OUT LOUD!
MrGoh: Welllllll, its suppose to be a non stick pan
* The way he say it superrr funnnayee! ><
Students: LOL-ed.
Hahahas, you gotta be there to be really laughing like helll ^^ Lessons were sleepy. To keep myself awake, i read Eclispe during maths lesson after finishing up th work. It worked =D After school, acc-ed Babe to J8 to have her craveeeeeee. Ban Mian :D Though i ate it on Wednesday but no harm eating again ^^ She bought her stuffs and i bought my watch :D I love it. We eyed on it like a couple of weeks back, managed to get it today :DDD So WOOOOOOOOOOOO! Babe helped me choose also =D
Went back "early" and naaaaappppppppppppppppeeeeeeeeddddddddd~
NOTE TO SELF :STOPPPPPP NAPPPING for heaven's sake ._.
Nowadays the timing for early is 3-5plus "x and it used to be 3plus. Now with lessons ending at 3.30pm, our timing kinda changed alonggg. Hahahs. Reaching home at 7pm is just nice already. LOl!
Got home and took out my rubberband and this is how i look ;x Camwhored again -.-
Fridayyyy which is today, late for school and i was so happy that I've been punctual for a week =,= Awesomeeeee, gotta treat Jolene and Carmen both a mac meal and now I owe them too. Cleared one meal today already. Gave them my lunch money :[[[[[
So ate only one meal for the entire day (Slaps myself)
Chinese paper2 was manageable for me butbutbuttt the compreee was pretty hard ;x Maybe I was just tired. MT exams are nearinggggggg, I WANNNA DOOOOO WELLLLLLLLL! (Cries)
Lunch time, i was touched!!!! babe was suppose to go Liyi's house to play Sims. When i called her to acc me for lunch, she told me she was going over to Liyi's. I was like oh alright, & decided to head for the basketball court to kill time and get my mind off my hunger. Tyhe next moment, she called me again and say she wants to acc me. (touched)! She actually asked Liyi to go first and she'll go over to her house to find her later. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW *hugshugs*
Np training, welllll..
nothing to say about it. Im just gonna do my job well starting from 12am!
Didnt eat dinner. No $$$ But lucky i wasn't hungry. In fact my headache was kinda killing me. Lucky Felicia had a panadol and I popped one or else I'll feel worst. Dozed off awhile at mac and went back around 8.
Didnt find (___) tonight. He was busy =/ Imisshimbadly!!! (Sighs)
7days a week and only one day together. Im so busyyyy. (Like usual) Grrrrrrrr.
Anyway, on the way back, saw JunBing alone at 438 bball court, Saiful girlf, amirul, JB and I played a match.
Hahahahha! Hmmmmm, got real tempting so wanted to just play A match but i end up playing till coming 10 =X HA! He BULLY MEEEEE! So frigggggiinnnn talllll~ Hahahs, he purposely stand in front of me with hus hands rising high up. I COULD BARELY SEE THE RIM! So most of the time, he managed to tap my ball away :[
BUTTTTTTTTTTTTT I ALSO MANAGED TO BURN HIM! 5TIMES AT LEAST :DDDDD (Wheeeeeeee)
* JunBinggggg, seeseee! I post it. Imma lady of my wordd. Muahahah. Patpat, dont be too sad alrights ^^
My left ankle and left wrist weakened again o.O (Signs of aging) Ohoh and a lil bird passed by told me somethinggggg, my moood had a 360degreee change. I hate double face birdface, hippo, morons. Whatever you call them =.=
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Wna hold you wheeel baddd
Perhaps the most delightful friendships are those in which there is much agreement, much disputation, and yet more personal liking.
Hellllooo readers :D
Had two tests- Phyics and Geography re-test -.- Yup studied for both but I think im gonna just pass/fail physics. I finally know where my weakness lies o.O Which is, I know my facts but Idk how to answer open ended/ structured questions. ( Points middle finger )
Lol!
