Blank Mind -

Suppose to go for a BBQ today at Pasir Ris with Yiliang. I felt as if i've been fooled, played. I shouldn't have agreed to go in th first place. Thinking he might have changed for th better. STUPID CHERYL! Use your punie brain to think about it. Lawls~

Met him at 3.30 at hub. & left Hougang at 5pm. I was simply tagging along like a lost dog behind their cliques all th way. I have no idea where their going, what they are do next or whatever! Th person who brought me there didnt tell me anything so i just came walking with my earpiece on. Until i had enough, i decided to crap out a lie and coldly tell him im meeting my Aunty at town and i needa go.

Plus he still dont get it~ My mood is horrible, my mind is blank. I feel fucking stupid to even skip breakfast and lunch for him. I had enough. To D, R, Y I cant accept your love-s. Im sorry!


"If I Were A Boy"

[Verse]
If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

[Verse]
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed

[Bridge]
It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

[Chorus 2]
But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy