Really havent been updating lately. Facebook, Twitter and Tumblr has officially taken over me. Projects have been hell especially Psychology. Its been CRAZY! -.- The other projects are done with my clique so i guess its pretty much not as stressful but i have to admit i didn't put in as much effort as i expected myself to put :/ Guilty*
Anyway, I got quite irritated with someone recently. I have no idea how i endured all her crap for so long. I probably just didnt want any conflict and believed that its just her personality. But hey! Its getting WAYYYYYYY OUT OF HAND. For now, i guess im just gonna turn away from all this shit. Being alone is no longer an issue. I supposed im immune. _|_
Just got back from a dinner with Xuanru. I havent met him for about a year i guess! Since we were separated from sec school. I really didn't regret meeting him today. Only now, i realise who are my true friends. Its like i really forgot how i can be MYSELF. The uber high and full of shit me. Yes, only with Jiahua i am able to do so. Otherwise.. Nope, not really. Of course apart from my usual lovely girls. I really havent forgotten those out there who really truly cares about me.
He has really motivated me to work harder than i am now. His class is so competitive that there is no chance for him to slack. His GPA is like 3.67 last sem! I AM SO ENVIOUS!!!!! & NP standard is pretty high! Now i really horrible, the standard here isn't as high but im still getting shitty results. Frankly, when we were having heart-to-heart talks just now. I felt that, omg yeaaaa, actually frankly, i havent put in my all yet. I still hv time to go shopping, watch tv all that shit! If i really want good grades. I should be really studying! & not just by completing my tutorial and do a few notes and claimed that I HAVE STUDIED for th day.
Yep! I have only waken up from my lala land now. From now on! I am going to study harder than before! That want-to-do-well flame hasn't gone off since i started working in CK. (Y) Lets all do well together! :D Well, at least for those wants to do well! :):) Alright, Wanted to watch tv today but change of plans! I SHALL DO PSYCHOLOGY NOW!
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