And for Geog re-test, Babe and I was hoping to postpone the test to another day. Firstly, she havent really studied for it. Secondly, we had plans to take photos for our art and wanted more time for it. Lastly, lazy ;P Hehs. But that damn Mdm Norini diedie want us to take the test. So no choice but to do what we know ;x
I got real pissed/ cranky/ annoyed and just ARRGGGGHHHHH after the test. What i studied didnt really come out -.- I was like ABCDEFFFFFFFF! Its not as if I didnt study or what. You know, you know, the feeling when u studied for something and doesnt come out. (Whimpers)
Its soooooooooooooooo dammmnnnnnnn crraaapppppppyyyy -.- ( Pulls hair) Anyways, after the test we immediately went to take the bus down to East Coast Park. First half of the journey i was brainstorming what should I draw for my coursework ;x Babe was giving me loads of ideaaas. Thanks babe :D The second half, I fell asleep ;O Damn tired? (Like usual)
We were lucky we didnt alight the wrong stop (: While walkign to teh park, we had alot of distractions. Hahahaha! The pet shop, fish shop and the Bakery shop =.- Hehs, got hungry so went to buy some buns to picnic over there ^^ Took loads of photos!
Here are some.
P/S: Cant reveal all of the scenery, its for my coursework :[
& crazy ones with my babe :DDD
Its been sososososo longgg since i last laughed with her like that.
Its kinda far so u might wanna click on th photos for a larger view (:
&& some things for some people :D
(___) Its for you uh!
* Alright, its super common for people to do this when they're at th beach but who cares :D
I dont mind being uncool for the day =P
Bus-ed down from eastCoast to town. THANKS AGAIN BABE for acc-ing me to my cravee.
PASTAMANIAAAAA <333
Hehs,
& On our way back, mum called me and told me a shocking news. My bro was running an extremely high fever and needs to be rushed to the hospital ASAP! I was like huhhh! How comeee, i mean so sudden. My bro hardly gets sick -.-
So I couldnt stand still while i was in th train with babe. I felt like pacing up an down the train and when my mum called again the, she told me they were planning to call for an ambulance i was got SHOCKED again :xxxxx Immediately stopped at Bishan with babe and cabbed home =[ WALKED SUPER FAST WITH BABE. She was running late too. My mistake for dinning so farr :[ Sorrrry girl !!
Damn worried! Reached home, just change another top and dad drove us to SGH ;x Waited for like VERYVERYVERY long at th hospital ;x PLus th damn doctors lost my bro's blood sample and we had to wait for another 1hr after waiting for 1.5hrs alrdy before ;x Doazed off on th waiting area ;O very tiredddd. I didnt bathe for one whole day too -.- But that wasnt my bestest concern. Heng no Dengueee (Phew)!
Monday, March 23, 2009
Problems are only opportunities with thorns on them
Draggged myself outta my bed this morning -.- My only motivation was to meet pig at the bus stop but again i wasn't punctual =/ I should just shot myself~ So he left first, anyway i didn't want him to be late bcus of me either.
OMO was a jokee. Definitely not much linkk but it was somehow funny ;x LOL. Lessons were tiring, it doesnt even feel that I had a week holiday =S Geog teacher didnt come ;D Hoooray! But why is it always when there isnt a test she dont come and when there is a test she sure come lx Z!
Camwhoredd during lesson (:
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After school, went to meet BoonHong and ChinYang at Kpool with Jiahua. We couldnt get in at first, cause wearing half uniform. Lucky mengsiang left his wind breaker in school and ain left hers in school too. So help Mengsiang take back, on the way Ain's too ;D PLayed till 6pm and left.
Housework was awaiting for me at home :[ My bro is sick too. Goshhh~ hate people to get sickk. Sighs* Arightsss, back to mugging.
Byebyebyebyebye!
It will be 7days that i can't slacked with (___) T.T!!!!
Hai, enduranceeeee~
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OMO was a jokee. Definitely not much linkk but it was somehow funny ;x LOL. Lessons were tiring, it doesnt even feel that I had a week holiday =S Geog teacher didnt come ;D Hoooray! But why is it always when there isnt a test she dont come and when there is a test she sure come lx Z!
Camwhoredd during lesson (:
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After school, went to meet BoonHong and ChinYang at Kpool with Jiahua. We couldnt get in at first, cause wearing half uniform. Lucky mengsiang left his wind breaker in school and ain left hers in school too. So help Mengsiang take back, on the way Ain's too ;D PLayed till 6pm and left.
