This is a call

Happy Belated Birthday Sim JiaHua!

I didn't have time to blog recently =/ & blogger is being a bitch till now. I think its only my account that has this problem. Oh well~
Everyone is mugging their ass out and i'm still playing. Gosh! I really need to have better time management ;S Os are in 86 days? Oh lord~ I'm not ready! Bucking up right now (: I cant get 15points and above. I would have no where to go! Im freaking myself out ..

Didn't attend school today. Lazy is part of the reason but at least I got more time to study [: Daddy is stopping me from computer and tv on Aug9 ;x It'd be hell for me then! But I know its for my own good :D & my phone will most probably be off-ed when I'm studyingg. Ohyes! Wenhui and I together with Lenard are gonna celebrate Jiahua's birthday later. Well, it isnt actually a celebration anymore.. Sighs* Not blaming anyone of course [: Was just pretty looking forward. So you know you know.. When expectations get too high, the feel of disappointment gets harder :X Its been really long since all 5 of us girls got together =X

Alright, Imma go back to my books now. Not wasting any time "[
I really needa longgg hug right now ==
Can someone bring me overseas now?

If only I rented a room just below your apartment

Hey hooo people (:
Blogger is still giving me problems. IDK WHY! So decided to use photobucket to upload some overdue pictures (:
Those above were taken from MissCho's gallery ^^ Took it during Growth camp :D Aww, I love my class =]]

Dota-ed quite abit recently. Neglecting my studies alot!! So imma read some geog and if possible do a few questions before i sleep later. Im so lazy!! :S Suppose to run tmr with babe but I fell yesterday at home pretty hard and you know... OUCH* Its been so long since I had such a hard fall. So i think I not be going art tmr ;X Haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~ So many things to do yet so little time =S

(__) went offline le. I'm missing him real bad =/ & I was so looking forward to go out with him today but... THANKS TO THE BLOODY FALL ytd.. SIGHS! I just lost my moood. Anw, here are some overdue pictures ^^
Babe and I are so having a tattoo when we graduate and our results will then allow us to do so (: Hehes. We are so gonna ruin the image of tatoos =O LOLs


andandand


She calls this barley gaoo -.-"
Sick right.


WOOOHOOOOO! Getting my blazer form JiaJia tmr ^^ WHEEEEEE

I wish I could bring you home

Fuck fuck fuck fuck!!
Blogger is giving me so much problems -.- I cant see what I'm typing normally =S
TELL ME WHY~

Lolssss. Sorry was abit crazy for that moment. Welll, The week has been another busy one. Mocks every alternate days and art for the rest of the days ;X Barely had time to study. By the time I get home, I'll be FRIGGIN' exhausted! -.-

I've slacken down this 2 weeks and I really need to start bucking up (: Everyone is working hard now. I love studying! I really do. Butbutbutbut I don't have the energy to do so =/

& when I say i'm tired, probably dad will say Im wasting too much time on my computer, phone, slacking and TV T.T I barely watch TV already. But i do admit to the rest. Sighhhs!

Bro has gone back to BMT todayyyyyyyy =[ Reallly miss him. Idk why.. He always scolds me but.. i still love him. Awwwws* (: Hehs.

Oh yeaaaaaaa. Im getting addicted to O2Jam already thanks to CYX :P I can NEVER be his standard. Tooo prooo alreadyyy. Geeees :S haiiii~ I think I'm a gaming nooob x.x I cant seem to play any game well. Sighs* I should probably just quit =.=

Alrightalright, gotta sleep now already. Uber tired after basketball today (: I hate fights with families..

Art tmr! & wooooo studying with babe at Starbucks. Kkkkkk,
ADIOS AMIGOS!
(Having lesser time with (__) =/)
Sobs!

Tho you're far away; You'll always be in my heart

EDITED!

Its been an awesome Thursday Friday and Saturday this week. Managed to spend some time with (__) and had some fun (: Although I didn't study much this week, Im really gonna make it up to myself next week :D I can't wait for next Thursday ;P

Schools been a bore without SIM JIAHUA that bitch! 4 dreadful days I've been through T.T Hope she comes back all healthy and fit next week :D Oh yes! I've satisfised my crave for SATAY on Friday!! Whahahah ;D Thanks Johnson ^^ & if I wasn't with him, I wouldn't be able to go someone's house too ;P Thanks a million! [:

I'm sure this 3 days, (__) and I have learnt some things about each other ;D Hahahas. I never knew I could be so obsessed with someone. Its a kind of addiction worst than nicotine i suppose :X Lols. Anyways, i had today.
Tuition teacher gave me freestyle questions on Chemistry and I flunked. ZZZ~ Guess i'm not that ready afterall. Man! I hate the feelinggggg =.= Super sian-zxz now!

