Treat me like you mean it

I'm beat I'm beat I'm beat O.O

Extremely happening this week :-
. Detention for skipping chinese lesson like a month ago :S
. Interhouse Captain's ball
. Loads NPCC meeting for annual camp :[
. Intensive Chinese + Mock exams for the up coming Os
. NPCC training


Isn't this crazy?! There isn't a day that I could go home and rest early (whines). Spent like 4bucks on photocopying past year's prelim papers with Felicia, Jol, Carmen and Joanna >< Made us late for NP. Damn! Should have left earlier for the chinese remedial at 1pm =/

Ohoh! My moood has totally dampened! I was so looking forward to attending BenHo's birthday tmr butbutbutbut.. the actual fun is on Sunday and I would have tuition so i wont be able to attend with Jiahua (AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH) Whywhwhywhywhy!
Monday is chinese O Levels and that would be the biggest reason for not going. :(( Sorry benny!

NPCC annual camp is coming and I really hope everything goes well (: Unfortunately star prog and art coursework clashed with the camp, so created lots of chaos. & its still in chaos now as there will be a time slot where every CLs will not be able to go =S Jiayou everyone! Our last camp together ler :DD

Alrights, I should end here. Im really tired!
S.L.E.E.P
Thats what I neeeeeed! ^^
Though its a waste of timeeee ;x





(-.-)V
I still wanna hold on
xoxo

Why won't I drop dead !

Edited~
I will be, all that you want



From the start of the day its pure BAD LUCK.

#1. My tuition teacher came without informing me in advance that he would be coming and I thought this week there won't be a session. It was a miscommunication. I felt so horrible! He came a wasted trip. & its like the second time such thing has happen =/

#2. Quarrelled with mum about housework and all. Just because of something i said. " I don't feel like going out already today ma" & thats how it all started. Sometimes I feel like I should just fxxking jump off the building and dead. It will only be a matter of time I would be forgotten..

At least it will reduce the burden in the family for their lifetime. Depressing day~ I don't feel like talking to anyone.

#3. Lastly, my most hearted NUM Party Tank has some unremoval stains! I cant get it off no matter what I do. I hope it isn't permenant =/ (sobssssssss)

Yupppp, its just this 3 incident but it lasted for the entire day ;X
I hate today
I hate myself today
I hate everything today...

Photos from chalet.
Only 2 unfortunately,





Kkkkkkkk,
Im gonna dota with joe while waiting for (___) to wake up.

I wanna love you out loud

Happy Birthday SABINA (:

Lemme talk about Thursday first ^^
I think I screwed art exam. Hahahs! I totally have no idea what to draw at all! Somehow inspiration don't wanna come to me. Oh blast! I really really regret not dropping art :[[[ Anyways, the paper lasted for 3hours. BFF and I rushed home, got changed and went out again (((: Waited super long to the guys to clear court. No movement after an hour or so left and went on to another court ^^

Lost the mood after that. Plus the rim there sucks! Its damn bouncy ;xx Anyway, went home much earlier than I expected =/ Had a tiff with (__). Haiiii~ So far its the biggest yet. Sighs*

& Friday!
Its marking day. No school no school and I repeat! THERE IS NO SCHOOL! Hahahahs. I couldn't be happier. Thought I could sleep longer butbut.. NP meeting in the morning :X In school somemore =/ Anyways, we managed to reduce as much distractions as possible and get most of the games for camp done (:
Leaving only the major games ^^ So lazy to do~ & the certificate I did, the font didn't turn out the same as appeared in my comp (sobs) I wonder why. made me pissed! I spent quite some time on it.

Left early with Saiful and Xuanru. In the evening, met up with Jiahua and her love. Went over to Pasir Ris by trained for Sabina's birthday chalet ^^ Hahhas, so funny! BFF thought Pasir Ris was on the purple line! HAHAHAH. I'm no better la, I dont even know train can reach Pasir Ris! Lolol~

During the long train ride. Lenard and Jiahua keep disturbing me! Rawrrr~ Win already la! 2 in 1.. Coffee mix? Bwahahah! LOL. Jiahua exposed some things to lenard when its suppose to be between us. (stares!) hahahs. Talked all sorts of craps too ;P

When we got there, only Yinkee and Sabina with two other guys were there (: Ah Wai and Yanqin arrived soon after. Had pillow fight with Jiahua! Hahahhas, super high! Our hair went POOOOF! =/ HA! Ah wai and Lenard just sat at the corner and stood out of the way. Jiahua TAO POK meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ;S You're so DEAD! Growls* ^^

At night, helped out with the BBQ with Jiahua Lenard and Waiwai ((: HEY Its properly done! ^^ Muahahah. Went for walks with them too when it was getting boring. There was some guys upstairs who made us pissed too. Occupied the whole room and they just won't get their butts down to get their own food -.- Treating sabina and YinKee like maid and they had to keep delivering food to them. Ridiculous bastards ya?

