Im so tired from everything that has happened lately. I need strength. I need someone to be there who is able to understand, give me advises, hug me when there are no words for consolation, and not judge me :'(
Poly life is so far the toughest i'm going through. Who said it will be the most memorial time of my life? Who said it was gonna be easy? Who said your best friends will be found there? Bull shit seriously. Probably it was just me facing all these problems. Or and i highly believe it is my personality. I dontknow. I feel so vex everytime i go home, cause everytime im outside, im putting up a front. (Im alright, im okay, dont worry and to sum it all up with a smile) ...
I really miss the days before i entered TP. Anyway, at least im happy to know i have Jiahua Alyssa Ethel Adora Felicia.. Without them, i probably would have just died.
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