I suddenly thought of something. Hope no one says (__) is shuai today.. Every single time he goes to work, at least one person regardless of age will say he looks good. DAMN! =S

Ohhhhhhh, last night went for AJ's surprised BBQ planned for him by his family with Luah and Pig :D Pig and I did the cooking and Luah was in charge of chasing the enormous reddddd ants away :P WAHAAHAHH =D But sadded.. Had to leave early and couldn't slack with them alittle longer =/

LASTLY, I DIDN'T TOUCH YOUR BALLS! Gosh, It was a WHACK and a POKE~!!!!! =/
Arghhhhhhhhh..
Ewwwww ewwww ewwwwwww ewwwww I feel disguised -.-"

Photos that Johnson Neo finally sent me ;D
This was taken when the went Nebo to study with me. & they went fascinated over the chairs there o.O

Our drinks are bigger and cheaper then Johnson's Root Beer float -.-





I miss my babe! We enjoyed the lorry ride :D IT WAS WIND-FILLED! Lols ;P But all teh holding made us have muscleaches ;S



Woahhh, check out Junde's musclessssss ;P

& Junde is sitting on Missjey's baby sit when she gave us all a lift to the bus stop (: HIS ASS ACTUALLY FIT!
Alrightsssss.. acting cute with Zhinfing :D I look horrid -.-

When love becomes hate

Unlucky unlucky unlucky!!
This month sucks big time..

Monday
Met up with babe in the morning and I was late cause I missed my bus and it only comes once every 10-15mins? Yes, whathefuck :S We would made it if we had another min. Anw, while OM Tan was recording our names down blahblah, some black b*tch came and started scolding us. WHY WHY WHY MUST SHE COME WHEN IT WAS JUST NICE OUR TURN! __ We had to report our names and class.

Jiahua&I : We're from 4e3
Black B*tch : No wonder!! Look at your attitude. & what kind of hair is that.

We'll clip it up later what. NB! She over there how to pin -.- Got really pissed in the morning. Although I know I was in the wrong but does she have to say until our class is condemn? Cedar girls so what! Too bad you work in CHONGBOON. Thats the kind of attitude you get -.-
& she used to say every individual is unique. BULLSHIT ! x.X
LAME BALLS~ -.=

Lessons were long and I don't seem to have a chance to rest my mind. Art followed after lessons till evening... Yawns x1000000000 throughout ;X

Tuesday
JIAHUA IS SICK!!!!! Really hope her temperature faster reduce and she'll get well soon. Shes gonna missed out so much =X Esp with a 5days MC. Sighs* Miss her truckloads. Suppose to have a running session with her that day too. It was random to go to Wenhui's gym to running. 30mins run :D Wasnt as exhuasting as the day we ran on the track ((:

So worried for her...
FASTER RECOVER!
I got so much to tell you :[[[[[

Today
Extremely late today as it was raining and I thought our names won't be recorded ;X School's a bore with babe =/ Found out some things today I got really disappointed in someone.. Although it was all a long time ago, but still. IT STILL MATTERS TO ME! =.- Sighs* bastard siaaaaaa. LOLs.

Art was quite successful today thanks to some ideas giving by MissJey and Hwee :D Might be one of my final layouts :D Pretty tired once again. I don't even have the energy to study anymore. I have the urge to do maths and geog today. Teeeheees :P Energy come to MEEEEEEEEEE!! Dota session with Thipy, Hwee, Luah and GuanMing later at 8 ^^ Wheees. hahahs. Before that I shall do some revision =P

Alrighty! Imma go hunt for dinner again. I dread looking for food every night. I wish i don't have to eat dinner =/ Haiiiiiii..
Yup, and I agree with the statement;
Love can't fill my stomach =x

Tried to reach out to you

Heyyy! Look who this is ;P

WAHAHAHAHAHHA! Digged up some "ANTIQUES. (Luaghs) Most of them are taken when we were in Vietnam (: We sure had alot of fun there ^^ Teehees.

