Exams are round the corner and Macroeconomics paper is on Friday! I really really really scared i can't get my A back due to my projects that pulled me down :( Im really aiming for at least a 3.2 GPA this semester to pull everything up.
Did serious mugging just now at Starbucks alone. Jiahua couldn't join me as she is rushing her P1 as well. Its killing her. Re-studied Business Statistics and it killed me! I really can't find the critical for n > 30!! No matter how hard i try, i just cant! The notes didn't state and im going INSANEEEEEEEEE!!!! :'( I feel so useless and all my friends arent able to help too cause they are all last time muggers but somehow they still do well. Life is UNFAIR!!! :( Im like stucked at 2 chapters becus of it.
I called Jiahua to whine, the moment i say " babbeeeee im so stressed up!" I cried. LIKE IN PUBLIC LITERALLY! I don't do that often. I feel so eeffing useless :/ & all that constant reminders for me to stay strong was practically gone in a split second!
I remember when i was attached, when i had times like this, it made no difference if i had a boyfriend or not. One just laughed, the other just did not know what to say. So im basically facing this on my own again. At least have Jiahua's encouragements.
Last night, Xuanru just msn-ed me and just typed " Jiayou!" I was so touched! :) To me its an energy booster. He is right, less than a B = fail. So i mustn't fail! I've worked so hard throughout the semester and i won't like this main exam affect me. Im getting so tired*
Alright! I feel better now :) Im heading back there to study again. Its really productive for me.
Last Saturday, went to my OCBC cycle briefing and celebrated Bruce's birthday. Someone i knew since Pri6 but its the first time celebrating his birthday! The OCBC cycle thing was boring but i met lots of people there :) They are all nice and mature. Even a 16 yr old canoe racing girl is so much more mature than most of my friends in poly! Played card games to bond among ourselves. They are alll so humorous! Not forgetting, theres a cute guy in my crew!
The birthday celebration was nothing special for the birthday boy but it was really sweet! His friends surprised him at a romantic place at Khatib and although i knew only the bday boy and Jiahua, i still had fun! & it was boring at all! I cant believe they are from TP design ! First look and you will think they are malay ahbengs! Hahahahhahah!! They prepared drinks and played drinking games of course! They were all so fun-loving and cute!
Bruce was nice enough to lend me his singlet to wear cause my top was SOAKING! :) Jiahua wanted to play the water badly~ I was reluctant cus i had makeup on. But got tempted and played anyway :P & YES MY MAKEUP SMURGED!!! AND I LOOKED LIKE MULAN!
Just like that!
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA It was HILARIOUS!! & once again i feel like i should belong to design. Or perhaps its just my group of friends ;/
Not that im being choosy over who my friends are. Just that I can't find a place i fit in.
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