Thursday, April 7, 2011

I need a doctor to bring me back to life

Only managed to talk to Sam awhile today :( I can't we actually chatted till 5am last night! Wow! We never run out of topic to talk about (Y)

Anyway, we were on a subject just now and it suddenly struck me that. I don't have any memories with my boyfriends that i can actually boast about! Like tell my friends, ehhhhh u know they did this this.. or surprise me with blahblah~

Its kinda.. i dont know how to say it. I know its no big deal and im still young and all. But still ! I can't believe i gave them my all but what i got was " Too bad, its just my personality. Deal with it." Of course they didn't say that but to sum it up, it was like that.

Sighhhhhs! Emo night :( I hate this feeeling! I just wanna step out of my shell! Maybe thats why im still in my non-sociable state :( Glad i have my girls backing me up (hugs)

Just came here to rant!
xoxo

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