Housework was awaiting for me at home :[ My bro is sick too. Goshhh~ hate people to get sickk. Sighs* Arightsss, back to mugging.
Byebyebyebyebye!
It will be 7days that i can't slacked with (___) T.T!!!!
Hai, enduranceeeee~
=|
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Not gonna look back in anger or forward in fear, but around in awareness
EDITED!
"Always bear in mind that your own resolution to succeed is more important than any other one thing-"
Friday
Woke up real early o.O 5.30am and I was already running late. Met with saiful girlfriend over at his bus stop and cabbed down ;x Cause it was already 6.22am. Lols! The entire ride form his house to school only costed us 20cents. The starting amount was like $3.20 =D HA!
Mengsiang was shocked to see me early as usual -.- Put our barang barangs in the NP room before setting off for deyi sec. Took their bus and Pulau Ubin here we came ^^ Did our HRC there at teh NPCC campsite [ High Rope Course ]. As usual, we took 45mins to walk in. Lazy worms came out and we were super reluctant to hike ;x Hahs.
I did everything. At first I didn't want to do the tunnel as all these were by choice. No one would force us but i did anyways. :D Flying fox was peanuts for me already. Went down the 6story high tower with saiful. Damnnnnnnnnn! the feeling was thrilling ^^ The ARCs- Advance rope course was easy too. The high was nothing, just keeping our balance took me some time.
For th tunnel, i think i shocked Jolene. Hahahs! Cause i was the first person who went in and had to feel our way through, it was total darkness. Sososo, i kinda slided down a 'slope' and i thought i wasnt going teh right way as there were alot of balls at th bottom of it. I was tryign to climb up while jolene pulled me but can't -.- Overstretched my thighs that time. OUCH*
After awhile, i realised it was the right direction cause i saw alittle bit of light whne the person outside opened the hatch [: Continued our jorney and we had to get up another slope ;x
Everyone was perspirating inside. SUPER STUFFY* =/ So it made it even harder for us to climb up with our slippery limbs ;x Rawr! I couldnt get up so let the rest go up first while i pushed their butts up ;X I felt everyone's bums. HAHAHAH! I told them and they were like " Happy right ~" Lols. PS! && in conclusion, I took alot of effort to get up, IDK why really -.- But the guys took longer den us so MUAHAHAHHAH! We rock :D
Luunch was best =D We were literally starving! We didnt have breakfast and for me dinner wasnt filling too so. Yupp, definitely starving! :[ Went back around 5pm plus. All of us were too tired to walk back the 45mins route so we sugguested to kup a cab van ^^ one van cost around 12bucks and we called 2 so Mr Herwandy paid $10 and the rest paid $1 each :D SHOIKKKKKK!
* More photos from Xuanru will be uploaded soon(:
Screwed up hair :[
When we got back, we prepared the BBQ stuff. The sec3 side fire wasnt heating up all ;x So took very long to cook all th food. Poor hungry sec3s didnt get to eat much. Some even cooked tehir ration to fill their stomachs ;x After they went to fall in, we conitnued eating ^^ MrWong spammed on HotDogs. LOLOL! Hahahahah. Like 7Hotdogs on a stick ;O & he ate alot of it.
The fish was th best i think :D Didnt eat much. Mengsiang shared alittle with me. So thanksthanks! ^^ Before teh firedrill at 2.30am, we were preparing our annual camp plan. The schedule is about done =D Only the specific details have to be elaborated.