Anyways, Jiahua and Lenard left first (: Went to find pig and Joseph at the next door chalet. Such a coincidence ya!? Just next door ehhh. They were playing cards at the back so joined them ;D Went back late and stoned in the bus thinking about loaaadsss of stuffs during the long rideee :S

Photos will be uploaded once I get it from Sabina and Jiahua ^^

(__) and I are back to normal :D I guess our coldwar for a night made us stronger and I also have realised how important he is to me :] Although we always don't have activities to do with each other due to differences in personalities but I'm sure he'll try his best to ask me out more often and I must find more time for him too ((:

Some may say I'm a flirt and all... So fast change partners etc. But you know what F.O! Its a new thing i learnt today. Yl and I are history, we were ONCE in love deeply but.. I shall not elaborate. I just feel I deserve better.

Sosososo, Saturday
Did housework in the morning before basketball with Johnson and Junde (: Unfortunately, Jiahua wasn't able to come. So, met up with pig and Joseph aj in the afternoon and bus-ed down together :D I wonder how they have the energy to play basketball after ton-ing the whole of last night and continuing tonight o.O

Enjoyed todayy except for some fustrating thing that happened today. But otherwise, I love the company ^^ Junde's Iphone is soooo coool! Hahahas. & AJ's bubble breaker game on his touch phone is fun too ;PP hahahas. Looking at their hp and back to mine.. Mine is like super PORK la! No infra-red alsoooooo =S WTH righttt.. Oh well ! I only want an Ipod ;P

Schedule filled for the week :D Monday back to school and I'm like =.= having the Monday blues in advancee. Oh and did I mention next week on is INTENSIVE CHINESE! (faints) Evyerday see Xu's face. Ohmygodddd. I hate chinese sosososo MUCH! :[

Alrighty, I'm missing (__) again. Hahahs.
Ciaos~


^^V

Fragile; it is

ADAM LAMBERT!
YOU GO MAN!

(Claps)

I have no idea what I should draw for my Development Board3 tmr! Especially with only 3 hours? Its totally not enough =X In fact I don't even have an idea for my final~ Im minced :[[[[[
What should I do? I've been brainstorming for almost the entire day while acc-ing my mum at the polyclinic. Yuppps~ I got nothing.

How
How
How
How ?????

Mum and dad gave me some ideas. So did Samuel and Sean. Its pretty goood but my drawing skills aren't that fantastic :S I'll try.

Oh, wanted to get this dress from Cotton On but it has a weird cutting.. Wasted ~ & I think I overspend on undergarments at Cotton On. Hahahahah! Heyyy, they were attractive. Right girls? :P





Alrights, to add on with this. Im miss (__) like crazy but i guess...
Neverminddd. Words are far from actions (heartache) Is there is something I can do to salvage
this. God please tell me :d



xoxo,
^^V

Get over it

Wheeeeeeeee Wooooppppppp-eeeeee :DD
MYE is down and O level chinese is comingggg -.- Im failing :[[[[

I totally have the shopping mood now! RETAIL THERAPY RETAIL THERAPY! Yes! Its totally what I need ((: When was the last time I last shopped and actually bought things to pamper myself?! Before ChineseNewYear :S (Pathetic)

What it is! I'm so gonna use up those money that I've saved for my new phone to do a shopping spreeee! Welll, maybe not now.. I'll just get a few new stuffs :D Wardrobe clearance right after Os! ^^ I'm soooo excited :D Hehes. I'm already thinking of what I'll do after exams. HA!

. Shopping spree
. Underwater World trip
. Sentosa
. Eatinggg spree
. Work
. Save for IPOD
. & my Adidas jacket
.& NUM Bag

SOOOO MANY THINGGGGGSS! Geees, I totally forgot the world is going through a reccession :S
Oh Blast! Heck it, its just a plan ;PP

Overdue photos






















See the words carefully ((:




& My hair.. undergone electrolyis?


Had so much ups and downs during this period of time studying (: I love her!!!




10cups of coffeee & unlimited food supply from the fridge! -- IMMA WIN!! Wooohooo :DD

Is it all just a contest?

