Yesterday was my last day of work. Grown quite attached to it and the people there for like 3 months (: they are nice people. I guess i can't just kick the habit of folding clothes everyday and start writing notes the following day. Yes, school starts TODAY!!! :O I havent had the chance to parteeeey during my holidays or chill much :(
This 3 months, from the beginning of my study break, so many things happened, alot of self relection done and deciding on new targets. Drifted from all my friends except Jiahua, YY and my collegues.. Felt really guilty for not being there for Ethel during her down days and Adora + Alyssa's O level days as well. Im a horrible friend :/
I don't know what happened to me this holiday but my mindset on alot of stuff has changed. For the better or for the worst im not sure. One thing im sure is that, my personality has changed. Moved on from my past and challenged myself to a new future. I don't want it yet i can't help it. My heart is screaming : Put yourself in other's shoes. Im in another state of dilema =/ Plus, im not even sure what im feeling. Its suffocating and insecure and wrong. I should serious fuck myself -.-
Okayokay, i shall think about it anymore. Not gonna help anyway. school has started and my engine is ready to fight the next war. Hopefully the engery doesn't just die out halfway through :( Got Psychology for my CDS and i've decided not to change it. Im gonna try to at least get a B for it! I swear i want my GPA to be 3.0 at least!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
Got a new haircut for the new sem! :):) rash decision but im pretty happy w it . I can bathe faster and lesser shampoo used too! ^^ Hahaha. I should buy a headband for training (Y) Alright, i should prepare for school now starts at 4pm and i'v gotta leave house like 2.45 -.- Disadvantage of studying far from where you live..
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