Chatted on the phone with (___) HEHS! It seemed so long I havent heard his voiceee T.T sighs*
After the fire drills, yawning all the wayyy,Xuanru did some of his A.Maths and fell alssep le. I contnued with my Geography :D Melvin taught me some ways to remember it (: It helped. Xiexie! Doazed off on the table around 4 i think. Changed alot of posture. hahahah. My arms were hurting after some time so laid sideays on the LP's bench. reallyyy~ reallllyy~ Not confortable at all. HA! But tired so slept till 5.30am, got damn collldddd -.-
Ms's wind breaker wasnt of much help after that. I noticed everyone was still sleeping then. I thought P.T was suppose to be at 5.30 but hmmmm, guess everyone was extremely tired. The way melvin slept was... well, scaryyy, & i thot he was staring at me at first ;X Wasnt having my specs on*
The way BoonHong slept was the cutest and th most hilarious one too. he slept liek a kid really! I think he was unconfortable, den he kept turning and he had a nose block, so he kinda turned and snorted at the smae time. Hahahahaha! Superrrrrrrrr entertaining ;O Not sayign i was observing him ahhh* I just happen to see it when i woke up ;x Went toliet and continued sleeping ;O Tired tired tireddd~
6am lidat, Ain woke the CLs up and we went for wash up. Our breakfast- we conitnued bbq-ing teh remainding food. Super unhealthy :[ But freakingggggggggggggg hungry so didnt had a choice. Inhaling more coal ;x
Camp was officially closed around 12pm plus. Ate a hearty mac meal and went home :D Before sleeping, chatted with (___) on the phone. WAS DOG TIREDDDD! Not only that, I slept form 2pm till 3.04am. Ate a cup noodle and watched 13 going on 30 on MIO. Off to bed around 5am and woke up at 12.17pm o.O AMAZING HUHHH~ I never knew i was thattt exhuasted!
Alright alright,
back to studying.
Loads of revision to do + homework :[
ADIOSSS.
*muscle aching all over* =/
"Always bear in mind that your own resolution to succeed is more important than any other one thing-"
Friday
Woke up real early o.O 5.30am and I was already running late. Met with saiful girlfriend over at his bus stop and cabbed down ;x Cause it was already 6.22am. Lols! The entire ride form his house to school only costed us 20cents. The starting amount was like $3.20 =D HA!
Mengsiang was shocked to see me early as usual -.- Put our barang barangs in the NP room before setting off for deyi sec. Took their bus and Pulau Ubin here we came ^^ Did our HRC there at teh NPCC campsite [ High Rope Course ]. As usual, we took 45mins to walk in. Lazy worms came out and we were super reluctant to hike ;x Hahs.
I did everything. At first I didn't want to do the tunnel as all these were by choice. No one would force us but i did anyways. :D Flying fox was peanuts for me already. Went down the 6story high tower with saiful. Damnnnnnnnnn! the feeling was thrilling ^^ The ARCs- Advance rope course was easy too. The high was nothing, just keeping our balance took me some time.
For th tunnel, i think i shocked Jolene. Hahahs! Cause i was the first person who went in and had to feel our way through, it was total darkness. Sososo, i kinda slided down a 'slope' and i thought i wasnt going teh right way as there were alot of balls at th bottom of it. I was tryign to climb up while jolene pulled me but can't -.- Overstretched my thighs that time. OUCH*
After awhile, i realised it was the right direction cause i saw alittle bit of light whne the person outside opened the hatch [: Continued our jorney and we had to get up another slope ;x
Everyone was perspirating inside. SUPER STUFFY* =/ So it made it even harder for us to climb up with our slippery limbs ;x Rawr! I couldnt get up so let the rest go up first while i pushed their butts up ;X I felt everyone's bums. HAHAHAH! I told them and they were like " Happy right ~" Lols. PS! && in conclusion, I took alot of effort to get up, IDK why really -.- But the guys took longer den us so MUAHAHAHHAH! We rock :D
Luunch was best =D We were literally starving! We didnt have breakfast and for me dinner wasnt filling too so. Yupp, definitely starving! :[ Went back around 5pm plus. All of us were too tired to walk back the 45mins route so we sugguested to kup a cab van ^^ one van cost around 12bucks and we called 2 so Mr Herwandy paid $10 and the rest paid $1 each :D SHOIKKKKKK!
* More photos from Xuanru will be uploaded soon(:
Screwed up hair :[
When we got back, we prepared the BBQ stuff. The sec3 side fire wasnt heating up all ;x So took very long to cook all th food. Poor hungry sec3s didnt get to eat much. Some even cooked tehir ration to fill their stomachs ;x After they went to fall in, we conitnued eating ^^ MrWong spammed on HotDogs. LOLOL! Hahahahah. Like 7Hotdogs on a stick ;O & he ate alot of it.
The fish was th best i think :D Didnt eat much. Mengsiang shared alittle with me. So thanksthanks! ^^ Before teh firedrill at 2.30am, we were preparing our annual camp plan. The schedule is about done =D Only the specific details have to be elaborated.
