I'm Sorry I Can't Be Perfect ,

你好!

Oh , its a Monday today huh . I'm suppose to stay at home as home had new restrictions for me -.- Okay , I'll skip that part . But luckily I had NP meeting in the morning at 10 =/ Yikes ! As usual , i wasn't punctual . Oppps ~

Discussed about our attire standardising etc.. I guess we're used to camps like that . I'm just afraid about th ferry ride there ;x Cuscus ~ DONT LAUGH ! I might have seasickness . Okayyyyyyy ~ I know its stupid BUT I HAVE IT . Oh crap ):
&&& I hope there isn't any sandflies there . I HAD 165 OF THEM ALL OVER MY LEGS AND HANDS ]:

So around 12 plus went AMK area to check out prices of cheap sandals for our mudwalk . My shoe was killing me X.X My nail was poking my neighbour toe =,= YEEEEEOOOOOW ~ Ryan came to find xuanru and I while doing groceries shoopping at NTUC. We planned to go Xuan's house cook and eat ^^

LOls, his cooking not bad lurs ! hahahahas. Eat and watched Home Alone 3 on his laptop . Gosh , THE SHOW IS FRIGGIN' FUNNY ;D Th lil boy is sooooo intelligent . Wow ! I'm seriously amazed . Yap, I know its just a show. Hahas .

End about 5 , left his house . Ryan was waiting downstairs for over 3hrs if im not wrong ;X I .. dontknow what to say . He wanted to send me back but Xuan was going to do that cause he going to find dason also . Hmmm , reach home changed and went over to Dason's house with Xuan . They were gonna play basketball so yeah , went along with dad's permission of course (:
Glad he allowed .

Played until 8 den go back alrdy . Im beat .
There gonna be alot of things tmr . So i guess its a must to stay home all day -.-
Sighs*
- Pack up my room
- Np newsletter
- Study
- Blueberry muffins ;x [ Hope i dont burn up th kitchen ]
- Pancakes in th morning (: YUM !

Thats about it i think .
Shheeeesh ,


"Perfect"

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

this song made my tear last night ;X