Oh yes!
I reallllly hate the security guards working in our school. Fuck dem' seriously! Ain't their job suppose to just keep strangers away from our school? Who are they to scold us for our attires and jay walking. KPKB so much for fuck!!! Lols, Im so sorrry but i really need somewhere to VENT IT ALL OUT! -.-

Thanks to them, Jiahua and I had to skip art. Junde didn't feel like going too so he followed us. It was still early, so while waiting for the arcade and kpool to open, we went for breakfast and overate -.- I had to leave first as I was going out with my mum later ;X Buffet somemore T.T Well, I suppose I've gained back all the pounds I've shed =/

Bought quite a number of things. Extremely satisfied now :D Couldn't be happier. Especially my sport shoe and perfume ^^ Good buy! I LOVE TEH GREAT SINGAPORE SALES!! Jumps for joys*

Anyway, that was for Saturday (: And today! Woke up real early. It wasn't eve dawn yet =[[[ Jiahua and Junde spammed my phone to get me to wake up =S I was soooooo tired. It was damn cold too. So I had to walk to the toliet with my blanket wrapped around me o.O

Jiahua met me over at my block and I was still SLIGHTLY late =X SORRRYYY!!
Anw, to sum up everything.

. Stood at the back of Junde's bike while Jiahua rode it.
. Got myself a huge scratch on my calf =/ Hurts*

. Had loads of fun with Johnson Zhenfeng bird and those two (:

. Waved at Junde while we were in the bus to Prata House and he rode his bike. Laughed like a dog*

. First time in my life to sit a lorry!!

. Jiahua and I stood at the back enjoying the strong wind like a moron ;P It was fun k!

. Got ourselves a fighting fish each! Thanks ZF!

. Visited the animal farm too.

. I think we pissed the geese, some bird there and the horse.

WAHAHAHAHHA!

. Lucky Justin were adorable :P

. So was the cats.

. Cabbed back as Jiahua was late for tuition

. There wasnt any cabs in sight!

. Got pissed and at the verge of giving up, one came -.-

Its getting late and I wanna sleep now! So I wrote everything in point form. WAHAHAHAH :D

Meet TROY! :D

Its totally red in colour. & The first thing you're gonna wonder is. Why is the water so dirty right? HAHAHS. Well, it isnt dirty in fact. Its just some liquidity thing that my dad put to make the colour of fish look ncier and brighter with a longer lasting life (: Teehees

I couldn't find my mini tank from a few years back hence Mummy gave me the cookie jar she didnt want anymore. WAHAHAHAHHAH! Its big and heavy! Anyway, Im thinking of getting another but I ran out of tanks =S

Mind. Heart. Soul

Went alittle blog hopping today. & I realised what I told to this "Someone" apparently has realised how immature his thoughts were before. Not trying to embarrass him or what. But i kinda learnt from him tho. He's 19 and he lost basically everything. I really worry for him as a friend.

If everything lies in gods hands, then there simply isn't any point of us trying to struggle to make it to our goal.
If everything was like most say, we can always patch things up at the last minute. There won't be a say " Practice makes perfect"
If everything was fated, how come those who are able to see the future will say " The future always changes, hence my sights are not always right"

I don't know. I just feel like I was once like that too. I always thought I could think about my future at a later point of time when the time comes. & HEY! Take a good look, Im already in sec4. My future lies in my hands this few more months to go. Yep, thats what will go through my mind when I wanna motivate myself to study.

I am only 16, I love to play, shop, waste time with my bitches and definitely LAZY! Who isn't?! I wish I had better time management so I can fit every single entertainment and study time within 24hours. Coming back to looking at the state my friend is now. I doubt even if he goes private after NS, won't he be just wasting his time there? Afterall he doesn't like school~ So is earning a 1000 a month gonna feed his girlf? For now perhaps... I'm sure every girl out there wants to be pampered and wants a future husband..

Sighs* I really wish I could motivate the ones nearest to me. Unfortunately I'm not persuasive enough neither the perfect role model. Looking at my closest friends diving into mouths of sharks, as a friend, would you not pull them back? At the same time, theres a saying that goes : If you don't help yourself, no one can.

Helpless.. Yes indeed I am. Not even the one I love.
I used to think, being a human is a bore! We study so freaking hard and at the end of the day we die and turn to ashes. Who the fuck will remember us anyway unless we're some superstar like MJ or something. But now I no longer feel this way, If its a bore, I'll find thrilling things to door some entertainments. Do some weird changes to my hair or whatever. & when I look weird with
the new hairdo, my motivation to live is to wait for my hair to grow and at the same time do some other exciting things.

I came to my senses that I should not live to make anyone proud, but only YOURSELF (: Its not really about what will you do if you're gonna die tmr tho. Its more of living each day to its greatest potential and not wasting any time.
Alright, I not sure if the things I've typed above make any sense to you or sound like i'm bullshitting to you. If you don't like what Im saying then just close the page. Don't judge me!
Or after reading the above and you say: Geees, I know all these crap, but i just can't do it or I just want to enjoy while I can etc..