Chatted on the phone with (___) HEHS! It seemed so long I havent heard his voiceee T.T sighs*
After the fire drills, yawning all the wayyy,Xuanru did some of his A.Maths and fell alssep le. I contnued with my Geography :D Melvin taught me some ways to remember it (: It helped. Xiexie! Doazed off on the table around 4 i think. Changed alot of posture. hahahah. My arms were hurting after some time so laid sideays on the LP's bench. reallyyy~ reallllyy~ Not confortable at all. HA! But tired so slept till 5.30am, got damn collldddd -.-
Ms's wind breaker wasnt of much help after that. I noticed everyone was still sleeping then. I thought P.T was suppose to be at 5.30 but hmmmm, guess everyone was extremely tired. The way melvin slept was... well, scaryyy, & i thot he was staring at me at first ;X Wasnt having my specs on*
The way BoonHong slept was the cutest and th most hilarious one too. he slept liek a kid really! I think he was unconfortable, den he kept turning and he had a nose block, so he kinda turned and snorted at the smae time. Hahahahaha! Superrrrrrrrr entertaining ;O Not sayign i was observing him ahhh* I just happen to see it when i woke up ;x Went toliet and continued sleeping ;O Tired tired tireddd~
6am lidat, Ain woke the CLs up and we went for wash up. Our breakfast- we conitnued bbq-ing teh remainding food. Super unhealthy :[ But freakingggggggggggggg hungry so didnt had a choice. Inhaling more coal ;x
Camp was officially closed around 12pm plus. Ate a hearty mac meal and went home :D Before sleeping, chatted with (___) on the phone. WAS DOG TIREDDDD! Not only that, I slept form 2pm till 3.04am. Ate a cup noodle and watched 13 going on 30 on MIO. Off to bed around 5am and woke up at 12.17pm o.O AMAZING HUHHH~ I never knew i was thattt exhuasted!
Alright alright,
back to studying.
Loads of revision to do + homework :[
ADIOSSS.
*muscle aching all over* =/
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Sarcasm- Get a life
What a day ~
Slept at 5.10 last night -.- Couldnt get to sleep.
Plan today was to go sentosa with bitch they all but i parents.. Sighs* I wished i was more intelligent. & today the CLs were suppose to get the BBQ food marinated and purchased but i couldnt go as well =,=
Something just makes me shake my head in wonder. What possessed you to become who you are now? Oh hang on for a moment, maybe from the start you've been a two headed. Should I say BRAVO to praise you for being able to handle two heads at once when others already have problems with one. It's pretty sad when people have to resort to such antics to get some shameless recognition. Heres a good news :D You succeeded in making yourself seem like a fool. Bravo jackass! Your mom must be very proud. You might think this is trivial, but it did struck a nerve
P/S: I wont identify who i was referring, in fact its pretty obvious so dont come asking me who is it. Please use your common sense thankyou. If i wanted to name the person, I would have done so above. Sorry if i've offended any of you
Today, went to school with Saiful {girlfriend} to collect our HRC form and see if they needed any help. I guess it wasnt neccessary, we got pissed off by the above fly. After everything, slacked awhile before leaving. Went to starbucks alone to do some studying [: I can really concentrate there with my lovely cup of mocha frap ^^
Missing (___) badly still :[
Soooo. camp is tmr together with our HRC :D Im looking forward to it actually. The thrill, gets my mind off all the unneccessary stuffs ^^ I havent been really in a good mood since last night so tmr will be a good opportunity to vent it all out if i have too. Sighs* Problems wont stop rolling in wont they =,=
Alrights, going for a game of dotaaa. Its been ages since i last played -.- Hope i've not lagged out muchhh ;P
All packed for tmr :D
Will be back on Sat! Sayoooooo
(L) (___) :DDDDD
*I'm starting to miss my pri school girlfriends!*
Havent been contacting them for like uber longggggg :[
Slept at 5.10 last night -.- Couldnt get to sleep.
