Don't make someone a priority if they only make you an option.
Sometimes people tell me its not worth it its not worth it. I'll find someone else better and whatsoever. I feel that there is no such thing as worth it or not. Its whether Im willing to give it my all or not. Someone once asked, please guide me along.. I said: There's no way I can guide you. Its really from your bottom of your heart. As I thought through everything I've said through these months and I realise, no, Im not wrong to say this. It is a fact. I hate to say it but I really don't understand whats on your mind & I can't understand you TRULY.. :(
Babe, this is for you.
Although its only been a few days after my breakup, you've been there like 24/7 even like 3-4am. You didn't confort me with money or bringing me to places or any special arrangements. However, every moment talking to you through the phone or heart-to-heart chats at starbucks or anywhere, I know you cared. I have to admit I can't overcome my feelings yet but you have no idea how much you mean to me. This sounds GAY I know but I have to say it. a bigbigbigbig THANKYOU to you :D From th bottom of your heart, I can feel it (: Esp the most helpless moment when I was at Sentosa.. Vice-Versa, I'll be there for you too no matter what! :D
Its good you made up your mind to start afresh. I will support you by your side as a friend. The importance of me in you.. I still don't know. Just wna let you know, I feel that I've become an option instead of a priority. Im not sure Im misunderstanding you or what but this is how I feel through your actions, daily messages, future doings and talks on th phone. I've become a past tense (: Omg, what am I talking. I should feel happy for you. Here I am trying to gain sympathy. HA! Sorry about that. Anyw, you don't have to worry about how I feel or anything. I think I got it. Thanks for the memories :D
The song Happy-Leona Lewis on my blog is for you.
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