PLEASE wake up and stop giving excuses for yourself. If theres a will theres a way isn't it? Will you making excuses everytime you can't do something? You can run away from your problem now not forever like many say :D

KKKK, I'll end here. [Random]
God bless.

Suffocation

I like plugging my eye balls and brains out of me right now this INSTANT! I have no idea why I feel so tired. Issit the mock exams? Running? Personal problems? Studies? I really have no idea. Seems like a combination of all of it. I wish I could escape from all of it NOW!! -.-

Parents are always back so late too. Barely see them ;X Brother too, has loads of personal problems himself too. Hope you can get your free life back [: He is going in camp soon. I'm gonna miss fighting and bickering with him again =S Everyone is so busy. Planning ahead of their lives. What should they do when they get out of the damn school o.O

Today Jiahua Alyssa Hwee and I chatted about the below topics :
-> What to apply for DPA?
-> How is like?
-> Just try for luck?
&
-> Our future kids names!
-> English and Chinese [ Non attached left out surnames first of course ]
-> At what age to marriage
-> Wants to aim for Uni
-> Future jobs (:

Gosh, Its been so long since ALL of us had such mature talks. I guess we've really all grown up! Hahahahs. Except for Wenhui ;P WAHAHAHAH. Anw, our topic were these for the whole day whenever we had a chance to talk. If not will study chemistry for the mock exam.

Im so glad there won't be art tmr! At least I can make up for today's sleep early plan (: Im soooooooooo shagggggggggggg =.- But theres still maths T.T HOW?! Vectors killed me quite abit today. Johnson could be my witness. I was whining about how much I did want to continue doing anymore. Hahs.
Even the teacher was trying to motivate me to finish up. But nopee. My brain had to restart then =O

Not studying with Jiahua this saturday (: Shes ognna spend some time with lenard. Awww, they only met for once for this week. Im so sure that Lenard whined to her like siao. Hahahahas. Anonnying and tiring yet sweet huh ;D

Ohmygosh! Why did i suddenly type about that?! "X Lol, so random :S Kk, ADIOS!

I wanna hear your voice so bad T.T

I wish you could do something to salvage this.

I want a future with you.

Without your help its impossible

You have to admit we are drifting further when we were already so far apart

Tell me what should I do

Cough cough*
Hey ho! Stupid blogger still aint gonna let me upload 5pictures. Yes. Fuck it! Lols :S Anyway, carried a hell load of things to school today and tmr there will be more (Sniffs) :X Was late this morning but wasn't recorded (; Phew!

Thank god my tempertaure went down this morning or else I'd be sent home. I DON'T WANNA GO HOME! :[ But it rose slightly in the afternoon =/ Scare me. Oh yes! There will be ART COURSE EVERYDAY from tmr on except Thursdays and Sundays! (Pulls hair) Oh my hollly mother molly! Im gonna die of tireness -.- There won't be enough time to study at all. Only after 6plus when I get home =X

Awwwwwwwwww mannn! I'll be dead beat. Went YCK stadium today tooo after Maths Mock :D Don't wanna talk about the paper. I swear I sweat with so much happiness man! Never felt healthier. Thanks to my illness, I was only able to run a few rounds =S 4 or 5? I forgot. Anyways, Jiahua and I did sprints and lemme tell you, it sure wrecked our muscles =.- Okay, maybe wrecked isnt the right word but whatever! Lmao. My legs were so tired that Jiahua and I could literally stand on the spot and doze off. & Yes, its to that extend

I really cant sprint, my actions on get bigger. & I can sprint slightly better without shoes =/ Tho it'll wear my ankle out but I guess I'll just bear with it till I get my ankle guard and SPORTS SHOE!! Dadddyyyyy! Would you bring me to Queensway pleaseeee o.O

Oh yes! I've finally completed my situational writing ! Never knew I could complete it so quickly. After a week delay I'm finally gonna hand it up tmr! Yes yes yes yes! (Hops around) &&& gonna meetup with babe at 262 bus stop tmr morning :D Its been ages since I last walked to school with her. Shes such an early bird ;P Right! Hopefully I can complete my Art Boards in time :D I need more study time godamnit -.- Or else my conscience is gonna hunt me again. WAHHAHAA

Adios!
(-.-)V
If you don't care, I won't too.
You don't think far, I do.
If its just moments for you to enjoy, I'm sorry. Im not the one.
I love you, but I need to be love too =/

A luni I'm starting to be

Jiahua woke me up at 8.12am this morning to ask me to take my temperature and decide if I still need to visit the doctor :D Awwwww. Could she be any sweeter :D Hehes. I remember we used to talk crap saying