Plan today was to go sentosa with bitch they all but i parents.. Sighs* I wished i was more intelligent. & today the CLs were suppose to get the BBQ food marinated and purchased but i couldnt go as well =,=
Something just makes me shake my head in wonder. What possessed you to become who you are now? Oh hang on for a moment, maybe from the start you've been a two headed. Should I say BRAVO to praise you for being able to handle two heads at once when others already have problems with one. It's pretty sad when people have to resort to such antics to get some shameless recognition. Heres a good news :D You succeeded in making yourself seem like a fool. Bravo jackass! Your mom must be very proud. You might think this is trivial, but it did struck a nerve
P/S: I wont identify who i was referring, in fact its pretty obvious so dont come asking me who is it. Please use your common sense thankyou. If i wanted to name the person, I would have done so above. Sorry if i've offended any of you
Today, went to school with Saiful {girlfriend} to collect our HRC form and see if they needed any help. I guess it wasnt neccessary, we got pissed off by the above fly. After everything, slacked awhile before leaving. Went to starbucks alone to do some studying [: I can really concentrate there with my lovely cup of mocha frap ^^
Missing (___) badly still :[
Soooo. camp is tmr together with our HRC :D Im looking forward to it actually. The thrill, gets my mind off all the unneccessary stuffs ^^ I havent been really in a good mood since last night so tmr will be a good opportunity to vent it all out if i have too. Sighs* Problems wont stop rolling in wont they =,=
Alrights, going for a game of dotaaa. Its been ages since i last played -.- Hope i've not lagged out muchhh ;P
All packed for tmr :D
Will be back on Sat! Sayoooooo
(L) (___) :DDDDD
*I'm starting to miss my pri school girlfriends!*
Havent been contacting them for like uber longggggg :[
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
The misery you've brought upon yourself; Its time to let go
Hello readers (:
Sunday
Went M'sia in the late afternoon (: The moment I passed immigration, phone calls and text messages started to arrive. ZZ! Totally wasted OUR bill money for just this dumb fup problem -.= Friggin annonying. Anyway, I just felt like going to back SG that moment and smack the best outta that FEMALE motherf***er. Geeeees,
After everything was calmed down, shopping mood came back ^^ Finally got my Mango tanks at half price over there :D Muahhaha. & new heels that won't cause any blisters ^^ Its so hard to find one comfortable one here in SG. Hmmm, &&& MOST IMPORTANTLY! A new wallet that I've been whining for ;P Mummy said it was a present for me, surprising! A BONIA wallet ^^ Hahahahaha. THANKS MUM, I wonder what got into you [:
Went back around midnight. Yawnssss! Still missing (___) badly! Ha :D
Monday
I had the sudden urge to buy my skirt, belt and blazer jacket ]: But counting the amount i have left, wellll.. maybe next time =[ Sighs* SAVESAVE! Didnt go for POA in the morning cus i wanna do self studying at home. Does not going for remedials means im not showing a good example. Oh whateverrr~ _|_ Anyway, after studying, head down to Velocity to meet up with my bitch, lenard, xinyi, kenneth :D & i mistook luah's backview for lenard's. HA! So hilariousss. Wenkang came later (: We went on with the plan to make the class tee ^^ YUP ITS DONE!
4e3 STUDENTS PLEASE PASS DOWN THIS MESSAGE IF YOU HAPPEN TO SEE THIS!
ON THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL REOPEN,
REMEMBER TO PASS ME $15 FOR TH TEE.
Thanks!