PCD
PCD
PCD
PCD
PCD
PCD
PCD

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS, its coming to SG! Like when? 4 Juneeeeeeeee :DDDDDD
Ohmygawddddd~ I wish I could go.
It would be totally hotness~! ^^ I would totally skip Lady GaGa's for PCD's! (prancing around)

Anyway~ Starbucks again yesterday ^^ Serious studying for the afternoon and getting lazier as the evening drew near =S HA! Its so confortable there and I wouldn't mind slacking there like some void deck! Hahahahah. Plus its getting better over there ^^ (winks)
Had a muffin yesterday tooo.. DAMNNNN IT WAS HEAVEN once again ;P I wonder how they make such a delicious MUFFIN! :O

Tmr is Maths paper2 and Physics! Its HELLL! How am I ( a person which such short concentration span) is gonna concentrate for 2.30hrs for the first paper and another 2 for the next. ITS CRAZY, MADNESSS, LUNI and whatever words you can think of~ :[[[[
Hopefully I can do well for physics and a pass for maths!!!!
Im totally determined!

Kkkkkkkkk,
Imma go have a game of dota and back to exhausting mugging :'( I can't have a peace of mind if i feel theres nothing in my brain. YAWNS*
^^V


xoxo,
I hate quarrels

So Close, So Far

Hihihihihihihihihihi :D
I know i shouldn't be so high now. But guess what! I'VE GOTTEN MY LONG AWAITED HEADPHONE! ^^ Woooohoooooo :D It has a fantastic bass and voice cancellation (Muacks x10) to it. Hahahah.

Ohhhhh yaa! Anyone is with me to support ADAM LAMBERT? Yes! He is so gonna win Amercian Idol :D Love his voice please??! So what if he is gay, damn you Amercia~ enough with the critics and listen! You've got a real talent here ^^
I don't really watch Amercian Idol until recently I've been look around Youtube and heard upon his voice. Wow~ He is good (((:

Alrightt, back to Singapore (: Exams are nearly over. Wheeeee~! Dont wanna talk about which subjects that I think screwed cus its over! ^^ & I should just get on with it and wait for the results. Maybe it be bad or worst =S Goodluck to all with the other reminding subs :DDD

Kk, sleeping timeeeee [[[[:

Meeting babe later ! Wooohoooo,
* I miss Basketball




xoxo,

Brain Domination

I got tempted to do a short post =X

Gay because :DD :
#1. I just got invited for BenHo's birthday ((((: Its a chalet at Sentosa! Duh~ Rich kid :P
#2. Soon, I'll have my Limited Edition headphone
#3. I know how to do Control Account for POA!

Heartache because:
#1. My dog chewed on my pink sony earpiece last night ;[[[ It was pretty new
#2. He didn't turn up ='[
#3. My parents are going through a hard time
#4. BFF is sick too!
#5. Haven't talked to him since...

Aonnyed because:
#1. I hit my head 3 times in a row
#2. POA's practice paper's answers don't seem to tally with my answers& textbook
#3. Im so gonna flunk my Humanities
#4. My fever is going on and off
#5. My bro stole my $40 T.T My hard saved...

Bliss because:
#1. I have my BFF {3
#2. I have him {3
#3. I have an awesome tuition teacher
#4. My family loves me

This is such a random post ;x Ohya! I have officially become a NERD! Somehow I managed to stop my urge to want to shop! Its been ages since I last shopped (Probab;y becus I have no money) But still ! It never happen.

& Whenever I have time. First thing that will come to my mind is:
"I shall revise" or " Should I read Confessions Of A Shopaholic or Ecplise" This is getting so weirdddd~ Wheres the Cheryl who plays dota whenever she has time or even though she is such a noobie =/

Hahahahha! I guesss CHERYL HAS MATURED! (Pukes) ;P Alright alright, Its gonna be a hectic two week. GAMBATE all whom are working their ass out! Teehees.
I want an IPod!!!! It'll be so damn perfect if I had my headphone and a matching IPod ;DDD Heck if Im using a basic phone ;D All i need is MUSIC ^^





xoxo,
Cheryl v(T.T)v

Seduce me with a sinister beat

I bruise easily
So be gentle when you handle me
Theres a mark you leave
I miss you..

Exams are just in a few hours and here I am blogging :X
Sooooo! SUP PEOPLEEE :D

Im gonna make this short and sweeet (:
Wednesday
Thank god that Geog teacher didnt come for the last 2 periods :D BFF and I went over to the library and self studied our Geog ^^ Wooohooo. I guess we got guilty for not studying the night before. I kinda fell asleep and she was using the computer watching videos! Bwahahah. A day to chill? =/

BFF left first to find Lenard and I continued studying alone and till 2.20. I still rememeber the time CLEARLY ;P On my way home, saw dick kevan they all so went to play lan with them since they jio-ed. I have no idea how they got me into going lan with them! Lols~ hahahaaa

I supposed I got ditracted. Teehees :P The moment I agreed to go, I realised they werent going there to dota. It was L4D!!! Before today, I didnt want to learn how to play it, cause you know. Im afraid I'll be addicted and I don't really like a game that tons of girls are playing. No offense to anyone but well its me =S