Jiahua: If I was a guy, would you become my girlf?
Me: Duh! We would be like the perfect couple
Jiahua: Sentiments the same
Jiahua and me : Started to realised what kind of topic we were talking about and smacked ourselves up from our imagination* ROFL! hahahs

I think I have to repeat myself again. WE'RE STRICKLY 100% PURE LADIES! =D

Oh yes, met up with Jiahua, benedick, kevan and wenkang over at hub and walked over to LJK's house. Dumb ass bastard didnt want to come meet us as he said we were going over to his house area! Rawrrr~ Anyway, we took a very very very long time deciding who should do it first and where.

Final decision was MrWong's block! WAHAHAHAH. First stop also at his house. hahas! We loitered at his corridor for pretty long. It was so awkward! & its like explaining something to someone when that person already knows what is it -.- Hahahas. Process was enjoyable tho. He gave us free drinks when we got rejected by other households (:
Pictures! [***ing blogger is giving me problems with the uploading of pictures] I'll do it soon (:

Went pool-ing with them after that. Jiahua left first :[ Ate a very very expensive lunch -.- Lols. Wenhui joined us around 2 cus i needed her shirt. Thanks. Suppose to meet (__) at J8 cus i was suppose to study in the afternoon but.. He was still sleeping. Nevermind. Alrights. Needa prepare to meet Jiahua again now. We're gonna get new school shoes! Wheeee :D

A routine it has become

From this:


To this:

Helllllooooo peeeps :D
Yepp saw that two photos above? Went Jiahua and I were at Starbucks yesterday. We suddenly got the mood to lose weight and get our dream figure after Os (: Hahahs. Have I ever mention that Benedick always calls me BULLDOZER -.- ?

Anw, now i'm telling you ;O Soososososoooo! I'll lose those stubborn fats in me and become a LAMBORGHINI from a BULLDOZER! Muahahhah! What does he has to say next time huh huh huh ;P We've planned our workout routine for next week already and we'll do it! (^^)V

Her aim is become as hot as MEGAN FOX! uh-Huh you didn't see wrongly. Its MEGAN FOX! [:
Study hard- play hard- exercise hard :D

Gonna meet my group members to do our Dengue Project tmr. ZZZ! Im gonna waste a few hours of my life doing such worthlesss thing -.- Lucky I have fun group members ^^ Jiahua is bringing me to the doctor tmr at 9 :[[[[ Yepp, im sick and I have signs of SWINE! =S Screams for mum*

But she ignores me and say go sleep laaa! -.-

Im very sure i'm just overreacting (: Alright now, I'm going to sleep now=/ Sleeping late makes you fat! =/ Right! So adiooooosss :D

((-oo-))

I'm so getting a black blazer :D Teehees! Shopping on third week of july! WOOHOOOOO =D

Pimple outbreak -.-

Phew!
A bink of an eye and a week is over just like that! Prelims are coming in 3weeks I heard (Sobs) &&& soon it'll be Os -.- Im not readyyy! Nooooooooooooo

Ohoh, the video has been removed due to Jiahua's personal reason. Well those who have watched it. Thanks for the comments ^^ really hope to learn dancing after my Os. I've saved up for it already (: All locked up :D Teehees. Welll, just wanna do something different in my life. Besides, I realise I have no talents at all except for basketball :S Show me some support mans [: Hehes.

Been eating alot of maggie for the past 5days. About 4/5 dinners =/ My hair so soo gonna die. But I hope to cut down next week. I promised~ ^^ Ohyaaaa. I BROKE MY NAIL TODAY. Lols. Sorrysorry, making a big fusss over a chipped off nail ;x Lol !
It broke before my O level CHINESE ORAL ! I got the urge to tear the entire thing out but managed to resist! HAHAHA~

I was damn scared! Mid-yr results trematised me alot! Afterall CHERYL-DO-NOT-SPEAK-CHINESE! Helllllooo.. find me someone who actually withh automatically speak chinese to me when they talk to me o.O Lawls. Anyway.. I think I screwed conversation. They asked me how I felt about AYG! What am I suppose to say about that. Plus theres no way I can follow format :[[
Awww man. Should have read more news T.T

Plus Johnson's phone is giving me problems now ;X I can't receive any text nor calls =/ Thats sucks big time! Ya jun! Would you sell me?? hahahahs. Im trying to get hold of her

Alrights, I don't have the mood to post now.
Good news is: I GOT MY STUDY MOOD BACK!
Wooohooooooo :D