Lenard went back first and the rest of us went for a KFC meal ^^ Filling* Heehs. Everyone went on seperate ways after that. Sorrry bitch! ]: Its been real long since i shopping with her. AWWWW~
Sighs* Anyway, went to hub to meet up with Colin. He needed to get his electronic chinese dictionary. When we went to popular, i saw the one with the brand he was looking for- Creative. But he didnt see it properly plus i had no idea how it looks like so i didnt say much. He said he looked exactly the same, only lacking osme functions ;O
So left popular with disappointment. Hahas. K den i went on to meet (___) and Colin went to Funan IT Mall to check. WHO KNEW! He called me like an hour later telling me what we saw at AMK popular was th EXACT SAME ONE! BWAHAHAHAHAHHA :D I totally told him to stand in front of a car and let it hit him ;PPP omgomg, its so freaking dumbbb. And he was fuming mad over at popular~
After that, watched Push over at Cine ^^ But the show had 2hours before it started. So we walked almost the whole of town. *hope your legs are fine* Hahas ;P Wanted to look for something but no sign of it. Enjoyed alott :D Even though the movie wasnt as good as we expected it to be but still. Hahahs. Ohoh and ratings for is PUSH 6/10. It pass because of its action and sound effect (:
Had to go back th moment the movie was over (: Luckily the sky was still BRIGHT. =X
TeeHee
Alrights, study time is up! ^^
Gotta follow my own schedule =x
Bye readers ( If you'res till alive after eading my boring post ) ^^
Wooohooooo can't wait for later :D
Sunday
Went M'sia in the late afternoon (: The moment I passed immigration, phone calls and text messages started to arrive. ZZ! Totally wasted OUR bill money for just this dumb fup problem -.= Friggin annonying. Anyway, I just felt like going to back SG that moment and smack the best outta that FEMALE motherf***er. Geeeees,
After everything was calmed down, shopping mood came back ^^ Finally got my Mango tanks at half price over there :D Muahhaha. & new heels that won't cause any blisters ^^ Its so hard to find one comfortable one here in SG. Hmmm, &&& MOST IMPORTANTLY! A new wallet that I've been whining for ;P Mummy said it was a present for me, surprising! A BONIA wallet ^^ Hahahahaha. THANKS MUM, I wonder what got into you [:
Went back around midnight. Yawnssss! Still missing (___) badly! Ha :D
Monday
I had the sudden urge to buy my skirt, belt and blazer jacket ]: But counting the amount i have left, wellll.. maybe next time =[ Sighs* SAVESAVE! Didnt go for POA in the morning cus i wanna do self studying at home. Does not going for remedials means im not showing a good example. Oh whateverrr~ _|_ Anyway, after studying, head down to Velocity to meet up with my bitch, lenard, xinyi, kenneth :D & i mistook luah's backview for lenard's. HA! So hilariousss. Wenkang came later (: We went on with the plan to make the class tee ^^ YUP ITS DONE!
4e3 STUDENTS PLEASE PASS DOWN THIS MESSAGE IF YOU HAPPEN TO SEE THIS!
ON THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL REOPEN,
REMEMBER TO PASS ME $15 FOR TH TEE.
Thanks!
Lenard went back first and the rest of us went for a KFC meal ^^ Filling* Heehs. Everyone went on seperate ways after that. Sorrry bitch! ]: Its been real long since i shopping with her. AWWWW~
Sighs* Anyway, went to hub to meet up with Colin. He needed to get his electronic chinese dictionary. When we went to popular, i saw the one with the brand he was looking for- Creative. But he didnt see it properly plus i had no idea how it looks like so i didnt say much. He said he looked exactly the same, only lacking osme functions ;O
So left popular with disappointment. Hahas. K den i went on to meet (___) and Colin went to Funan IT Mall to check. WHO KNEW! He called me like an hour later telling me what we saw at AMK popular was th EXACT SAME ONE! BWAHAHAHAHAHHA :D I totally told him to stand in front of a car and let it hit him ;PPP omgomg, its so freaking dumbbb. And he was fuming mad over at popular~
After that, watched Push over at Cine ^^ But the show had 2hours before it started. So we walked almost the whole of town. *hope your legs are fine* Hahas ;P Wanted to look for something but no sign of it. Enjoyed alott :D Even though the movie wasnt as good as we expected it to be but still. Hahahs. Ohoh and ratings for is PUSH 6/10. It pass because of its action and sound effect (:
Had to go back th moment the movie was over (: Luckily the sky was still BRIGHT. =X
TeeHee
Alrights, study time is up! ^^
Gotta follow my own schedule =x
Bye readers ( If you'res till alive after eading my boring post ) ^^
Wooohooooo can't wait for later :D
Sunday, March 15, 2009
MUFC all the way!
To all Liverpool fans! *BOOOOO*
Get over the win and quit gloating over it.
^^
MANCHESTER UNITED YOU ROCK! :DDDDD
Bye, I'm going M'sia later and will be back late [:
Missing you (___)!
Get over the win and quit gloating over it.