Played anyway (: My reaction is forever so slow. Teamed with Shawn GuanMing and Kuen. Against Dick Kevan [First time playing too] and Jiahui :D Competitive eh! Enjoyed alot. A time to keep my brain off studies (((((:

Thursday
Woke up bloody early. In fact I couldnt sleep for the whole night. My mind was in a whirl. Thinking of all sorts of things, when my alarm clock rang, I stood straight up and walked to the bathroom =X

Its NPCC Day, was flag barrier [ CBSS school flag ]. Normal routines, wasn't nervous at all (: But ONE THINGGGGGG! When MissChin was on her way up to announce the people down for Pride Time, I happen to glanced at her boook and blooooody hell! I saw my name. I was wtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtffffff~~ :x Imagine myself standing in front as SI, and MissChin annoucing my name. Cold sweat appeared! My heart omgggg, it nearly jumped right out!

But somehow, she didnt annouce. *LuckyLucky* Geeeeeessss! Seriously I hate the feeling. But it would be sooner or later she'll annouce it and MrWong will give me that look again. Sighs* He said some things to me after recesss, my moood instantly change. Im seriously am becoming to some I dont even know anymore. 24/7 under inspection.

Got a slight fever today. Hopefully not the 'HINI' flu. Look carefully, is not H1N1. Hahahaaa~ Anyway, Im just gonna focus on my studies and darken my background.



GOOOOOOOODDDDD LUUUUCKKKKKK FOR MYE tmr peeps ^^



xoxo,
Cheryl out!
( Will be updating again after the exams :D)

Thats the way i roll, bitch

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, I can feel my head getting heavier by the minute and my poor neck has to support all the weight. Together with my million pound body, my pathetic legs are the ones in pain. (Sorry guys,)

I somehow felt that I've gain my 2kilos back again. I feel huge again ;x The bulks of lards are BAAACKKKKK! Puck it Puck it =/

Reason 1:
On friday, crashed over to Johnson's house for a movie- FAST and FURIOUS 4 together with ZhenFeng as well (: Ate MAC for lunch! Watched Jackass 2. Its friggin HILARIOUS i'm telling youuuu~ There were obsene parts I have to admit but I wasn't allowed to see them ;X In fact, I was grossed out too so anyway ...

Fast and furious4! The action was cool but somehow I got bored in the middle. Perhaps its becus all the fast and furious shows are all about racing andand the story is more or less similar :[[[ I was expecting more. But ohwelll, enjoyed the company especially :DDDD (Y)

Johnson gave us liqour choclates. HELLL!! They are even nicer than the first one I ate over at his place too. HAHAHAHAHA! Chocolates rock :D && for dinner, mum treated me to Sushi Tei ~ Over ate once again. Its been so long since I last ate THISSSS much =[

Reason 2:
Had a study session at Starbucks with BFF. Had the usual -WHITE CHOCOLATE FRAP. Yet another high in calo product (Sobs). Got real fustrated while studying. I didn't know how to do a number of questions and electricty was giving me helll.
Best song that suits the mood - All American Rejects
Gives you hell

Oh i forgot to mention Saiful was there too. he was doing his project on starbucks. So he joined us. Left around 4pm. The time when we usually can concentrate the best and we had to leave :[[[ Sorry babe!

Met saiful at 5plus and we cabbed down to Sakura at YCK [: It was HongLeung's birthday and his parents were treating us!! *I know you guys are jealous* ;P Muahahhahah! Rightrightright, So I ate alottt like usual T.T COMEON~ Who could resist buffet ya? Ha! Alright... Perhaps i was the gluttony one among the girls at least X.X

Pictures :
(P/S , I look fat in all of it T.T)











* More pictures from Jol and Xuanru soon (:
[: HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONGLEUNG! Couldnt have a partner better than you ^^ Cheeerios!
Went to find (___) afterwards :D I couldn't resist ;P

Reason 3:
I had to complete my art boards 1&2! Cropped myself home th entire day =S Including tuition in the afternoon (: All this work = FOOD FOOD and more FOOD.
Crapzxzxzxxzzz
I was only able to complete it by 5am plussssss. Ohgoddd my sleeeep~ I feel zzzz now! Luckily today quite a number of teachers were absent. I was able to catch some sleeeep.

Reason 4:
Due to the incresing amount of food intake I had for the pass few days. My stomach demands more food for digestion too. FoOOddd is deaddddlyyyyy -.-" WORST OF ALL! There wont be gym session with babe for the next few weeks. Exams are nearing and we had MT Oral together. Screwed up big time /: Fucking Stupid*

Im yawning like theres no tmr now! I'd better get the chores done and start studying and bedtime at 10pm SHARP~ RAWRRRRR.









I (L) Swineee!
xoxo,