^^
MANCHESTER UNITED YOU ROCK! :DDDDD
Bye, I'm going M'sia later and will be back late [:
Missing you (___)!
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Let me be by your side (:
Todays a bore!
Havent really talked to (___) ;/
Miss (___) badly too~
Oh! Prata is my dinner tonight [: Heck the calories and sat fats thats its gonna give me later. Finallly! I can have a proper dinner without pig ^^ Tuition was brought forward just now and it went on for 3hours T.T Some encouragement given by him today (: So yappp! Im gonna work hard and someday I'll make it :D Others may surpass me now but not for long (:
I finally got the song- America's SuiteHearts thanks to (___) :D Kamsahameda! Lol. I reallyreally wanna get out of the house. The boredom is killing me. At least for the weekends, let me have a break from studying =/ Its been so longgggggggg since I've been town for window shopping. Bitch is busy as well. Awwwwwwww~ Maybe its a sign asking to focus!
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I wanna _ _ _ _ (____) _ _ _ _ _ NOW!
Havent really talked to (___) ;/
Miss (___) badly too~
Oh! Prata is my dinner tonight [: Heck the calories and sat fats thats its gonna give me later. Finallly! I can have a proper dinner without pig ^^ Tuition was brought forward just now and it went on for 3hours T.T Some encouragement given by him today (: So yappp! Im gonna work hard and someday I'll make it :D Others may surpass me now but not for long (:
I finally got the song- America's SuiteHearts thanks to (___) :D Kamsahameda! Lol. I reallyreally wanna get out of the house. The boredom is killing me. At least for the weekends, let me have a break from studying =/ Its been so longgggggggg since I've been town for window shopping. Bitch is busy as well. Awwwwwwww~ Maybe its a sign asking to focus!
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I wanna _ _ _ _ (____) _ _ _ _ _ NOW!
The fear within me
FallOutBoys (L)
Im looking for this songgggg. Can anyone help me dl or something ^^ I WANT IT REAL BAD! :[
The week has been a bummer =/ Written paper tests non stop =,= Damn i needaa break. Yuppp and now its hereeee~ Woohooooo holidays! But more studyinggggg ;X Whines*
Overdue photos
During maths lesson when everyone was feeling sleepy. wait isn't it always like that? Lawlss ;P
Heres chopsticks wearing my hoodieee1
It bare fits him -.- Find something your size! Ha~
Somethng ZhenFeng and i drew during physics class. doodling (: i dont even know if its a dog or a what =.x
Im soo bored now! i cant seem to pull myself to my tuition homework for later :[ I cant believe i gave up a dinner buffet at York's Hotel for tuition! Woooooww Never before~ Really "o I have th sudden urge to go shopppinnngggg -.-
My high waist skirt
My white tank
My sandals
My biker jacket
My oversized Cotton On top
My lame leggings!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Money please come!
*Looking for a part time job for th holidays!* Anyone knows a lobang? =.=
Desperate times for desperate measures =XXXXXX
No plans for holidays, im bored. Oh well...
Im sick of magiieee. SERIOUSLY!
Im looking for this songgggg. Can anyone help me dl or something ^^ I WANT IT REAL BAD! :[
The week has been a bummer =/ Written paper tests non stop =,= Damn i needaa break. Yuppp and now its hereeee~ Woohooooo holidays! But more studyinggggg ;X Whines*
Overdue photos
During maths lesson when everyone was feeling sleepy. wait isn't it always like that? Lawlss ;P
Heres chopsticks wearing my hoodieee1
It bare fits him -.- Find something your size! Ha~
Somethng ZhenFeng and i drew during physics class. doodling (: i dont even know if its a dog or a what =.x
Im soo bored now! i cant seem to pull myself to my tuition homework for later :[ I cant believe i gave up a dinner buffet at York's Hotel for tuition! Woooooww Never before~ Really "o I have th sudden urge to go shopppinnngggg -.-
My high waist skirt
My white tank
My sandals
My biker jacket
My oversized Cotton On top
My lame leggings!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Money please come!
*Looking for a part time job for th holidays!* Anyone knows a lobang? =.=
Desperate times for desperate measures =XXXXXX
No plans for holidays, im bored. Oh well...
Im sick of magiieee. SERIOUSLY!
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